I Want to Be a Bombshell

So I have already gotten some work done last year and had a great experience with that. Now a year later after my 360 lipo with vaser I have decided I will get a breast lift with implants in 2021 march. I want to be a full DD. Right now I'm i think a SAD D cup. My son is 1.5 years old and there is no way i could get this done next year with him still needing to be picked up. So by the time he is almost 3 he should be okay with me not really picking him up as much as i do now. I'm sticking with my same doctor from my lipo 360 because he is just amazing! His staff is amazing! I'm comfortable talking to him and his staff. They r all honest!!! Which is something that is very important. Realism yeah know. So I have booked a date for my surgery. But it's too far out for a pre OP appt. I'm currently on a weight loss journey. I went from 222 last month to 209 this month. And I really just wanna be 180-190ish. I'm 5'8 and curvy so i hold it pretty well.

I swear time is zooming by! I keep looks at pics and reading reviews. People saying they wish they went bigger and very few saying they wish they went smaller. Like a teen I have found myself stuffing my bra with t shirts (don't judge me lol). Just to see how it would look. I need to be set on a size for a few months to feel the most comfortable. And right now I'm switching between what I originally wanted (DD) to what I think I should get (full c or D). I think the full would look the most natural. But I mean for 10k I should get my money's worth and go for the D at least lol. It's an in between. I don't think I want so much projection more so fullness. I have plenty of time. Trying to save up and make payments now to get as close as I can to 10k by next feb so I dont have to charge alot on my card.