I Want Moderate Plus. I'm 5'4 and 114lbs. Petite.

Well hi girls :)

I don't really have much to talk about breast but I would like to say that I am really happy that I didn't through surgery after all :) I am now using push up bras lol and I'm actually OK with doing so.

My boyfriend is also really happy that I am happy and that I finally made up my mind and stuck with it and that I no longer desire to get a breast augmentation or talk about boobs haha :P so he knows for sure that this is my final decision and he's proud of me and I'm proud of myself as well. He says that I have nice and big enough breast for my size (since I'm petite) I will always support all the girls in who want a breast augmentation or any kind of surgery but this just wasn't for me I hope all the girls with implant boobies are doing just well and happy with the results because fake boobies do look amazing !!! :) with that note I guess everytime I get to see a girl with fake boobies I'll go up to her and tell her that She looks freaking awesome and Ask if I can touch'em at least haha hopefully I don't offend them because I really like fake boobies :)

anyway here are some pics and a video of me wearing a push up bra ... Weird but after all this journey I'm honestly happy with my breast size and my overall natural breast :) take care realself cool girlies :D xoxo

Realself stories started popping out on my newsfeed -about girls who have had explants and the stuff that started happening to them after they got breast implants. It freaked me out so I did my research. I researched the crap out of saline implants and the stories behind them are devastating! I have asked questions to doctors here on realself like: "Could saline implants develop mold inside? The answers have all been. No they don't! However I found out that they infact do, and have also found pictures of it, too. I read so many stories of people who got extremely sick after saline implants. There's a book called "The naked truth about breast implants" Wow! I couldn't believe it however the more research I did the more I found out (lots of these stories are also here on realself) and outside too.

Just because you're getting saline implants doesn't mean you're not getting silicone inside you.. the shells of a breast implant (are made out of silicone and 40 different metals . "Yes 40 different metals!!! (i'm talking about the Plastic shell of the implant) it doesn't matter if it's Saline or Silicone the shells are made out of the same material... So just imagine plain silicone breast implants alone now ?! If saline implants are bad silicone are worse, Yikes! also if it's saline the saline could become moldy. And if just having mold around you like at home per say ..it's so extremely bad for your health now Imagine what it does when its inside?!!

So with all this info.. I'm soooooooooooo over breast augmentation. I always wanted bigger boobs but truth is I don't have small boobs. Begore googling and researching all this info I went in for my last consult and the doctor said I can give you any size you want because you can fit it but I honestly don't think you need surgery you just want surgery. And he was right... Anyway I was happy with my consult and the doctor because I was actually able to fit what I wanted a 485cc moderate sientra.. So I came home and decided to do a review of how great my consult had went .. But that same day stories of breast explants started popping up on my newsfeed and I decided to click on one and then I clicked away to all kinds to breast explants after I finished reading I was just so scared and decided to look up more info on how breast implants are like poison for our bodies.

I told myself omg what in the world am I about to do. I don't even need this surgery I'm just being vain. I will not expose myself to all this possible complications (some symptoms don't start right away but within a few months or years you to start to get sick and you can never find a reason or an explanation) you start getting tested for all these substances/materials that breast implants are made of.. Then you start coming up with high levels of metals .. Not only that but you test positive for mold. So I decided to leave this all behind and move on. I am happy I found out about these bad things. At first I was kind a down that I wasn't going to get big breast but now I am thankful because I'm not about to pay such a high price meaning my health.

Saline implants are bad for your overall health but do are the silicone implants. Yes! They do leak EVEN when they make us believe there's only a small chance . They leak I sawread all about the incidents of mentor allergan sientra leaking. Yes even up to this date! Don't get fooled when you hear that that only used to happen before and the new implants are different no they are not different they are not mistake proof they can leak!!!!! And if you were thinking because you have gummy bear implants they won't leak well then ask yourself why do the FDA recommends you to remove them if there was a leak to be found? It doesn't make any sense right even the gummy bear material it's not bullet proof and may spread ... Oh and if you were thinking because you have gummy bear implants they won't leak well then ask yourself why does the FDA recommends you to remove them if there was a leak to be found? It doesn't make any sense right ? even the gummy bear material it is not bullet proof. If the silicone wouldn't spread then why do they they need to removed??!! So if the gummy bear material isnt safe and somehow ruptures that makes all the other ones even worst!

Anyways this is my last post that I write on my breast augmentation journey.

Real self has been a huge influence into me wanting breast implants but its also been what influenced my decision of rejecting this procedure!

All I can say to all of you girls out there do your research and see if it's all worth it in the end because the end is not when you get your implants but after you get them then that's when your real journey will begin.

Anyways girls best of luck is your life your body your choice my choice is to back up and somehow I feel so happy I took this decision I feel like a weight lifted of my shoulders. I am so thankful I did not get them done :) seriously very super happy!

Best wishes to all :)

I'm going crazy I have done so much research I think I've done much more research than anyone on the realself website, I'm not even kidding.!!!!! I know every size every profile, the diameters, I know the nominal fills I know the maximum fills, I know too much for my own good at this point :( From the beginning I've known that I want a moderate plus profile I want something with hardly any projection but with side boob and cleavage, so with all this research I think my best bet is to go with a moderate profile or a low profile. If I get saline, the mod plus will NOT WORK :( from the beginning I've known what I want I want something with hardly any projection but side boob and cleavage, so with all this research I think my best bet is to go with a moderate profile (mentor) or a low profile (allergan). I think that if I were to get the moderate plus I'm going to end up looking like a high profile implant which I do not want.!!! ( I have already checked the ending protection of such implant so I know what I'm talking about) I want a projection of a 4.0 -4.5 and no more I will do whatever it takes to get the less amount of projection and not go over what I want! So if I want to make this happen I need to go with a low profile or moderate profile according to all the research that I've done and looking at the size chart and looking at that nominal fills and the maximum fills of a saline implant. I have read too many stories here and I don't want to regret size and profile. Anyway with this all I have to say is that I have made up my mind towards the saline implants ! I'm not 100% happy but I'm not about to get silicone and have that ever spill all over my freaking breast and get sick! I also have to to ask my future surgeon to what percentage does he overfill the implants that also comes into play. The reason why I'm doing all this research to it's because I just want to go to certainly haven't do whatever I ask. I don't wanted to be like last time where I paid for my surgery and wasted so much time for him to just cance to ask my future surgeon to what percentage does he overfill the implants that also comes into play. The reason why I'm doing all this research too is because I don't wanted to be like last time where I paid for my surgery and then the doctor cancelled on me a day before surgery. (WHAT A FREAKING IDIOT) once I get done with my surgery, I will give the name of the surgeon who canceled on me so nobody goes to him.!!!!!! I don't know but as I am writing this I'm getting really mad and pissed off because I am sure that if I would've canceled on him he would've taking all of my money.. but no since he's a freaking doctor he just returnmy money I know that doesn't make me happy because I would've done it the other way around he would've just kepI don't know but as I am writing this I'm getting really mad and pissed off because I I am sure that if I would've canceled on him he would've taking all of my money but no since he's he's a freaking doctor he just canceled the day before my surgery and he made my boyfriend take off the whole freaking week off his work and made me go over like three times to his office ! Like driving to him was so easy! just to cancel on me! Thanks to him I'm going to end up getting surgery like by the end of July or something and by that time I have to recover and now I would lose all my summer by then just because of him !!! I'm pissed now! That was so unfair ! I'm going to make sure he doesn't do this to anybody else ever again !!!