32 AA - 375cc anatomical/teardrop under the muscle

I’m 5 days away from my operation. Excited, nervous also unfazed? I’ve been wanting this done for around 10 years.. I always knew that I was never going to be gifted in the chest area and I was right! I’d say I’m an A? Truth be told I stopped wearing bras when I was around 19 and opted for the comfy nana bras since I had nothing to support..
There was no lead up to my decision on finally booking it. I just decided one day ‘right no more wishing for a boob job! Just book it and get on with it’

I had a wobble about a week ago about whether I was making the right decision on the shape of my implants.. I was originally going for 360cc round implants but after more research decided against it as I’m not after the high round ‘fake’ look.
I’m now going for 375cc teardrop, silicone implants that are under the muscle..
I’ll post some before but I’ll take better ones before my op..

I never really look at myself in the mirror topless, let alone take photos!
Really makes me realise why I’m getting this done and reassures me in my decision. 
The 18th of February can’t come soon enough! Only thing I’m scared about is all the needles and cannulas! Such a massive wimp when it comes to that!

So it’s the day before my op and I have to say, I’m feeling pretty calm. I’m going to spend the day keeping myself busy, make sure everything’s been washed, tidied and cleaned so that I don’t have to worry about anything tomorrow! I’ve written a list of things I need to do and pack for the big day so I think I’m all prepared.. 

I don’t need to be at the hospital until 12:30pm tomorrow so I know the waiting around is going to kill me! That’s when my nerves will kick in and the fact that I don’t actually know what time my surgery it! My surgeon does a fair amount a day so I could be 1st on the list or I could be 4th! I’m hoping it’ll be done before 3pm.. I don’t think I could handle a waiting any longer than that!  I’ve never been to hospital or had any surgery done, I’ve never even had a blood test so the thought of all the needles and cannula things is what scares me the most!  I just need to woman up and it’ll be fine! It’s all a means to an end!