Mom 40yo )( Sientra HSC 470cc Hp w/peri-lift

Original surgery Aug 2018
My right implant sits in the SAME place near the collarbone as it did 5month postop except now it’s 2021 Spring and the left implant is resting properly at a (-4/5). As time progresses the lopsided appearance is only excentuated by the effect gravity has on the healthy breast. I literally look like a freaking percentage sign up top. %
No apparel can conceal this and it’s pretty sad. I am a fashionista. Absolutely NO PROBLEMS with esteem, until after Dr Wigoda. Men hit on me daily. Wonder why that COMPLETELY STOPPED after surgery .
Pectoral implants versus BreastImplants. Yuck. I wonder if a smaller swap would fix it. Originally I said if it wasn’t right I would just pull them out, but I bought them because I WANT fuller breast.
Trusting humans... Surgeons, to do the right thing-to do what they say. I have so many emails where everything I have is what I explicitly asked not to have happen.
(Ie: “I don’t want to look like I have a push-up corset on 24.7”) (“How will we address symmetry because I want a very symmetrical outcome”) . But here we are, pushed up D-cups 24 7 365 & LOPSIDED on a 130 lb frame.

It’s taking a lot of time but I Got the areola revision so I can look in the mirror finally. Crazy how I avoided looking at them directly. I still see different curves and movement every month, a little softer a little bouncier. Maybe I heal slowly. They were tight for sooo long! But the obviousness of the asymmetry and unbalanced upper pole is really bad now. I don’t know why my PS refuses to see it or admit it but the right implant is sitting TOO HIGh on the chest wall. The implant is sitting in the same position as 5 month post op. That’s nuts. Ive been waiting 2 years for my drop & fluff but the right implant remains resting in my neck So I appear unequally sloped from straight-ahead & side view. My left implant has responded great. Natural slope, some side boob, natural lower pole fullness.
Maybe I needed a female PS. Men just refuse to hear us it seems. Frustrating to say the least.
It’s definitely obvious because women in public stare at me frowning when my apparel has a lower neckline. That NEVER happened before. I used to model, women love how clothes fell on me, smiling, always complimenting my attire. That hasn’t happened since my BA in Aug 2018.
I give up on him coming around to revise it . My volume is fine. But. I don’t think (I know) I would not have invest 8k to have 470cc high profile pectoral implants.

Beginning to hold mild resentment for my PS. Being so embarrassed by the appearance of my unnatural nipples. They can be picked in a lineup, worlds first oval nipples. To that effect, Having to wait a year before showing them to ANYONE in person. That means Auut 2019! Hubs hasn’t seen em naked. Just very discouraged. Almost wish I’d not . But I always wanted fuller breast. Just not at the expense of their esthetics! I used to take pics naked all the time for hubs. Now I tear up so I avoid mirrors. The right is 1.5” from the collar, isn’t even round, nipple or boob. Huge investment but where’s the value?