Before BA 02.09.21 —I wanted to be on the bigger end of things!

These were my wish pics, dr is extremely busy so I do feel that the consults and visits were so fast I did not get asked to see what i was aiming for, & I was a little disappointed by that. Because the 1st time i was able to see my breast postOp I cried & cried because they were so badly bruised & just looked hideous over all. I also thought I had went way too big they just did not look good on my body, I was feeling deep regret and not good about myself. luckily at about a week they started looking somewhat ok and I held onto hope. I was off pain meds & switched to acetaminophen by day 4.

Everything seemed so fast. I just remember I woke up FREEZING & extremely emotional! Husband wasn’t allowed in which was very hard for me! I felt like I needed him to be there for me, so I was glad to see him come in once i was done! I was very drowsy and felt like I had just opened my eyes when I was already getting helped into my truck, I was so scared because after waking up, my eyes were so blurry I couldn’t see. I thought I went blind, and was then told it was a possible side effect of the anesthesia & that it should pass! The ride home was about 2 hrs, I slept through most of it & felt no pain. I did feel the “elephant on the chest” feeling but nothing too bad. Getting home, my husband made me a soup, i took my pain meds & fell asleep pretty much the rest of te day.