BA Journey 32A with 450cc HP silicone

I’ve been thinking about breast augmentation for many years now, since most of my family are C or D cup, it sucks being the odd one out. And especially after having a baby.. they’re tiny now. I’d say a 32A. My daughter’s 2 years old. They were quite nice before, and fluctuated between a large A to a small C to her the years, but got very small after I had her.

I finally scheduled a consultation in early September 2020, and had the consultation in late September. I’m scheduled for the procedure in November. The doctor was very pleasant and honest, and staff were kind as well. I can’t wait! Will try to post again.

Pre-op Details:
32A pre-op
450cc round, smooth, high profile silicone (Allergen)
Dual plane (both under and over the muscles)
Cost: $6900 CAD + $105 consultation fee + tax
Target size: 32C or 32D
Surgery date: Nov 12, 2020

So I thought I’d add a few pre op pictures just so I can have something to compare to. And of course for anyone who might have the same size boobies as me, it’s a pretty good indication of how things might turn out should they get the same size implants. Yes, I am aware my boobies are uneven. And yes, I absolute hate looking at them now.
Less than a month to go yay! I keep thinking how much this will make me feel confident and happier.. then I realize that they might do that for a short time. But I don’t think it’s ultimately going to make me a happier person. I am a bit depressed these days, but hey, this will at least help me fit into clothes so I can quit looking like a boy, and give me a tiny bit more confidence if nothing else.
I am a smoker. Pretty heavy, if I’m honest with myself. I can’t quit, and I’m not going to lie to myself or anyone about it.
I’m planning on rubbing some bio oil over the chesticles a couple weeks before surgery. I can only imagine how a sudden stretch of the skin would shock the area. I’d like to think it helped prevent stretch marks when I was pregnant.

It’s strange, at times I feel myself getting super excited about this, usually after reading a bunch of reviews on Realself, other times I’m barely thinking about it. I suppose it’s because I know it’s coming no matter what and I can’t speed time up lol.

I’d originally wanted 500cc and my PS was willing to do it, but stressed that they would look fake. I don’t want that look.. but I think after they drop and fluff, 450cc will look just fine. The tissue seems to be pretty elastic, they’ve fluctuated in size quite a bit over the years. Also (confession) I tried these Kangzhu breast cups that used suction to encourage your tissue to grow. Can’t say it worked..

I haven’t told anyone in my family except my youngest sister, who will be taking me there and back. Thank God for that, because I was going to call a taxi. A few of my coworkers and a couple friends know. Otherwise I have no intention of telling anyone, unless my little sister let it slip.

I feel a bit unprepared for this, although I’ve got pretty much everything I can think of. I even bought some metal straws to drink out of lol. I’ve got a neck pillow, stool softeners, ginger ale, Bio Oil and oh. my. God. It was a pain trying to find wire free front zip up bras, I finally found some at Hudson’s Bay, though they’re medium and I’m currently wearing one right now. It’s snug, so I’m a bit worried. Also found a larger one at Walmart, that one looks like it might work. I’ve also ordered a couple large and medium off Wish. They haven’t come yet.

My goal here is to be a 32D. Hey, if I’m paying an arm and a leg, it should be worth it. Besides, I want to revel in the glory of having a decent chest finally. If I haven’t hit a wall or roadblock or whatever, I’ll post afters as well. I’m hoping and praying I get lucky and they don’t come out too square. Also, my PS will be making one of the pockets lower to compensate for my asymmetry, so I pray that does the job.