51 years old, 245cc - want my boobs as natural as they can be

Ok, so I guess like most women in here I’m so so nervous.

I decided to post a review because I haven’t read many from older women, or those going a bit smaller (under 300cc).

My physical demographics are

Age 51

Height 175cm or 5’9 roughly

Weight 64 kg or 140 pounds

Currently an A cup I guess not too sure but have always been small and now small and saggy

I want my boobs to be as natural as they can be with fullness and some jiggle! Lol

I have wanted this for a long time as I have a muscular lower half and always felt out of proportion

The dr has agreed that 245 is as big as he is comfortable to go, given my frame and chest dimensions and skin laxity. So I made some rice sizers and have tried them out and I think he’s got it right.

I’m keeping my expectations on the low side to try and avoid disappointment! I’ll do a post review as well, and am happy to take private questions as well

I’m going to go in here reallly honestly and say that 1) they hurt like crazy and the binder strap is uncomfortable under my arms. I have come home with drains and the pain buster in and the pain buster is leaking out of the dressings.
And 2) they are as ugly as ugly can be.
Lol
I kinda knew they would be high and firm but they are high and hard!
Disclaimer, I am aware that these are all normal responses to the surgery and that things will settle down but I promised myself an honest review.
Drains etc out tomorrow so I may be inclined to post a picture of the franken boobs.
I really hope that as they settle I am happy with the size, as I’m currently wishing that for all this discomfort I should have gone bigger