36AA to ?? with Natrelle SSF 335cc

It is SURREAL that I'm here. I've wanted boobs since I can remember...always thought- oh they'll come in high school, (nope) -oh they'll come in college, (nope)- oh they'll come after college. Literally NEVER happened. And I had gotten to a point here in my 30's where I would not leave the house without the VS bombshell (adds 2 cup sizes) bra on. Hated wearing swimsuits around friends. Was SOOO self conscious about my chest. But I didn't really let anyone know. Super conservative. Grew up thinking plastic surgery was terrible. But I had some close friends (all who I looked up to as friends, people and spiritually) who had shared they got a BA. I always thought wow, that would be so amazing. But truly never thought it would be me. Never thought I would be able to afford it, and just didn't think I'd ever have the guts to go through with it. Also, as a mom - I just didn't want to have to explain to my children why I was recovering from a surgery... One friend that shared her BA experience with me - told me about Dr. Adams and his 24 hour recovery and how she was going to dinner and shopping the same day of surgery and was picking up her child the very next day. After hearing the process and seeing how happy she was with her results I started researching like a mad woman. Researching the 24 hour recovery. Researching Dr. Adams and other Dr.'s whose name showed up in my google search. Scrolling through this website every other day. I finally shared my rabbit trail of research with my husband and he said "Call him!" So I set up my phone consult with Dr. Adams and I guess you can say the rest is history. We chose a surgery date (which was WAY sooner than I was even thinking was possible) and we started putting back the money for everything!
Being in Lubbock, I just made 2 quick trips down to Dallas for the in person consultation and then again for the procedure. Everything was SO EASY. These people are professionals. They know what they're doing. Dr. Adams wrote the book basically. As a mom, I knew I wanted really natural looking breasts and definitely didn't want to go too big! But also didn't want to go to small! Ha, the age old dilemma. They gave me 2 great options and I ended up going with the bigger size (335cc) just because seeing the options side by side, the larger didn't look THAT much bigger in the photos... so I felt confident they wouldn't be "too" big and most of the things I had read on here or heard from friends was go a little bigger than you're thinking, you won't regret it.
I'm 1 week post op and honestly...best decision ever. I feel like a new woman. I feel great physically, but also mentally. I did have my moments of "omg, what have I done?!". And some of the moments (more than I would like to admit) leading up to the procedure were full of anxiety. Mom guilt. All the things. But I would do it again in a heartbeat. I'm more confident all the way around, and I FINALLY feel like a WOMAN.
I'll upload photos later!