300cc Motiva Demi Ergonomix – 5'4 – 105lbs – 23 years

Hey guysThere is less than two weeks until my surgery date and I'm starting to get a bit nervous. I was originally supposed to have my surgery last year but I had to postpone for personal reasons, so now I feel kind of underprepared? I have prepared everything I need and my overnight bag is already good to go.. But there are so many things I feel like I haven't talked through with my surgeon and communication has mostly been with his secretary. I don't think my surgeon talks much with his patients before surgery day and I'm not sure if that is normal or not - I can only compare myself to the people I see on Facebook groups and on here but it just seems as if most people get to talk more with their surgeons.I have been in between sizes for the past couple of weeks because I was supposed to go with 350cc but my weight tends to fluctuate quite a bit so I've settle on 300cc and I feel pretty confident with my choice.For now all I can do is wait and hope that time goes by quickly. Goal pic and pictures of myself coming up later :)

It’s already been over a week since my surgery but I had totally forgotten about updating on here since I found it easier to journal my BA on a new Instagram account I made. But I want to share it here too since a lot more people can find this compared to my account.

On the day of surgery I arrived at the clinic at noon. They showed me my room (since I had to stay over for the night) and let me get comfortable before getting me ready for surgery. Everything went great and I felt fantastic to be honest. I was walking around and even did my own skincare when it was time to sleep. I noticed I was the only one who seemed to have so much energy but I hoped that meant my recovery wouldn’t be too bad.

PS. the pictures are of me just before going in

My breast had gotten a lot more swollen throughout day one and to be honest, I would say this was the worst day for me. I had to take the ferry from Sweden to Denmark which wasn’t too bad, but then there was an hour long drive. The drive was so painful, so please make sure to find a way to sit comfortably and maybe keep yourselves entertained on the way home from surgery, because I had not thought about how much the drive back home would suck. I think my surgeon also had me tightening my breast band too much because I had the worst sleep of my life after this day, and I had underestimated how uncomfortable the fluid retention would be. None of my friends had prepared me for the sound from the implants guys, they did me dirty with that one At the end I had to ask my friend to come over with some sleeping pills around day 2 ://