325/350cc IDEAL HP IMPLANT

Okay so I have always wanted bigger boobs. I saw that my friends were developing a lot faster than me. I was always self conscious. I was a full 32 A cup. I had my first child and unfortunately couldn't breast feed her. My breasts went from an A cup to a Double D cup. After the milk dried up, My breast were deflated and I am now a 32 AA cup. It's been 18 years of feeling even worse than I did before having children. I scheduled a consultation with a PS back in 2012 and for some reason I didn't go through with it... I'm glad I didn't, I had 2 more children after that. I'm DONE having children lol.. it's time. I'm tired of my limited wardrobe and VS miraculous push up bras!!! I'm getting my boobs!! I scheduled my first consult and inquired with many other drs... and will keep you posted on my journey!

I decided to go with Dr. Colgrove for my surgery. He was very professional, in & out. Not super friendly but not rude either. He's about his business. I'm confident, with my decision in picking him. Robin is amazing, she definitely sets the atmosphere. I was going to go with Gummy Bear Silicone but because of a condition I have, they said it would be better if I did Saline. So I'm going with the Ideal saline implant, under the muscle. Probably between 300cc-350cc. I don't want to be super big. Really would like to be a full B small C, but we shall see. I am super excited and nervous. I paid my NON-REFUNDABLE $500, so it's game time. I will update you ladies in (less than) 2 months after my Pre-Op appt. I can't believe I'm really about to have boobs!! Oh my goodness!

Okay, so my surgery is less than 6 weeks away.. and I’m no longer excited. Has anyone experienced this? It’s like I’m mourning my small boobs, being able to run, jump, sleep on my stomach etc… I’m going to be a whole new woman physically and I think it’s messing with me mentally. I stopped watching boob vlogs for about 2 weeks, it was too much “boobies” lol I needed a break. I started back tonight and I’m just trying to mentally prepare myself for this new look. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not having regrets or second thoughts… it’s just my excitement is gone! Is it because it’s finally happening?? Idk, but I will keep you all posted!