25 went from 36DDD/36F to a 32D and I miss my boobs so much

Hi everyone. I am on the fence about getting my breasts done. Growing up I was always very large chested, but I was also fairly heavy. I have recently lost weight. The before picture I am posting here is actually 30 lbs lighter than when I graduated high school. The after picture is actually 10-15 lbs heavier than the weight I want to be at. (Gained some over the holidays haha) but my breasts have gone from a 36DDD/36F to a 32 D (which cup wise is the same as a 36B) I am really struggling. I still am not where I want to be physically but I have let the fear of loosing my boobs hold me back from losing weight for close to ten years now. I am finally feeling healthy and gaining confidence in my body. This confidence has really boosted my career. But now I am extremely self conscious about my breasts. I feel like if I keep working hard and maintain getting into shape and continue a healthy lifestyle this will be great, I love my body and so does my boyfriend. But I don't love my breasts anymore, and even when they were large since I have struggled with gaining and losing weight so much in my life they weren't perky. Now I am currently smaller than I was at the age of 14 in chest and size. I weigh now and have the Jody now roughlynof when I was 12/13 but my boobs are a cup bigger than then. I want my big breasts back because they were a part of my life so long and I loved them so much. But I also want to maintain my healthy lifestyle and keep improving in myself every day. ..... I have finally just accepted that I want my breasts done...but still not sure if I want to take that jump and follow though