My first post excited but slightly nervous!

Ok, so I’ve been stalking RealSelf for quite sometime. About 4 or 5 years ago, I suffered severe trauma on my butt when I fell on the stairs. The injury left an indentation of the step on my left cheek which makes me self conscious when wearing certain clothes. Over the years I went to a few consults here and there and finally decided on moving forward with Dr. Boutte’. Still when I made my initial deposit, I still chicken out and decided to just hit the gym instead. Years passed and my weight fluctuated. Fast forward to 2018, I finally went back for another consult and this time I stayed focused and determined to go through with this because I want this so badly and want to look good in my clothes as well as naked. Lol. I’m pleased to say that I’ve finally scheduled a date for my procedure and I’m soooo excited. I will be getting 360 lipo w/bbl.

Welp even though my procedure is about 3 months away, they’ve already sent over the paperwork to finalize everything which is cool in my book. But I’ve been seeing a good mixture of reviews that has gotten me a little concerned. I will stay prayed up and hopeful. I have some wish pics that I need to add, I will do so in another post.

Ok, I have all of these emotions, I’ve put in my pto from work and I’m almost done paying on my procedure and now I’m seeing all types of negative reviews and on top of that the news story about Dr. Boutte. I’m at the point where I want to try to get a refund and begin my search all over again for a new dr. This is so stressful ugh.