All this money, Pain totally not worth it

Hi ladies. So remember how I told you all I absolutely hated my results ? Well it’s growing on me more and more everyday. Yes I still wish Charepoo would’ve gave me more but I’m extremely grateful for what he has done and most importantly how natural I look. I am grateful I am not botched, or have any health concerns. Lately, I’ve went a different route, I skipped my stage 2 faja and followed my owns rules, idc what google says or any vet doll has to say about “compressing” it’s a bull crap. I went on amazon purchase a bottle of maderma dry oil which has been doing wonders for my incisions and skin, a medium waist trainer, a butt lifter girdle with my booty cheeks hanging out, and a body 3 hook garment top only. I chose not to purchase your traditional stage 2 and stage 3 faja. Why? Because I did not want any more compression to my butt or hips some garment materials compress your hips and butt way to much and it’s super uncomfortable not to mention they cost way to much money. I’ve spent at least $70 on my products and it’s been doing wonders for me. I didn’t trust the process.....I trusted my own process and put effort into my investment. Now I’m walking around with a donkey on my back (heheheheh). Also I am almost a month post op and I’ve been feeling great. Stomach still lumpy it’s flat but lumpy probably need more massages , my butt is getting super soft and fuller every day, the more inches I loose off my waist my hips appear even wider and everything fits not too much and not to little. If I feel myself loosing weight I stuff my face with good foods of course, I am still looking into getting sculpture to fill out the dents Charepoo failed to inject, but it’s not as important to me just tryna continue healing. I will post a video tonight on how I now compress and what garments I use.

So, in addition to my last post/review I decided to use my 1 hour faja/lipo foam free time to go on the beach and finesse some pictures. My body looks very natural he gave me a rounder ass. However, I’m still don’t feel like it’s 8k worthy. I turned a lot of heads and broke necks but i look at my body everyday and had other plans for what I wanted to look like. I wanted wider hips since that’s something I never had, I wanted a much fuller booty and definitely wanted my back slimmer. I feel like my surgeon had to be half sleep and didn’t have enough coffee when he operated on me I don’t want to sound unappreciative or naggy, but when your paying straight Cash and not financing your sh** you wanna see that money’s worth! I will continue to post my post ops, I am also active in the Instagram surgery community and post often if you guy wanted to follow. But, moving forward if I do not see a drastic change I will be leaning forward to getting Sculptra Injections to define my desire look possibly June/July.

So let me start off by saying, everyone has different results some maby better than others. I’ve been planning my bbl since September 2018 totally excited because I had enough fat on me to give me the desire wish I had in my head. Come my surgery date in March after spending close to $8000 for the procedure, air fair, air bnb, post op care and other necessities, March 7th getting marked up. My marking looked exceptional I felt like I was going to finally get get what I always wanted but that wasn’t the case. After waking up with a bandage on my arm in recovery that said 1100 CC’s I thought my ass was fat fat body was bomb bomb going back to my air bnb and seeing my results I was so disappointed. I mean he gave me a natural look filled my ass etc but no that’s not what I wanted. I wanted hips I wanted a larger ass I wanted what I paid for, and most importantly where tf did this 1100 CC’s go to ? Don’t get me wrong my waist is hella snatched but somehow my body is not no where close to what I wanted and imagine yes my goals was realistic I’ve seen girls in the surgery community who had not any fat at all and got the results I wanted. But whatever, I’m 6 days post op and cried because my birthday is tomorrow and yet I’ve spent close to $10,000 on a body I don’t like when I could’ve took that Paris trip. Well, it’s a learning experience I guess. But I tell you what all this pain, suffering, stiffness, and all the other things that comes with lipo & fat transfer was not the hell worth it for me I wish I wouldn’t have gotten it. Don’t get me wrong my Surgeon is great and snatch hella waist and ass, guess that day just wasn’t my day. But moving forward I won’t be going through this again or getting any more cosmetic procedures I am done ! ! Any ways if you are thinking about it go outta the states I heard they follow other laws and give you what you want rather then in the states what you need, idk. Do your research have hella wish pics and let your Surgeon know off bat what your anticipating. Btw recovery is a [RS bleep], and I’m about over it.