Manon doll. I finally made the decision and here I am at the clinic .... yay, right?

So it’s surgery time , and I still haven’t seen him or anything . Haven’t discussed what I wanted , my wish pics , my likes and dislikes ...nothing. I got to meet him and talk to him 5 min. Before surgery . I wanted to cry, I wanted to walk out and cancel . How is it possible that I’m meeting my surgeon 5 minutes before I go under the knife ?! I specially said I didn’t want hips , I wanted the fat injected all into my butt.... I came out of surgery with huge hips ! And barley any fat into my butt . Extremely disappointed, extremely discouraged, just overall sad , angry , too many emotions to describe . The gentleman who wheeled me down to surgery was beyond rude , the nurses were beyond rude . Very disappointed with the whole process , all the good things I had heard about the hospital and doctor weren’t true , not for me at least .

I go into surgery , wasn’t able to take my phone beforehand to show him any wish pics , wasn’t able to discuss what I wanted beforehand, I got marked up 5 min before surgery . I woke up to huge hips and no butt projection . They sat me down on the surgery table and the anesthesiologists came in, & injected a white milky substance into my hand and 5 seconds later I was out . I did however wake up during surgery , I kept trying to move and speak up to tell them I was up . I didn’t feel pain but I did feel pressure where they were doing lipo , and all I remember was being put back to sleep after what seemed a while . I woke up after surgery in the recovery room shivering , and about 1 hr or so I got wheeled up to my room where my overnight nurse was waiting for me .