My BBL journey,

Hi guys just sharing 2 pics, one of the pro of surgery and one con. As i said when i started this journey, want to be as transparent as possible.

Its 5 months! i cant believe its almost half a year. Everyday my body improves, i still have some pain though in my lower back, hopefully by 6 months it will be gone. Its been quite a journey hey, my entire review you see the up and down journey. One minute your scared and preparing for surgery. The next minute you do it and you love it how big your butt looks post op. Then you look at yourself few weeks later you see all these problems and you hate yourself for 'ruining' yourself. Then slowly your body takes shape and Bamn your happy. It doesnt go like this for everyone though. For instance, both of my surgery buddies are not really happy. But that is how it went for me and im very grateful to God, especially to be alive, which was my biggest fear. Sometimes i feel bad for posting when i was not happy as some people reconsidered their surgery especially as many people were unhappy at the same time, but i always said i will be honest and at the time that was honestly how i felt.
Anyways, I am enjoying shopping and going out because i feel so happy. I love how clothes look on me and in general im just so much more bubbly, everyone has taken note.I am very happy , especially about my hips. I wish more fat was lipoed on my front tummy. In the beginning of the video im just normal and towards the end u will see when i suck my tummy in; i wish it was more or less like that. Most my lipo was my waist sides and lower back. Even my post op pics all my bruising was my flanks and lower back, nothing on the front of my tummy so it made sense how come my front is not that small. I always had a relatively small tummy, even prior operation aslani was a bit concerned because of this, so maybe that why he didnt lipo it, i dont know. I have tried to show the cellulite, but it doesnt show as much as it is live, on this video. Also, if you look ladies you will see my bum doesnt look much like an inverted heart butt. In other words a bum with a slope. That is what i initially requested and mentioned in earlier posts when i started my journey, Aslani calls it the "Ethnic" butt. My bum is a bit more shelfy rather than slopy. Nevertheless Aslani certainly delivered in that he focussed more on creating the hour glass by filling my hips more. So for that i am grateful because my life has changed. I must say, one thing i hate from having this sexyness now is people take photos of my bum and it can be so frustrating. ive caught people multiple times. Even when im just in jeans. Personally i feel its not really that much, but the constant stares and such things sometimes make me think maybe i dont see myself properly. So to the ladies about to do this, also be prepared to have alot and i mean ALOT of men and women notice you more.