Fitness Inspired - 25 Years Old, No Kids - (300cc HP) Boston, MA

Hi Everyone! So I've recently joined this site and I figured I'd also start my own review to keep track of my process. My story is no different than most people's here. I've always wished to have bigger breasts for the longest time but it wasn't until recently that I came to terms with having a surgery done to fix that issue. Don't get me wrong though, I don't hate my body as it is right now BUT I do feel like I'm lacking a certain level of confidence as a woman. I'm tired of having to think about whether or not I can hide a bra underneath a dress in order to buy it and be able to wear it, because if I can't hide that bra, then well, it's not worth buying and walking around feeling flat chested. It's not fun having to worry about things like that when you're shopping for clothing, and that's been my life for the longest time. So I decided it was time to look into this and to be honest it all happened so quickly, for the beginning part that is. I found this website and researched all the doctors in my area and decided to meet with Dr. Seckel as I felt he would be a good start based on all the reviews he had. I e-mailed his office requesting a consultation and immediately received an email back directly from Dr. Seckel indicating that his assistant would be in touch with me. The very next day I got a call from his assistant and was able to coordinate an appointment that worked for me for the following week! I immediately requested to have that day off work and then started thinking that well, since I have the entire day off, then I could try to schedule at least another consultation that same day - they always tell you to see at least 2 doctors right? So I did, I called my second top choice and requested a consultation that same day. It was kind of last minute but they actually got me in before my consultation with Dr. Seckel! I ended up going there, and honestly, my first impression of the receptionist wasn't so nice. She was not very welcoming at all. Anyhow, the consultation itself went well. That doctor's assistant was a doll and the doctor himself also seemed to be very attentive to my questions. However, a couple of things threw me off! For one, his assistant immediately told me that they only perform their surgery in a subfascial position and when I told her that I wasn't sure if I had enough tissue to cover the implants she immediately assured me that I did, but mind you, I was still fully dressed so how would she know? Anyway, although the doctor seemed to care, at the same time, he didn't. He kept showing me pictures of his work and pointing to sizes that I felt were too big for me. I won't lie though, I left that office in such an excitement to have at least started the process that at first I wasn't even thinking about those things and was almost immediately deciding to go with this doctor and cancel my second consultation, thank God I didn't! I went to see Dr. Seckel immediately afterwards and let me tell you, his receptionist was so much nicer!
Unlike the other consultation, Dr. Seckel did not send an assistant to speak with me first, he came in himself and was very sweet and polite to both my mother and I. You know, I didn't think the whole red bow tie thing was true about him but haha yes, he does wear a red bow tie and it's so adorable! Anyway, I had plenty of concerns regarding the implant placement considering I'm a gym rat and lift decently heavy weights 6x a week. What I loved about this doctor is that although he explained to me the benefits of going under muscle, he understood my concerns and was not opposed to going over the muscle if I absolutely felt I wanted that (this was also considering the fact that I am going with a fairly conservative implant size). At that point I had read so many things online about motion distortion with exercising that I opted for above the muscle and decided somewhere between 275-300cc and scheduled the surgery for February 2016!
Well, now I've been going crazy over this ever since lol. I cannot stop researching! I've actually changed my mind about my choices. I think at first I had told the doctor that I wanted cleavage and so he thought moderate plus would be good but I actually don't want that. I've researched a bit and I'm certain that I love the looks of HP implants better. I don't want any side boobs - I'd rather actually have the rounder edges and somewhat fake look than big side boobs. I think moderate plus profile gives more of a wider look from a frontal view and I don't want that at all!
So I've emailed him about my change of heart and will be discussing it further at my pre-op appointment! Oh and... I'm actually going to request under the muscle because I don't really think I have enough tissue to cover implants done above it and when I get older or with pregnancy changes I'm afraid I will see rippling!
Phew that was long huh... It's just so much to take in!
I'll see if I can get some pre pics posted later! Wish me luck !!!

I just realized I forgot to add my current stats. I'm 5'5 128lbs and seem to fit alright in a 34A bra although I always find it so flat that I end up buying padded 34Bs instead but obviously can't even fill them lol. Wow, it's kind of sad to think about it you know? I've lost count of how many incidents I've had of people accidently touching my breasts just to realize there's nothing there and it's all padded. Or you know, when you are getting to know that new special someone and they try to get closer to that area and you can't help but back off and feel insecure, it's always so hard getting over that hump until you are comfortable enough - but it's never 100%.

Just some pics to compare in the future. I'm not gonna lie, I'm gonna miss my itty bitty girls lol I guess that's why I actually don't want anything huge! I love the petit look. I know everyone says at some point boob greed kicks in but nah... I highly doubt that will be my case!