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21 Years Young, 350cc Saline Implants Since 18, explant complete, loving life - Boise, ID
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Aloha! I have joined this website so that i can...
LoveMySelf22March 26, 2015
WORTH IT$2,500
Aloha! I have joined this website so that i can connect with women that are experiencing the same situations as I am.
I made the decision when i was 18 to get a breast augmentation. In middle school, i always envied the girls that had big boobs, i was an A cup and was always insecure. (And stuffing my bra) ha haha...yeah didn't work out real well when i started having boyfriends.
I was still a senior in high school when i got my initial surgery.
I enjoyed them for almost 2 years, and then a conscious shift happened in my life.
I realized i was ruining my body. Examples: bleaching my hair, tanning, eating junk, breast augmentation, fake nails, fake eyelashes, hair extensions.
WOW! that all seems like a lot when i type it all out. I am so glad i have strayed away from all of that superficial BS.
~~anyways~~
about a year ago was when i first started getting the idea in my head that they needed to be removed. I talked to my loved ones, friends, my mom, and all of them gave me the same advice: TO Love myself unconditionally and honor the mistakes that i have made along the way.
Yes, this stuck with me. For a good year or so, i started accepting them again.
Now i have gotten to the point that they are interfering with my spiritual practice.
Yoga is difficult.
Breathing during meditation is very heavy and feels unnatural.
I feel like i have to breathe in harder, longer breaths to intake the sufficient amount of oxygen that I need.
Now i look at girls with little boobs , how they wear their cute crop tops and their little nippples are sticking out, and i am like OH MY GOSH, that seriously could have been me.
I am 5'2, 120 lbs (i gained 10 lbs after i got my BA, weird right?), nonetheless i am built to be little.
TWO things that i am very confident about:
#1: I have my age on my side. I am 21 years young and my collagen and elastin is very much still producing
#2: I have only had these balloons for 3 years. I think i will bounce back just fine.
EEAAAAAK! I AM SO EXCITED.
my pre-op is tomorrow afternoon
I am hoping to discuss further with my surgeon and feel even more confident about this surgery.
My scheduled procedure date is April 21st.
I
I made the decision when i was 18 to get a breast augmentation. In middle school, i always envied the girls that had big boobs, i was an A cup and was always insecure. (And stuffing my bra) ha haha...yeah didn't work out real well when i started having boyfriends.
I was still a senior in high school when i got my initial surgery.
I enjoyed them for almost 2 years, and then a conscious shift happened in my life.
I realized i was ruining my body. Examples: bleaching my hair, tanning, eating junk, breast augmentation, fake nails, fake eyelashes, hair extensions.
WOW! that all seems like a lot when i type it all out. I am so glad i have strayed away from all of that superficial BS.
~~anyways~~
about a year ago was when i first started getting the idea in my head that they needed to be removed. I talked to my loved ones, friends, my mom, and all of them gave me the same advice: TO Love myself unconditionally and honor the mistakes that i have made along the way.
Yes, this stuck with me. For a good year or so, i started accepting them again.
Now i have gotten to the point that they are interfering with my spiritual practice.
Yoga is difficult.
Breathing during meditation is very heavy and feels unnatural.
I feel like i have to breathe in harder, longer breaths to intake the sufficient amount of oxygen that I need.
Now i look at girls with little boobs , how they wear their cute crop tops and their little nippples are sticking out, and i am like OH MY GOSH, that seriously could have been me.
I am 5'2, 120 lbs (i gained 10 lbs after i got my BA, weird right?), nonetheless i am built to be little.
TWO things that i am very confident about:
#1: I have my age on my side. I am 21 years young and my collagen and elastin is very much still producing
#2: I have only had these balloons for 3 years. I think i will bounce back just fine.
EEAAAAAK! I AM SO EXCITED.
my pre-op is tomorrow afternoon
I am hoping to discuss further with my surgeon and feel even more confident about this surgery.
My scheduled procedure date is April 21st.
I
UPDATED FROM LoveMySelf22
25 days pre
Pre-op
LoveMySelf22March 26, 2015
Today went wonderfully, I am fully paid and ready to go!
--now if april 21st could come faster--
**jumping up and down**
--now if april 21st could come faster--
**jumping up and down**
Replies (10)
March 26, 2015
can you update please?!
March 26, 2015
WHOOPS! Just realized this was today's date. I'm out of it haha. I am really excited to hear about your recovery/results. I got my implants 2-3 years ago, and they look very natural especially when naked, but when I move in certain positions or put my hands above my head they look so fake that it grosses me out.. and the side boob is so rounded and sticks out of my "natural body shape" that I'm just so unhappy sometimes. I'm really conflicted still, so I'm not jumping to any decisions...but I do wonder what it would be like to just go back. Are you needing a lift also? Since the skin will be stretched? And has the doctor said anything about your nipples staying the bigger size? Anyways--congrats and good luck!! I'll be looking out for updates!
March 27, 2015
I'm getting my out on the 21st too. Nervous, scared, and excited.
March 28, 2015
Best of luck to you! So glad i have joined this website, the support from all of the wonderful women on here makes things ALL the easier. We will definitely have to keep up with each other to see how we are healing up since we are both scheduled on the same day. So exciting for the both of us!
March 29, 2015
Thank you for wishing me luck. Good luck to you too and I'll definitely give you an update on my surgery.
March 27, 2015
Really pleased for you .....If only we could have all been enlightened by 21 years young. At least now you'll be able to spend the rest of your life appreciating your lovely body :-) im only 12 days post and the weight is dropping off (i also gained a few pounds!). I think you'll be be pleasantly surprised at how good they look after. Good luck! X
March 28, 2015
That is very relieving! Glad to hear yours went smoothly :) I will update next month after surgery. Thank you for your words
March 28, 2015
Best wishes on your explant!
April 2, 2015
I understand what you mean with the side boob situation... it just doesn't feel natural and yes! it sticks out very much in bras. i am very eager to see my figure back once i get these jelly toxins removed. My doctor is not doing a lift on me, i am 21 years old and definitely have age on my side to bounce it back. I will also be rubbing jojoba oil with essential oils everyday to aid in the healing process. My doctor didn't mention much about my nipples, if they do bounce back, great. If they don't- well i am just going to accept them as is :) I feel like it is going to be much easier to accept something that is natural than accept something that is an unfamiliar object in the body that i was not originally born with. Thank you for your uplifting words! I will be updating more when the date gets closer. Much love to you!
UPDATED FROM LoveMySelf22
13 days pre
Had my first explant dream
LoveMySelf22April 7, 2015
Last night I had my first dream about the surgery. The only significant part I remember was that I showed up late.
My surgeon looked like my dermatologist in real life.
I was so nervous but excited in my dream.
I am currently practicing a manifestation method in which I
Envision myself looking in the mirror post-surgery and jumping up and down because of how happy I am with my little boobies and how well they look and bounced back into my skin.
The mind is powerful, through manifestation I am certain I can achieve this scenario in real life.
Excited!
EXACTLY 2 weeks from now, it's happening!!
My surgeon looked like my dermatologist in real life.
I was so nervous but excited in my dream.
I am currently practicing a manifestation method in which I
Envision myself looking in the mirror post-surgery and jumping up and down because of how happy I am with my little boobies and how well they look and bounced back into my skin.
The mind is powerful, through manifestation I am certain I can achieve this scenario in real life.
Excited!
EXACTLY 2 weeks from now, it's happening!!
Replies (5)
April 8, 2015
Are you having it done under local or general? Capsules in or out? Drains? I had my third and final consult today, keep us posted, you'll do just fine!
April 8, 2015
Local anesthesia to save money. Capsules in, and not quite sure on the drains! Thank you and good luck on your procedure as well! Will definitely be posting more updates when it gets closer to date :)
April 9, 2015
Yes same here, it's such a big price difference, mine are 270cc filled to 290cc teardrop shape and textured, so I've heard the textured implants are sometimes a little more difficult to wiggle out. Hope not, bc I was planning on the local as well. All the consults I had said no need for drains, I agree. Yours look good as mine do, I'll post pic's soon, I'm terrible at selfies, ha. but I've wanted mine out since the day I got them. So bummed at myself and for waiting this long (14yrs) to have them removed. I've wore clothes to hide them the whole time, they never really dropped so mine sit HIGH and looks/feels ridiculous. (yours aren't high) and you're so lucky to have them removed now. Warm regards:)
April 21, 2015
Hair got my implants out their morn. I've been sleeping since I got home. I just want to keep you posted that I'm doing very good and will post pics later. I still don't want to see them yet. Hopefully, when I take a shower. :)
August 4, 2015
That is truly the sweetest story I've ever read. Thank you for sharing and I'm so excited to move past this nightmare.
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