Nervous and Excited - Bloomington, IL

Well it took me a few more days than I had planned but here are my updated pics. They are of breasts and tummy since I have decided I want to get both done now.

well a lot has happened over the time since I last posted. I have some disabilities now that I'm dealing with however I haven't given up hope. In fact I am hoping that within the next 3 to 6 months to start the process of finding a doctor that's right for me and scheduling my surgeries. I did meet with one local doctor over 2 years ago and I simply didn't care for her personality, she came off on the rude side and a bit condescending which simply doesn't fly with me in any shape or fashion. So we will see what happens. I should know more by the end of this month, fingers crossed. I will post new photos tomorrow but I have no doubt that I will need a lift and if I get the lift I'll likely drop to a "full" A to a small B once they are lifted and well I simply dont want that, I was a perky 34DD before kids. So perky that I could go braless in order to wear open back or backless shirts and even with strapless shirts, so I really dont want to go back to feeling like I have the body I had at 14. So that being said I do definitely want to get implants as well, I'm just not sure what kind or size. There are so darn many choices and options out there its crazy!! I also have lost all of the pregnancy weight from my son and almost all of it from my first born, my daughter. However due to my disabilities and my aging body and aging metabolism combined with my ab muscles being so far apart (had a nurse check them by feeling them and say there were close to 2 inches apart) I don't think I can lose any more weight. I've plateaued and stayed at the same weight only fluctuating by 2-3 pounds for the last almost year. So because of that I want to also get a tummy tuck. My aunt got hers done a year or so ago, and so she gave me the low down combined with all my reading on here. I just figure one time of being down for the count and one surgicenter and one anesthesia fee rather than 2 separate times would be best. My sister agreed to come take care of me, my house, my kids etc during that time too so that and my husband when hes not working I think will be good plus my mom is 20 minutes away at most if we need anything. So anyway I will post photos tomorrow and then we shall see how things go in the coming months.

Well, I am now 4 months after when I was forced to stop breastfeeding. I have been diagnosed with fibromyalgia and some other things however I am highly dissatisfied with my post children breasts. I have had my tubes "tied" so there are no more babies coming and I HOPE to get my augmentation done within the next year my health and pocket book willing. I may need a lift as well I don't really know. I know that now that I'm finished feeding my children the size difference between the two girls is much more noticeable to me which I already didnt like prior to children, and one sags quite a lot more than the other. I wish I could get this all done prior to my wedding on New years eve however that isnt going to happen unless we hit the lotto or someone wants to gift it to me lol So for now I'll just stick to my heavily padded push up bras lol...cannot wait to have cleavage and full girls instead of flabby saggy ones that point to the ground at just a few months shy of 32. If ya know any surgeons that do pro bono work like attorneys be sure and let me know lol