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I Want my Little Boobies Back - Birmingham, MI

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Hello ladies, First off, I'm so happy I found...

robynlynn83
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Hello ladies,

First off, I'm so happy I found this website. Your stories have helped me gain confidence and remind me that I'm not alone.

Here's my story: I'm 34 and just scheduled an appointment to remove my breast implants. At 22, I was a size 2 wearing size 32A. After years of having a bad body image, I decided to pump up my chest a bit. I went in expecting something around a B cup, but came out a C (Sorry, I don't know the technical information). Over the years, they've settled and I'm anywhere from a 34B to 34C. They don't look bad and I don't have any medical problems with them, I'm just over having them. They never made me feel more secure, and the past couple years I've developed a bad body image because of having them. They're hard, so every time I hug someone I lean in an awkward way so my chest doesn't accidentally touch them. They have also moved towards the edge of my torso instead of being in a natural spot on my chest, making me feel more like a cartoon character than a normal woman.

So, after reading many of the other women's stories on real self, I've gotten the courage to go through with removal. I met with 3 doctors and chose one who was sympathetic and supportive. My procedure is scheduled for March 24th. I am very nervous. I don't remember what my body looked like before my implants, and I've gained some weight since then. I'm afraid that I won't like the way I look, or the fit of my clothes. Granted, I'm not happy now, but I'm scared of going through with it and not being happy then either.

How do you ladies handle the psychological affects of the procedure? I see a lot of happy women on here and I hope that I'm one of them!

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Dr. Ellen was amazing. She's so supportive and understanding. She listened to me and went over every option before helping me make my decision. She has very good bedside manner and is easy to talk to. Her staff is great! They made me feel so comfortable. I highly recommend Dr. Ellen!

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February 25, 2015
Please let me know how it goes. I decided to get BA last week. I have never regretted anything in my life as much as this. I met with my surgeon today and they asked me to be patient because it's a matter of getting used to but, all I want is my old self again. I'm not sure how my body will react to this or when I'll be able to get them removed I haven't even healed from my 1st surgery but knowing what to except will certainly put me at ease.
March 1, 2015
I will let you know. I remember immediately regretting getting my BA as well. It's such a big change and takes a lot of time, support, and mental stability to get through it. I think I eventually accepted them (never liked them though), but only because I had just spent about $5,000 and figured to take them out immediately would be a huge waste. Plus I was stubborn and couldn't admit it was a bad choice for me. After 12 years I finally have had enough. I wish I had decided to do this years ago. I would say that if you're having regrets now, you most likely will have them in the future too. No one can tell you what to do, but I know from experience that it's never too late (or too early) to change your mind.
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February 25, 2015
The emotions are a roller coaster for all of us facing or having completed this procedure. You are so young! You have much benefit of elasticity to retract and bring you into a nice result at your age. Stay in touch with woman on here as you hit highs and lows -- it does help! Once you know this is right, the fear of after looks lessens the closer you get to the actual surgery day.
March 1, 2015
Thank you! Your support means so much.
February 25, 2015
Hi!! I am 35 years old and feel the same way you do! My right saline implant had ruptured and it doesn't look as bad as I thought it would. I'm tired of these implants and the thought that every 10 to 15 years I will have to have more surgeries plus the older we get the more we sag, so I would rather sag naturally as opposed to implant sag they will just get heavier! I feel like you too I really want to explant but at the same time, I am so frightened of what I will look like! I am meeting another doctor soon to talk about this! Hang in there you are not alone!
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February 25, 2015
My right implant started a very slow leak a few months ago. I notice it getting smaller and smaller, and I'm loving how it not only looks, but feels. A good part of it is all soft & squishy & doesn't have the implant at all & I just love how natural looks!! I forgot what this was like! I'm actually optimistic about the outcome as I think the more the implant gets smaller, the more I'm seeing what my natural breast will look like without the implant and I'm really liking it.
February 25, 2015
It's so true my natural breast feels so much nicer! It's funny but that made me realize how my implant now feels hard and only the front feels a little squishy! That's the behind the muscle action for ya! I have been kind of hoping my left implant ruptures also then I can at least be even in the meantime.....lol
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February 25, 2015
No, one rupture is enough! lol You can go to an actual bra shop (Not VS), or a medical supply store or someone who deals with mastectomy fittings and get what is called a "breast cutlet" and you can use that in your bra in the meantime if you really want to even them out. I'm lucky that my leak is slow so the difference isn't too apparent with a shirt on though my nipples are just way off with the right higher than the left one. Make an appt with a PS, see what your options are. And if you have insurance, remember that most will cover saline implant removal due to rupture, so see what the plan covers. Good luck!
March 1, 2015
Thank you! I never thought there were so many women who are going through this, but it's so nice to have support. I'm here for you too! Even though I'm nervous, I remind myself that everyday I can call the office and cancel my appointment. And every day I wake up, think about it, and I don't call. There's a reason I made this choice and I know it's going to be the best option in the end. I just have to keep reading the stories on this site and staying confident! Thank you for your support.
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February 25, 2015
How to handle the psychological affects of the procedure? Well, I've always hated them, always wanted them out but up til now and having my right implant leak, haven't had the courage for the follow-thru. I was super excited when I found the PS I felt was right for me, and booked. Then I got emotional & couldn't understand it as I was really not thinking about any one thing in particular to get me this way! Well, turns out I was PMS'ing and didn't realize it so that explained my emotions for no apparent reason! I thought it was because of the upcoming surgery; it was just hormones. lol I'm honestly not worried about it. I try not to think about it or run any "what if's" in my head. If I did start, forget it, I would lose it. So I just tell myself everything is going to be ok. If I do find myself slipping slightly, I remind myself all the bad things & complaints I've had about these things over the years and that ends that. Just take it day by day...waiting is the hardest part but the days do pass so surgery is even closer than before. Since you have gained weight since you had them placed, you may be pleasantly surprised by the outcome. A few ladies on here who have gained weight since implant ended up with their natural breasts larger than before BA. Not everyone is the same, of course, but you may find yourself with that outcome well.
March 1, 2015
Thank you for your comments and empathy. Hormones definitely play a part in my decision making, lol! I agree with you that not thinking about the alternatives is a good plan.
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February 25, 2015
I was a mess before explant was never intending to remove my implants but found this site and didn't realise explant was an option always thought I was stuck with these bad boys x if have never of had my last op last year if have had out x well yesterday being 24 feb 2015 I had them out and wow I feel a new woman they don't look great and im sure I'll break at some point but I know I did it for my health and one had a crack in it so thank god I did it x
March 1, 2015
I'm with you; I never thought of explanting them until I saw on GMA that a celebrity had had hers out. I know that sounds weird but I guess it was always in the back of my mind and I just needed a nudge. I'm so thankful for your reply and hope that you heal well. I'm sure you look beautiful!
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Only a few days to go

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Well, my procedure is schedules for next Tuesday. I'm getting very nervous! At times I feel like I'm putting it out of my mind so I won't worry about it, but once a while I'll remember that it's happening and get very scared and excited at the same time. I'll post after it's done, but for now I"m just trying to stay positive and remember why I wanted to do this in the first place.

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March 20, 2015
Honey, I think it is really important for you to consider the root of the body image issues you have expressed. I do believe you will feel better once the implants are removed, but you do need to consider that time is often a hindrance for all of us after the procedure. You will not realize your final results for months, and I would suggest you focus your attention more on how you can best prepare for that much needed time of patience to heal fully. The healing process is rather exciting, really, as things change week by week. If you have gained some weight, it is very likely that you will have more breast tissue than you did when you got your implants. For me, hugging my grandson and others without being awkward about my two hard water balloons has been an added bonus to getting rid of them! You will find much support on here -- times of ups and downs -- shared by all. Mostly, you have support from many of us who has gone through this and have gone from being scared to relieved to overall happiness. I wish you well and will pray for you.
March 21, 2015
Thank you. You're right, I need to focus more on the healing process. I'm happy to have the support of women who have gone through this before. I'm glad that you've found happiness after you decided to get them out!
March 26, 2015
where in michigan
March 26, 2015
My doc is in Birmingham
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Some pictures

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It took me a while but I finally got around to taking some "before" pictures. I really want to see the transition and healing, and also hopefully inspire other women who are considering this procedure like the women on here have inspired and supported me. Thank you all for listening and for your support.

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March 22, 2015
We are here with ya! Mine is April 13th and there literally is only one person that supports me on this - a friend from middle school. Everyone else just doesn't talk about it with me and I'm thinking it's because they (husband, mom, others) are afraid for me and sick of my body image issues. I feel sort of alone - so it's nice to have you and the other girls on here. Good luck hon! you'll be fine :)
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March 22, 2015
You are being very strong, and I cannot imagine how tough it has been to make this decision for yourself in spite of opposition. I am sure you feel very disappointed by family and others, but my prayer is that you find the very best YOU deep inside behind those implants once they are gone! We are here for you.
March 22, 2015
I'm so sorry to hear your family isn't very supportive. We all have body image issues and for them to dismiss yours is horrible, but you sound like you're very strong and have someone in your life who supports you and your decisions. You're not alone; we are all here for you! I would have never gone through with this if I hadn't found this site. Everyone has been so kind and given me strength I didn't know I had. Even though I have a very supportive boyfriend, he can never fully empathize like the women on this site.
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March 22, 2015
You've got this & will feel so much better with them gone! Very good idea to take pictures before so you can compare. The first week after explant I took pictures daily then moved to every other day. It is just amazing how much the body changes every day with them out! They fluff up so nicely. :)
March 23, 2015
Thank you! I'm happy to hear that you're feeling good and happy with them out! Can't wait for the fluffing! :)
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March 23, 2015
I'm so excited we are having our surgery the same day! Thank you so much for sending me a message. If you haven't you would of never know... I've been in my head so much, way too much thinking. To know we are both going through the same thing at the same time. Is amazing:) and to think I have been feeling so alone at times , I can't thank you enough. 2 more sleeps girl. We will be free!!!
March 23, 2015
It is nice to know we're not alone! Good luck to you! We'll be in touch on here I'm sure :)
March 23, 2015
Good luck [RS bleep]
March 23, 2015
Thank you! :)
March 23, 2015
I just want to wish you good luck and tell you that you won't regret it. I'm 5 days post explant and now that they're out I dont know how I carried them for 13 years. I have a wonderful and supportive husband who was prepared for any outcome post surgery, and promised if be beautiful no matter how saggy and wrinkly they were. Well to our amazement, my boobs look perfect. I mean they look like they've never had anything done to them. We were bracing ourselves for the worst, and for the post-op breakdown but with each passing day i love my new body, or I should say true body more and more. And you look very similar to me post op so I'm confident you'll look fantastic too. I also could hold a pencil in the crease at the bottom of my breast so since they didn't sag before they won't sag after. I would do it all over again in a heartbeat! Just try to relax and get ready to feel better than you've felt in a long time.
March 23, 2015
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March 23, 2015
Thank you for your kind words. I'm so happy to hear that you're happy! I'm a mix of excitement and nerves, but probably more excited to get them out. I'm glad you have a supportive husband; I also have a very supportive boyfriend and that makes things a lot less stressful! I'm very glad for you and hope the rest of your recovery goes well!