700cc silicone BA - Beverly Hills, CA

This is my first post here, I have been a member for a couple years now- just watching and making my decision. It took a long time to make this decision!

I am 28 years old and have never had a beautiful body. I got pregnant with my first child just before my 14th birthday; as you can imagine, my body was not done developing before it was stretched to unimaginable proportions. I was 14 years old when I gave birth to a 10lbs, 43 week gestation baby. I looked amazingly horrific. No matter how I tried to accept my new body, I just never have gotten over the fact that I don't know what my adult bod looks like. It has cause (VERY) severe depression and I have struggled with an eating disorder for most of the 14 years with my post-baby body. It has been the single most disturbing part of my life to date- making clothing, food, going out, dating, work interviews, and social situations very hard for me. Swimming (one of my favorite activities) is a nightmare for me. There is not a single day of my life when I do not think about how ugly my body looks.
3 years ago I met the man of my dreams and he has helped me gain more body confidence. I finally can enjoy being naked around someone and not feel disgusting, he has been supportive of me since day one and thinks I am beautiful either way. Now I am ready to move forward with the surgery... and my daughter is now a beautiful 14 year old, who is aware and supportive of my decision. I just love them both.

At some point, I will get a tummy tuck. I decided I can't afford the price tag or down time to do both at the same time and finally decided that the boobs will come first.

I have been researching an affordable option and decided on Dr. Bruce Kadz in Beverly Hills, I am a Seattle native but visit the San Diego and LA area fairly often as I have a best friend there. Last week, I paid for my surgery and am still deciding on an official date (factoring work, kids, downtime and flights). Looking like early next month will be my window.

I am SO NERVOUS but so excited. I went from being flat chested to having pancakes on my chest- not pretty. I have been teased and haven't worn a 2 piece swimsuit since I was a child. (That still wont happen till the TT is done, maybe in a few years). I decided on silicone moderate plus implants, and I am going large. I still can't believe that I am nearly at the point of no return. Now all I am worried about is keeping this discreet at work and worried about the pain after the fact.

I will post an update when I nail down a surgery date and try to add some "before pics". I am hoping that by posting my experience, I can contribute to the decision making process for another woman looking to get implants. This has been a very long and very personal journey for me, I couldn't have gone through this process without all of the amazing people on this site.

Big boobs.. here we come ;)

These are my "unofficial" before pics. Can't believe these are of a 28 year old! I am thinking about getting between 750-800 ccs for a very large "go big or go home" kinda look =)

So nervous... My surgery is now officially set for March 2, 2016. Booking my plane tickets tonight- with extreme excitement