BA in Phuket with Dr. Poonsak in October 2014! - Bangkok Hospital, Phuket, TH

Yesterday was a bad day, the pain in my left boob was so bad I was in tears most of the afternoon and over it! The pain meds I was prescribed didn't really lessen it any either. But today I feel great. I work tomorrow, so fingers crossed tomorrow is a good day too!
I am still super disappointed with my size. I know everyone on here is saying that it seems to be normal, and the surgeon probably gave me the most he could, but if that is the case then how do some women have 450 - 650 cc implants? I am almost 6 foot and I think broad, so I think the implants I got aren't big enough for my frame. Luckily my partner likes them, otherwise I would be completely devastated. I don't believe he would tell me if he didn't like them though.
I've had a friend say that they aren't as big as she thought I would go, yesterday we had a family party, my aunty commented 'they didn't give you much did they', and my sisters partner said 'they are disappointing.' (God I hope none of them see this review!)
In clothes, they feel the same as if I were wearing one of my padded bras.
I was hoping once they settle, drop (as much as they will) and fluff they'll look a bit bigger, but in actual fact they really tend to look smaller because all swelling is gone. (Depending on which PS's you want to listen to and believe.)

Speaking of Plastic Surgeon's, it drives me crazy how they all have differing opinions on everything! I have read a lot of peoples questions and surgeons comments on things like massaging, and sleeping on your side, and support bras, normal pain etc and I can't find a conclusive answer to any of my questions ! lol

Here's hoping when I post next, I'm feeling a bit better :)

So I got in the taxi and went off to the hospital by myself for my consultation appointment with Dr. Poonsak on Saturday, went through all the registration process, blood tests, ekg, chest xray. Had the consultation where we decided on 350cc right and 375cc left high profile silicone round by edioscope arm pit incision. Started stressing they'd be too small then and I'm not feeling much better now about them. Is this normal? I started to freak out when I was laying on the table, is it worth all this money etc. Dr poonsak held my hand til I fell asleep. I woke up in recovery feeling a bit freaked. No real pain or anything til I tried to stand up and use the toilet a few hours later.
I'm still not sure how I feel about the size.. I really wanted to go big. But he didn't really offer anything bigger, he explained for my breast width that's all he would recommend =( is this what boobie greed is? I'm so worried when the swelling goes Down I'll be even more disappointed. As far as pain is concerned, I'm coping okay, and sleeping okay, have been out shopping for a few hours, ate tea, been to the aquarium, I just haven't been able to wash bottles, open doors, hold my bub etc. The hospital beds are terribly uncomfortable! I have a dead bum still from sleeping sitting up in it haha.

I've finally uploaded before pics, and I get my new boobies today. I don't really have wish pics to share. I've been in phuket for a week now, having an amazing time. I hope I heal enough to enjoy more of this trip. I'm not really nervous, but at the same time I am lol. Wish me luck =/