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doubting mom - Bahamas, BS
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So I decide last year to get breast augmentation....
slimladyboobsMay 26, 2015
So I decide last year to get breast augmentation. I've wanted it for a long time and I guess you can say that it would be a boost to my confidence. I have distressed about the size of my breast from a teen, always stuffing my bra with something. I guess if person knew they would say "no not her she has enough confidence for everyone". I do, but just not when it comes to my breast. If I had just a small amount I would never go through with the surgery but the fact is that I have none.
I've been on and off each day about going through with it and it has been an emotional roller coaster, thinking about the financial cost, my health, my son and if this would bring me some form of relief to something that has bother me most of my life. I've paid for about 95% of my surgery as of today's date but I'm still unsure.
I've found myself looking in the mirror at my breast wondering if I can just accept the fact that this is who I am nothing else is needed. I think of person faced with cancer, lost limbs, sight etc and sometimes see how grateful they are. So many questions running through my head. Hmmm, I didn't think that this would be so difficult 21.
Oh by the way, I'm getting saline under the muscle 250-270cc, 5'6 118 lbs.....very very flat 32a, 27 yrs of age.
I've been on and off each day about going through with it and it has been an emotional roller coaster, thinking about the financial cost, my health, my son and if this would bring me some form of relief to something that has bother me most of my life. I've paid for about 95% of my surgery as of today's date but I'm still unsure.
I've found myself looking in the mirror at my breast wondering if I can just accept the fact that this is who I am nothing else is needed. I think of person faced with cancer, lost limbs, sight etc and sometimes see how grateful they are. So many questions running through my head. Hmmm, I didn't think that this would be so difficult 21.
Oh by the way, I'm getting saline under the muscle 250-270cc, 5'6 118 lbs.....very very flat 32a, 27 yrs of age.
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July 14, 2015
I'm 27 too! And I work with a bunch of teenagers. I have little kids so they really make me feel old with all their youthful energy lol. Good luck with ur surgery tomorrow. I can't wait for your update! You're getting a good size for what your wanting. Good luck on your "2 week vacay"!!
UPDATED FROM slimladyboobs
1 day pre
2days pre op
slimladyboobsJuly 12, 2015
So I'm 2days pre op and I still can invision myself with Breast implants. I'm still hoping that magically they would grown even just a tiny bit. I'm afraid of everything (my faith, health, life time cost, my son) and most recently something that never concerned my but now does the rejection. It's taboo where I live and probably about less than 1 percent get augmentation. My family is unaware as I stated that I'm going on a two week Vacay. I just wish to be a full b and nothing more. Posted a pic below it took me a lot to place it there. This is me after yrs of Breast feeding????.
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July 12, 2015
Good luck in your decision Hun, I too went through a lot of emotions still am to be far but I decided ultimately that it IS something I want and no matter what everyone says I'm doing it for me and not them. Your son will be happy if your happy! I have 3 boys and they know even though I will be out of action for a bit, that's is something mummy really wants and will make me happy. Your community does not need to know if your having a B they may not notice in clothes also it's none of their business Hun. I do hope you have some support through your decision making and after. K have found this site amazing through my ups and downs as everyone here is going through the same thing they understand. We are here if you need to vent etc. x
July 12, 2015
I agree that's it's a very personal decision that one shouldn't go into lightly. It's surgery which can be scary enough but then having to wait months to see the final results and then long term care, cost and stress can make a person indecisive. Once you've come to your decision, and I would recommend you find someone to share this process with other than us, then it's your personal business if you tell other family or friends. This is an elective surgery for me, meaning I don't have a medical reason to have my breast augmented. Personally I've only told my sister, we're close and she will be helping me after surgery. I really don't intend on telling anyone else. To me it doesn't matter if I was going from an A cup to a F cup it's my personal business, especially if I'm not asking for anyone else to pay for the surgery for me. I don't feel I have an obligation to tell anyone. Btw, I'm unmarried and no children. I've decided to follow your story so please keep us updated with whatever you decide. I'll just say, you have to live for yourself... outside of breaking the law and your own personal morales! Do what makes you sleep well at night!
July 13, 2015
You are beautiful already and deserve the confidence boost implants will give you. Also very modest in size, so most may not even know afterwards. Good luck tomorrow.
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Day of treatment
Big day!!
slimladyboobsJuly 14, 2015
I'm up far to early lol it's 3:30am. Surgery was moved up yesterday from 9am to 6:30am. It's still all surreal to me. Still haven't told any family members but I have 3 good friends that support me. I'll update you ladies. Wish me luck!
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July 14, 2015
Good Luck to uou!!!! You'll do fine!!!!!!!! I think you will be glad not to have worry about those insecurities anymore :)
July 14, 2015
That's so great that you have friends to support you :) can't wait to hear from you when you're up to it!!:) my surgery is tomorrow so we will be on very similar healing time frames!
July 14, 2015
That's great that you have the support of some friends! Good luck in surgery and keep us posted!!!
Sounds like you still have some time before your surgery to think about your decision. Feel free to join a forum of members also awaiting their July 2015 breast augmentation surgery. Good luck and please keep us posted!