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Early 30s, 5'4 110 Lbs, Donut Lift, 400 ML Smooth HP Silicone-disaster!
UPDATED FROM Hopedforbetter
1 year post
Flex deformity- question for fellow explanters!
$7,500
I have a question for you ladies who have explanted. My breasts look absolutely terrible when I flex or lift my arms even I've discovered. As you can see both sides look completely different when flexed. I know I've read that at times this lasts after explant. I'm just looking for advice fr your personal experiences.
And anyone who has had a lift after explant, did you continue to have these muscle deformities?
And anyone who has had a lift after explant, did you continue to have these muscle deformities?
Replies (3)
J
December 28, 2016
I would check with a different surgeon at this point on a revision. Perhaps take out the implants and just do a breast lift? You have enough natural breast tissue that you'd see excellent results. And perhaps do a fat transfer for upper pole fullness...? That's what I did last October and I'm very happy with the outcome.
J
December 28, 2016
I see that you're in AZ. I HIGHLY recommend Dr Josh Olson. He has offices in Scottsdale & Gilbert. You will not be disappointed.
H
December 29, 2016
Thank you! I've heard good things about him and would love to see your before and after pictures if you want to share! That's exactly what I want to do, remove the implants and have a lift. I'm nervous about the scars but I already have half fr my donut lift anyway. I was deflated and that's why I got the implants in the first place, I should have just had a lift. I'm okay with being small, just want to be comfortable in my own skin again! Thank you for the encouragement, hard to stay positive!
C
May 22, 2019
Fixing animation deformity requires highly advanced skill and expertise. Dr Richard Baxter is best in the US. I flew from east coast to Seattle for him and it was one of the best things I ever did. His website is drbaxter.com. Look at his revision surgery gallery. That is who can fix your Deformity, downsize with lift (I think you said you wanted smaller). There is nobody better. I’m so sorry for all youve gone through! Hugs
UPDATED FROM Hopedforbetter
1 year post
I don't know how I will ever be comfortable in my own skin again
So sad today. I took for granted how confident I used to feel in my natural body and that there is nothing like the self esteem that comes from just being yourself. Not covered in scars; not perfect by any means but so beautiful.
Looking at old photos and seeing how happy and confident I used to look and feel. I came across some nude photos of my SO and I lying around on NYE after a fun time out, I looked so sexy and REAL. And I had no hesitation and nothing to hide. I wolt include photos, but just one of many boob shots from that night.
I thought I was improving what I already had with BA. I hate this mistake so much that I have to live with and look at every day. I have lost my freedom to be me and be intimate without reserve and showing deformities and scars. Now even if I explant without lift, I still have scars all around my nipples that look so bad to me. And will be left with extra skin. Even after having explant and lift with *cross my fingers* improved shape, I will never be able to lay like this and take photos comfortable in my own skin. There will always be scars there in place of my natural beautiful breasts that I was too dumb to see for myself until I lost them! Ladies- BA is not a quick fix and for some of us if it doesn't turn out right there is no going back to the way we were. Truly mourning the loss of my body as it was. Nature gave me so much better than any surgeon could!
Looking at old photos and seeing how happy and confident I used to look and feel. I came across some nude photos of my SO and I lying around on NYE after a fun time out, I looked so sexy and REAL. And I had no hesitation and nothing to hide. I wolt include photos, but just one of many boob shots from that night.
I thought I was improving what I already had with BA. I hate this mistake so much that I have to live with and look at every day. I have lost my freedom to be me and be intimate without reserve and showing deformities and scars. Now even if I explant without lift, I still have scars all around my nipples that look so bad to me. And will be left with extra skin. Even after having explant and lift with *cross my fingers* improved shape, I will never be able to lay like this and take photos comfortable in my own skin. There will always be scars there in place of my natural beautiful breasts that I was too dumb to see for myself until I lost them! Ladies- BA is not a quick fix and for some of us if it doesn't turn out right there is no going back to the way we were. Truly mourning the loss of my body as it was. Nature gave me so much better than any surgeon could!
Replies (2)
T
December 5, 2016
Dear HFB,
I want you to know that you testimony is so raw and real that sharing it has made you all the more beautiful.....Many women (and men for that matter), find it easy to share the physical aspects of themselves, but opening one's heart to vulnerability, as you have here, takes a special kind of courage that only those willing to grow from their brokenness can endure....The naked truth is that anyone who has ever lived a life worth living is scarred, whether physically or mentally, whether visible to others or not.
I am proud of you for finding the courage to put your feelings into words; and for finding the strength to share a journey that has been difficult and deeply painful.
Just remember that our flaws are what make us unique. Our experiences are personal and part of our stories. They are, in essence, the core of who we are in spirit. The insight and learning we gain from our trials are gifts that we hopefully share with others to help make their burdens lighter. You have done all of this and more.--The process has truly made you more beautiful now than you were when you disrobed and took that picture.
Your healing soul has emerged to share its story with the world, and there is absolutely nothing more beautiful than this!!
Hugs,
Txmom
I want you to know that you testimony is so raw and real that sharing it has made you all the more beautiful.....Many women (and men for that matter), find it easy to share the physical aspects of themselves, but opening one's heart to vulnerability, as you have here, takes a special kind of courage that only those willing to grow from their brokenness can endure....The naked truth is that anyone who has ever lived a life worth living is scarred, whether physically or mentally, whether visible to others or not.
I am proud of you for finding the courage to put your feelings into words; and for finding the strength to share a journey that has been difficult and deeply painful.
Just remember that our flaws are what make us unique. Our experiences are personal and part of our stories. They are, in essence, the core of who we are in spirit. The insight and learning we gain from our trials are gifts that we hopefully share with others to help make their burdens lighter. You have done all of this and more.--The process has truly made you more beautiful now than you were when you disrobed and took that picture.
Your healing soul has emerged to share its story with the world, and there is absolutely nothing more beautiful than this!!
Hugs,
Txmom
H
December 5, 2016
TXmom, thank you for your kind words. You are truly a gift and I know an inspiration to me and others. That's all I really have right now is my regrets and being sad. I know I need to move forward though and not lose out on life bc of what happened. I guess I'm just stuck in that rut of hindsight and mourning. I hope that one day I will feel like me again and find joy in my body the way I used to. I hate that this is robbing me of so much. And like you say, growth and wisdom making me better as a person. I feel bad complaining, bc I know some experience far worse and I made this choice. This has been something like a diary to me to say things that I can't express to anyone in my life. So I may be candid here, but it's safer to do so! The feelings of depression I've felt since this surgery are something I essentially keep inside and I think my family and friends would be really shocked if they knew how miserable I really am. Ugh. Thank you again for being such a bright and hopeful spirit! It helps!
T
December 6, 2016
Dear HFB,
Thank you for your thoughts on my contribution to the RS community. I want you to know that your saying that made me feel better today, as it is gloomy, cold, & rainy & I have a terrible cold......
You are not complaining. You are grieving......This is a completely normal reaction to the loss of your body as you knew it.......
Grieving is necessary to "moving on", as you say. It is
a non-linear process, where you can bounce back & forth between stages......Depression is one of those stages......
All of this is completely expected based on your history. You are free to be candid and share whatever you like, provided you feel safe about it....People have to have an outlet to share their true feelings. As you say, family and friends are often not easy to turn to, simply because you are painfully aware of their own battles......plus, they have never had ps before, & might lack sensitivity to the subject....
True, you made the choice to have BA, but you did not choose this outcome, nor could you have ever forseen it. You are not responsible for this outcome....You told your ps what you wanted, & and you communicated clearly.....In no way is this your fault! So you can stop beating yourself up!
Continue to process your feelings & write in whenever you want. Sharing your story is a gift to us; It is always a privilege to hear about someone's life.
Keep doing the work.....You are on your way to acceptance & "moving on".
Love,
Txmom
Thank you for your thoughts on my contribution to the RS community. I want you to know that your saying that made me feel better today, as it is gloomy, cold, & rainy & I have a terrible cold......
You are not complaining. You are grieving......This is a completely normal reaction to the loss of your body as you knew it.......
Grieving is necessary to "moving on", as you say. It is
a non-linear process, where you can bounce back & forth between stages......Depression is one of those stages......
All of this is completely expected based on your history. You are free to be candid and share whatever you like, provided you feel safe about it....People have to have an outlet to share their true feelings. As you say, family and friends are often not easy to turn to, simply because you are painfully aware of their own battles......plus, they have never had ps before, & might lack sensitivity to the subject....
True, you made the choice to have BA, but you did not choose this outcome, nor could you have ever forseen it. You are not responsible for this outcome....You told your ps what you wanted, & and you communicated clearly.....In no way is this your fault! So you can stop beating yourself up!
Continue to process your feelings & write in whenever you want. Sharing your story is a gift to us; It is always a privilege to hear about someone's life.
Keep doing the work.....You are on your way to acceptance & "moving on".
Love,
Txmom
M
December 23, 2016
I followed your story after you commented in mine. I want to thank you for sharing your story and give you tons of support. I understand how difficulty this can be. I am sure that there are good doctors out there that will give you best possible result. You do the right thing to be here learning and sharing with others before taking your next move, be careful and be patient before taking next step. If there is anything I can do or share, don't hesitate to let me know. I am healing and happy to share anything that can be helpful ;)
H
December 29, 2016
Thank you MeganB75 for writing. I think you will have an amazing result on your lift and so happy for you! It's really encouraging to see women on this site who are happy with their results and really give me some hope that maybe things will turn out alright for me. Thank you for the support and kind words, it means a lot.
UPDATED FROM Hopedforbetter
1 year post
Reclining position w implants
Ew. They literally go up to my collarbone. So unnatural and just plain uncomfortable! Can't wait to be free of this prison..
Why did I do this to myself? That's how I'm feeling today! Changed my whole life and self-esteem so so much.
Why did I do this to myself? That's how I'm feeling today! Changed my whole life and self-esteem so so much.
Replies (5)
D
October 7, 2016
I'm so sorry for what you have been through. You should shout that "doctor"s name to the rooftops!! This was not your fault. Don't beat yourself up! Our culture places huge pressure on us as girls and women to look perfect and never age. It's very hard to drown all that out. Also so many celebrities get plastic surgery it makes it seem like it's no big deal. Give your past self who was sad and insecure a big hug and tell her it's going to be ok. You're moving forward in the right direction now and that's all that matters. Do you have a date for explant?
H
October 7, 2016
I haven't chosen an explant doc yet. I really don't want to make another mistake so I have been doing my homework on the whole thing. I see the plastic surgeon who did my BA on the 18th to discuss my issues and I have asked for a refund to help pay for revision due to all the errors that were made.
T
October 28, 2016
Dear Daylily77,
Your comment, " Our culture places huge pressure on us as girls and women to look perfect and to never age," really sums it all up.
I think learning to filter & moderate those messages takes a very strong self image.
I think if we, as women, do not learn to appreciate our true inner beauty and self worth, then we will never truly be happy. I believe that we can try to age gracefully & engage in procedures we have researched and feel are safe........However, I think some women allow these messages to destroy their self concept, and that is a true tragedy.
Still, others, in an attempt to improve their looks & self esteem, have fallen prey to unproven methods, poor execution, & flat out negligence.....These are the cases that haunt me.......
I hope through each of us sharing on this website, we can exchange information that is truly valuable to others who have had or who are considering having these procedures.....Thank you for your comment....
Xoxo
Txmom
Your comment, " Our culture places huge pressure on us as girls and women to look perfect and to never age," really sums it all up.
I think learning to filter & moderate those messages takes a very strong self image.
I think if we, as women, do not learn to appreciate our true inner beauty and self worth, then we will never truly be happy. I believe that we can try to age gracefully & engage in procedures we have researched and feel are safe........However, I think some women allow these messages to destroy their self concept, and that is a true tragedy.
Still, others, in an attempt to improve their looks & self esteem, have fallen prey to unproven methods, poor execution, & flat out negligence.....These are the cases that haunt me.......
I hope through each of us sharing on this website, we can exchange information that is truly valuable to others who have had or who are considering having these procedures.....Thank you for your comment....
Xoxo
Txmom
L
October 7, 2016
I know it is a long shot but you really could try and get in touch with Dr. Dubrow and Dr. Nassif (Botched tv show on channel E) they're well known to do fantastic revisions and redos on botched jobs done by amateur ps.
H
T
L
October 7, 2016
im serious though, they are THE CHAMPS and amazing do amazing masterpieces on so many bodies.
H
October 8, 2016
Haha I DEFINTELY would not want to be on TV! I haven't looked at their work, but I would like to check it out. Speaking of famous surgeons though, I've heard good things about Jay Oringer too, he did Jolie-Pitt and Heidi Montag's reconstructions.
H
October 8, 2016
Looks like Nassif just does face stuff and I couldn't find any before and after pics for Dubrow on his website. There were a couple here, but no lifts/explants. Is he know for fixing BAs?
L
October 8, 2016
ah. i have seen ladies going to them for redos on BA on the tv show and they turned out really amazing
H
T
October 8, 2016
Yes Dr. Dubrow fixes breasts. He has fixed a lot of BA on the show.
I am pretty sure you can get the show On Demand......If you have that.
I am pretty sure you can get the show On Demand......If you have that.
T
October 28, 2016
Dear HFB,
Well, how did your appointment go on the 18th?
What did your ps say? Did he refund your money or offer a revision? We are here for your support....Keep in touch.....
Hope it went ok.
Well, how did your appointment go on the 18th?
What did your ps say? Did he refund your money or offer a revision? We are here for your support....Keep in touch.....
Hope it went ok.
H
October 28, 2016
Hi TXmom, I was just thinking of you today. I actually updated on my other review for explant about that lol- thinking maybe I should only have one. He argued w me on size for the majority of the visit... and how he thought he was giving me what I wanted. And he didn't remember the note he had printed for surgery saying D-DD at very largest and our conversations saying same... he said things like all bras fit differently and how he offered to fix displacement early on. It was a difficult visit. He offered revision, to remove implants, also tried talking me into a small implant which I don't want. He said I should wait a few months for lift also so I have less skin removed. I'm feeling disappointed about how everything went honestly. Financially another surgery isn't feasable now. So it's tempting to get these things out for sure, but at the same time I think our communication and his abilities have not impressed me at all!
T
October 28, 2016
Dear HFB,
Wrote you a longer(ish) response but somehow it got erased......
Sorry things did not go as you wanted/ needed.
I don't think you necessarily need to wait for explant. The longer gravity pulls those big implants down, the more stretching & skin laxity. I would think sooner would be better.
I would go on a few explant consults, & just get more info. & some solid numbers to work from. Then, take a serious look at your budget & see where you can cut, refinance, or rearrange to make your explant happen sooner rather than later....Also with it being the holidays, you might be able to pick up some extra $$ doing some seasonal work....(In your "spare" time.....!!!)
I am sorry that you & your ps did not exactly have a ,"meeting of the minds."
I was afraid of this....
And I will look up your explant review.
Thanks for your reply.....I am sorry that I don't have the answer for you..... I wish I could help you further...
Close your eyes.....I just sent you a great big HUG....
Xoxo
Txmom
Wrote you a longer(ish) response but somehow it got erased......
Sorry things did not go as you wanted/ needed.
I don't think you necessarily need to wait for explant. The longer gravity pulls those big implants down, the more stretching & skin laxity. I would think sooner would be better.
I would go on a few explant consults, & just get more info. & some solid numbers to work from. Then, take a serious look at your budget & see where you can cut, refinance, or rearrange to make your explant happen sooner rather than later....Also with it being the holidays, you might be able to pick up some extra $$ doing some seasonal work....(In your "spare" time.....!!!)
I am sorry that you & your ps did not exactly have a ,"meeting of the minds."
I was afraid of this....
And I will look up your explant review.
Thanks for your reply.....I am sorry that I don't have the answer for you..... I wish I could help you further...
Close your eyes.....I just sent you a great big HUG....
Xoxo
Txmom
H
November 1, 2016
Thank you for the god wishes, like always! I hope you're doing well! :)
T
November 4, 2016
I agree with txmom808. Do not wait! Some Dr's will allow you to make payments and some insurance companies actually pay for the explants. I would not go back to the prior Dr(s) and I think they have been dishonest. You did not need anything done. Many have the same happen including me, woke up shocked and Dr said he decided to increase my size during surgery, way too big but I did not want another surgery. Maybe they just run out of the size you requested and use whatever they have available. Your breast are a lawsuit, he is not ok in his mind and needs to be reported to the Dept of Prof Regs., they may help you obtain a refund You should be more than refunded and he is dangerous. Call and google reviews and find a surgeon, Harvard grad, etc. Many girls have explant surgery for $1,000 to $2,000 under local. If you end up with issues like me it will cost more. Please remove them and do nothing more, you need nothing else done. You will be lucky and look very nice, and I agree the sooner the better that you will heal and look. Further surgeries will harm you. I know the pain. xo
H
November 7, 2016
Tyrealself, thank you for taking the time to write. I know I will feel so much better and more free after this is all over! And yes I'm definitely done w implants. I am so afraid of going through surgery again but I know it's only a matter of time. I think for simple explant I would let my original ps handle that and save the cost. My concern is I know I will need a lift (I got implants in the first place bc of extra skin and I already have half the scars now w donut lift) and I know the extra skin will only be worse. I would like to at least have improved shape and small "aerodynamic" lol boobies to show for it afterwards.. hard to trust my surgeon on the lift portion! He does not make me feel like he cares at all and I think a lot of surgeons can be that way. I haven't been able to go in and see before and afters yet of lifts but I want to at least investigate that route since I don't have the funds to afford another surgery at this moment w lift and all.
T
T
November 7, 2016
Dear HFB,
In regards to your reply to Tyrealself. First of all, Love your sense of humor. "Aerodynamic" boobs!!
Bwahaha !! Is your S/O a pilot ?
Just IMO, if your surgeon comes off like he doesn't care, I advise finding another surgeon. What good will it do you to have another "botched" surgery, whether free or not?? You will still be up for a third revision & be looking for $$ to fix that.
Also, once a lift is done, that can be hard to fix since you have less skin to use, more scar tissue, etc.
Think carefully. I'd hate to see you go through a second nightmare. Your situation is already fragile.....
Have you considered financing? If you can make the payments, then you could possibly afford to pay a different surgeon. Maybe if you save a down payment, you will only need to borrow half of the cost. Sometimes you only pay a little bit more interest for longer terms, which can lower Your payments. ....First, try to get the lowest cost with a surgeon you feel comfortable. Then try to negotiate rate & terms with your bank. You can always refinance a loan to a lower rate after it has seasoned.
I strongly urge you to have more consults. Plastic surgeon costs can vary widely, mostly based on geographical area, but also supply & demand. The economy is not great right now, so you might get a better deal than you think. Also, from January to early spring, some ps will start pushing specials to encourage women to come in, & some will post Spring specials to get ready for swimsuit season .....
Just what I've noticed....
You can also check for those Holiday prices now if you feel ready.....
It's good to hear from you !!
Keep us posted....
Xoxo
Txmom
In regards to your reply to Tyrealself. First of all, Love your sense of humor. "Aerodynamic" boobs!!
Bwahaha !! Is your S/O a pilot ?
Just IMO, if your surgeon comes off like he doesn't care, I advise finding another surgeon. What good will it do you to have another "botched" surgery, whether free or not?? You will still be up for a third revision & be looking for $$ to fix that.
Also, once a lift is done, that can be hard to fix since you have less skin to use, more scar tissue, etc.
Think carefully. I'd hate to see you go through a second nightmare. Your situation is already fragile.....
Have you considered financing? If you can make the payments, then you could possibly afford to pay a different surgeon. Maybe if you save a down payment, you will only need to borrow half of the cost. Sometimes you only pay a little bit more interest for longer terms, which can lower Your payments. ....First, try to get the lowest cost with a surgeon you feel comfortable. Then try to negotiate rate & terms with your bank. You can always refinance a loan to a lower rate after it has seasoned.
I strongly urge you to have more consults. Plastic surgeon costs can vary widely, mostly based on geographical area, but also supply & demand. The economy is not great right now, so you might get a better deal than you think. Also, from January to early spring, some ps will start pushing specials to encourage women to come in, & some will post Spring specials to get ready for swimsuit season .....
Just what I've noticed....
You can also check for those Holiday prices now if you feel ready.....
It's good to hear from you !!
Keep us posted....
Xoxo
Txmom
H
November 7, 2016
Thank you! I've had the worst luck with doctors always- it's discouraging! And you're right I should feel cared for. I also want to know if my goals for a lift are reasonable and find someone best suited to achieve that. I guess I'm afraid of everything rt now if I'm honest. What if next surgeon turns out to be worse lol?! At least this one my incisions healed well and not terrible scarring. I think a lot of docs can be obnoxious but still be great surgeons. I really don't know if my situation was a fluke or what. Believe me though, before accepting a surgery free or not I will definitely be doing my homework and seeing lots of before and afters to get an idea of his lifts. If I don't like what I see, forget it. I can incur more debt, use a credit card- honestly taking on anymore debt at this time is really frightening for me. But it may come to that..
T
November 7, 2016
Dear HFB,
Great hearing from you girl. I totally get it....I don't blame you for being scared....Not all surgeons are obnoxious...& most of them do care. It's just that not all of them have learned how to make an emotional connection with their patients....(That calm, controlling, rather aloof demeanor in the OR does not work for them when their patients are awake....)
Nevertheless, you didn't get what you needed from him.
So, I think you should move on- Unless you want to talk to him about it & give him another chance. If you've seen any sign that he can do good work, then maybe you could overlook the lack of connection. Some patients can & some can't.
Whether or not it's worth going into debt over is only something you can know....
And you can take your time making that decision. I don't see any reason why you couldn't wait to have your surgery. Its not an emergency....Just depends on how much it impacts your life. You're single & I don't know if it keeps you from relationships or not. If it does, then this is a significant impact on your life.....
You just have to get more information on the actual cost of moving forward & then decide if/how you can afford it.
I will say a little prayer for you today.....for guidance.
In time, things will become more clear. Listen to your inner voice. You have the answer. You just need to be ready to hear it. Don't pray to talk. Pray to listen.
Big Hug,
Txmom
Great hearing from you girl. I totally get it....I don't blame you for being scared....Not all surgeons are obnoxious...& most of them do care. It's just that not all of them have learned how to make an emotional connection with their patients....(That calm, controlling, rather aloof demeanor in the OR does not work for them when their patients are awake....)
Nevertheless, you didn't get what you needed from him.
So, I think you should move on- Unless you want to talk to him about it & give him another chance. If you've seen any sign that he can do good work, then maybe you could overlook the lack of connection. Some patients can & some can't.
Whether or not it's worth going into debt over is only something you can know....
And you can take your time making that decision. I don't see any reason why you couldn't wait to have your surgery. Its not an emergency....Just depends on how much it impacts your life. You're single & I don't know if it keeps you from relationships or not. If it does, then this is a significant impact on your life.....
You just have to get more information on the actual cost of moving forward & then decide if/how you can afford it.
I will say a little prayer for you today.....for guidance.
In time, things will become more clear. Listen to your inner voice. You have the answer. You just need to be ready to hear it. Don't pray to talk. Pray to listen.
Big Hug,
Txmom
T
November 7, 2016
Consider speaking with an atty and maybe you could have all of the money paid refunded. This surgeon made you way too large and did not do as you instructed and paid for at all. I believe that you will receive a settlement and that will help. I would have the implants removed and let them heal for a while. Many girls here have healed so well and some many months later. I hope that you think about not doing any more surgeries other than removal asap. You looked perfect before the first surgery and I believe that you have a chance to heal as close to what you were born with but it will take time to heal. More surgeries will only cause further damage and scars. The shape will be better than you think and the skin will reshape. I am so much older and had large implants for years very white thin skin and it is retracting already in less than 3 weeks. I do not know you but I would like to hear one day that you are happy with the results. I am praying. xo
T
November 7, 2016
If the only route to remove them is that surgeon then I would make an appt asap if there is no charge and you have no other way now. It is a quick surgery and you could do it under local as most of the girls on this site have done and state that it only takes approximately 1/2 hour.
H
November 16, 2016
Dear tyrealself,
Thank you for your prayers- that truly means a lot! This site and women who can relate to what I'm going through really means the world to me right now!
Thank you for your prayers- that truly means a lot! This site and women who can relate to what I'm going through really means the world to me right now!
H
November 16, 2016
And he did offer removal, but under general with capsule removal and drains so it will be a little tougher. I also know I will need a lift since I had extra skin before surgery and the thought of having to wait on that and go through general twice is pretty scary for me. I have to travel to see him again and look at before and after photos of lifts before I make a decision about going that route. I spoke to another surgeon who said he can do both procedures at once which is appealing, but of course would be much more expensive. I've had a lot of life stuff happening that I've had to put this on the back burner for now, but I just can't wait for the day that I can be healed and free of this!
L
October 28, 2016
hoping you get a revision soon to help alleviate your pain
H
November 4, 2016
Thank you so much. I hope it will be possible soon too. My ps offered to do revision and I'm not sure if I should let him do my explant and lift for financial reasons or find another surgeon.
T
November 3, 2016
I had my explants on 10/21/16 and wish I never had them. Please do nothing more to your breast. You will be very happy one day that you did nothing more. I had saline from 92-98 and silicone from 98-16. I had a chance in 98 to just remove them but like you had no one to talk to and the PS's are not helpful other than more surgery, etc. Wish this site was available then but happy that it is here now. Most likely I would have replaced or had a lift and this site (all the very sweet girls sharing) guided me to the right decision to explant and do nothing more. Another surgery would cause additional scars and may damage your breast tissue. You are young and will heal over time so much better than you think. I am praying for your healing. <3
H
November 4, 2016
Thank you so much for sharing! I am so excited to be implant free one day- I'm so ready for it. Congrats on your surgery and for getting rid of the silicone! I don't know why I ever thought that was a good idea!
T
November 4, 2016
Every comment that you made and others to your story is how I feel too. I had a cc with severe swelling (3X the normal size) and had to leave it for 14 days because of my business. I believe that the cc and swelling damaged the breast. If I would have just found this site and removed them years ago but at least I found it now. I hope that you have them removed asap. I thought you had them removed. Your results will be much better than you think and you will be very happy. Yes I am so happy that the silicone is out and thank you. What was I thinking!!! Every surgeon said to leave them alone but that was the worst advise ever. I went to approx 10 top rated PS's. I had no idea that you could end up with swelling like that and it becomes an emergency. I really suffered because my business would have been destroyed if I did not survive the two weeks and I was in pain not sleeping and working day and night. The scars will heal over time and you will naturally adjust back to before the surgeries. Drink lots of water. I am so sorry that you have been through so much.
H
November 7, 2016
I'm sorry for you too, women should not put themselves through this! Implants definitely are not for everyone!
Have you posted your pics on here to see what other docs say?