Face-lift, Brow Lift, Buccal Fat Pads Removed, Neck Liposuction - Atlanta, GA

Here's my before on the left. The computer imaged results I was supposed to get after having surgery. As you can see, I look worse and definitely NOTHING LIKE THE EXPERIENCE AFTER PICTURE

Well, I look back to not only my pictures but my life prior to surgery. I really wanted to just have brows lifted and fix some minor sagging of the neck. Now, 4 years later, I can honestly saw that I am way worse. It would have been nice to at least have SOMETHING better after 20 grand and all of that physical and emotional suffering. The brows are hideous and absolutely ridiculous looking. The middle of my brows are high and the lateral of my brows are low. The eyelids are sagging touching my lashes. Having the sides lower than the middle with sagging lids is not cute. So what do I do: I wear bangs and thick glasses to cover my brows completely. I hide. My neck- I just don't look in the mirror anymore. My hairline: I don't wear my hair up. I made the mistake of trying to wear my hair in a ponytail twice. The first time a casual aquantaince said "what kind of accident did you have?" The 2nd time a friend (who I hadn't told about this) said "your hairline is so strait, that's weird!" (she meant it jovially and never would have said it if she had known I had such an problem and depression over this. If I didn't have the scars, if I didn't have the neck disfigured, if I didnt have the brows disfigured..... If I didn't have the surgery.... Should I get fillers? Should I have more surgery? Should I continue to hide, gain weight, keep invisible? I ask myself these questions every single day. My life prior to surgery was optimistic and vibrant. I was dating, enjoying life. Since then? I do my absolute best to be invisible. No eye contact, no makeup, gained at least 40 lbs, glasses, I wear a lot of black. I'm on medication for depression. I feel like if I can just not make eye contact then I cant see people looking at me like WTF?