BR Revision & TT and flank lipo- Atlanta, GA

This is a my second BR my first PS didn't get it smaller.
I had have big boobs from the start but at least they were not hanging and ugly but perky and round. After breast feeding two children they lost all that and are more in the way of things. I am a equestrian and they do give me problems during riding. I can't wear button shirts because I have to buy them bigger and therefore all the figure fit gets lost and they just hang on me like a sack. If I buy them in my size based on the rest of my body the buttons in the middle will stretch out and it looks just horrible. So 15 years later I finally took my guts and scheduled the surgery. I has done a lot of research online and saw a couple different PSs. Unfortunately my first surgery didn't bring the results I expected. My PS was supposed to take more out. Due to my not dense breast tissue we wanted to add small implants to get upper pole and form. The PS took the same amount out than he but in silicon back in therefore I even think my breast are now slightly bigger the shape is ok left but on the right side all upper pole was gone shortly after surgery. After meeting with my PS who offered a second surgery free of his charge but with vague 10-15% less breast outcome. I decided to go with a different surgeon this time as my trust to my first wasn't very high anymore. I really hope this will work! I also going to have the long wished TT and a little Lipo on my tights to say good bye to all my extra belly skin. I have to say I am quite scared about the TT way more than I was with the BR. That's it so far...

Honestly I am about to freak out. I am scared things will not come out right like last time or even worse. I dreamed last night that I canceled the entire surgery because I was to chicken to do it. That's exactly how I feel today. My stanch feels like it's turning all morning. I hope I soon will go into the excited phase. I feel I will have problems with that. Last time I Counsler wait even so I was a little nervous about something going wrong. This time as soon as I get excited a little devil seems to say don't get excited maybe it will look worse after. Definitely something to do with the first PS missing the point or a reduction. However I trust my new PS she will handle it fine she even told me she has ordered smaller implants just in case so she is pre-pared for SMALL. Which didn't help my friend who was supposed to be the surgery nurse was told by her boss she can't do it. My PS is trying to talk to the hospital admin to request her for me. However my friend will wait in the room before I will close my eyes she said. I will try to post some embarrassing tummy pictures later.

So I was very nervous about it and started shaking on the way to my appointment. I has to drop my car on the way at the dealer ship for service and got a loaner. Didn't make it easier driving in a strange car. Believe it or not I got lost right in front of my PS office and ended up being 15 min late. I had to sign several things and had problems doing it because I was shaking so bad. The front desk lady was really sweet about it so. I wasn't scared about the visit it just makes it all so much more real. I meet the nurse Heather and I like her a lot. She went over all the stuff regarding medication, what and what not to take, pain recovery gave me a booklet where I also had it all in writing and of course my prescriptions. It was an entire page wow. Hope I won't need half of it. She shows me how the drains will work. My PS also came in and we discussed what we going to do. We decided on a catheter during surgery and the night at the hospital because I had issues last time. My bladder was about to busty the night after surgery because I couldn't pee. This way we avoid to have to put one in while I am awake. We also decided that she will be leaving her options open as if to exchange my implants to smaller once or maybe even take them out she will go which whatever will give me the closes to my goal size and form. I am fine with that. She told me that in case she takes them out I will have one more set of drains. Usually the last drain will be removed about 3 weeks after but they have seen them up to 6 weeks after :-( please not mine. I really dislike the drain stuff jay because if must be so uncomfortable. My PS also confirmed the good news again that she spoke to the boss of my friend and she now is allowed to be the RN working with her during my surgery. Yah :-))). On one hand it will be embarrassing having my friend see me that way but it just is nice to know someone extra you know is looking out for you. After I was done at that office they sent me for registering over to the hospital. That went pretty good and the nurse there told me I have the best PS she loves her and actually wants he reduction as well and my PS would be the only one she would do it with because she knows her results are amazing. That of course felt great. Now it got son late I ask if I can just call in to pay my bill because I needed to get home for my kids and atlanta traffic was about to get bad. I was still shaking on my way home of course stuck in traffic. Today I will drop my list of prescriptions of at my pharmacy and getting vitamin C which I was told yesterday. This morning the shaking is as good as gone. Can't believe I have less than a week and I am really doing it. That is soo crazy... Oh and I ask the doc to take a picture of all the stuff I going to get rid off. She was like ok if it's not to hectic and nobody will think she's nuts she will take one.
Almost forgot I was told due to my eyelid surgery I won't be aloud to read for 2-3 days. Darn I got several books to keep me busy what am I hing to do while I have to be in bed. I will have to elevate my head and upper body like in a recliner but they also want me to elevate my legs to take pressure of my lower back. I wore my favorite bikini to the pre-op to show her how low I need my scare. No problem she said. When she looked at my scares from my previous BR she assured me that they will be way better now because she doesn't use any outside stitches and she used tape for at least 6 weeks so they will be flat, thin and not as red, good news because mine got wider and wider. I think I am starting to get excited too. Picture of my tummy still to come I have to do that from my Ipad because that's where I took them. Good luck to anyone having surgery shortly!!!