Mommy Makeover

My date is set and I'm all paid up. Feeling excited and scared. Hoping I made the right decision with my PS. He's nice and knowledgeable with great bed side manner. I did a lot of research so much so that I almost scared myself out of having the surgery. LOL. I had about 6 consultations and I narrowed it down to 2 PS before going deciding to go with Dr. Struck. Part of the reason, why I chose Dr. Struck is because of his availability in performing my surgery this month. I was ready. I knew what I wanted, seen enough Surgeons and but really I just wanted it done. I originally planned on having my surgery later in the fall, then I moved it to August, but I finally decided on this month because all I kept thinking about were my boobs and my TT. In order to stop, I figured I needed to get it over with so that I could go on with my life. LOL! Another reason, I went with Dr. Struck was bc his price was reasonable and I could afford to get it done now verses waiting a few more months.

A little about me...I have three kids, 10 year old twins and a 1.5 year old. The twins left my stomach looking and a prune and I have never been able to show my stomach since having them. My last one refused to stop breastfeeding until I forced her to stop at 13 months. So you see why I have no boobs. I am 5'4" about 118lbs. I am a 32 sometimes 34 A. Pre-kids, I was a full B sometimes C. I'm hoping to be a full C. I'm thinking of 400cc-425cc. The dr. thinks I can go 450cc. I'm not sure. I just don't want to be huge!

Hi RS ladies, just posting some more pictures of my pre-op self. I re-read my last post and I was rambling, sorry:-/ I hate hate my muffin top. I can't wait to be able to wear dresses. I hardly wear dresses now because I have no boobs. I am alway wearing pants or jeans so that my belly fat could be hidden. I'm really really nervous about the scar, and breast size. I only showed my doctor a picture of what I wanted. I didn't really get to try on sizers because he said that wasn't really accurate. He did say it all depends on my body and what could actually fit inside my breast pocket. I want to be a full C cup, no too big and not too small but I feel that statement is so ambiguous. I hope they turn out nice. I have yet to tell my mom or my husband's mom (she lives with us) about my surgery. I just feel they won't understand. I've hitter it in the past and they have both been so against it. My husband was against the BA at first and still is to some extent but has been coming around. The ladies here have been awesome. I really feel like I'm not alone in this, especially the moms who have had twins. The stomach is never really the same.

Today I had second thoughts for a moment about this whole ordeal. My aunt called and asked if I was absolutely sure I wanted to do both procedures as she had heard it is quite dangerous. Freaked the heck out of me. I remained calm though and told her I'm in good hands. I just didn't want her to feel that I was nervous too and to worry more. I also made a call to the doctors office for some consoling. LOL. They say they get this all the time. I keep thinking what if I'm not happy after the surgery...what if my scar is too high or crocked and my boobs are uneven or too big or too small. I'm even dreaming these things now. Just excited and scared:-/