34 A/B, 33 Y/o, No Kids, 5'8", 135 Lbs.

So I am writing this at 4:30am. I woke up from a weird dream, and now I am back on here reading reviews. I've been wanting to write my own, but putting it off (so why not now). I am 33 years old with no kids. I am 5'8" and 135 lbs. Right now I am a 34 small B in my L breast, and an A in my R breast. I have always known I was going to get a BA since I was a young teenager (15 or so). I was so excited when my breasts began to change and grow. I impatiently waited for them to "get bigger" once their growth started, but it never happened. Once I got into high school I stopped telling myself they'd still might grow more. My younger and older sister, and my mother have a DDD, DD, full C sizes respectively. Though I seemed to miss the handing down of breast tissue I was definitely blessed with a nice butt, thankfully! I've always thought of getting an augmentation since I was younger and throughout my later years, but I would always talk myself out of it, or scare myself out of it. This year I just decided to do a some research and make an appointment for a consultation just to see what might happen. I am a very health conscious individual, so I struggle with idea of unnecessarily submitting my body to surgery and the drugs, as well as having potentially hazardous materials inside me. I've thought about pros and cons, and why, and why not. All in all, I want to feel comfortable in my skin. I wear an ultra padded push-up bra with thick cutlets just to achieve a look I feel comfortable about when I dress. I'm tired of it. Yes I go out braless sometimes, and I'm fine. I'm not concerned with others seeing how small my breasts are - I know they're small, but I constantly wish and want, and fantasize about how they'd look if they we not uneven and larger. I want a full C. I want to look natural and proportionate. I was so hesitant about the size. I was sized during my 1st consultation, my second visit, and during my pre-op with the surgeon. Finally decided that my implant would be a 400cc, silicone, high profile. Of course the doctor mentioned that there will be 3 or 4 other sizes (ranging 350cc - 425cc) in the operating room just in case. I have been so nervous. I get bouts of excitement and butterflies, and then I also get bouts of anxiety and bad thoughts. My pre-op appointment was fairly long only because I had so many concerns, and worries. I spoke with the nurse and the surgeon. I showed them pictures of breast augmentations that showcased what I hoped for and also of what I did not want. My three MAJOR concerns were anesthesia, safety of the implant, and looking natural. My breasts are dense, and very prone to cysts. I have had 2 previous lump removals, and recently (this morning) had a very large cyst aspirated - 9cc of fluid. So of course, my very first concern and question for the doctor was my safety, and whether it was alright for me to get a BA. I've had many breast ultra sounds, seen many different doctors - FNP's, breast surgeons, gynecologists, general practitioners, and integrative medicine M.D.s , and all assured me a BA would be fine with the type of breasts and breast issues that I have. Sorry if this review seems random and lengthy. I want to make sure I speak about what I have had to address for this procedure. These reviews and the videos that I watch on youtube REALLY help me out, and I hope that my review can help out one person at least. I'll post pictures of my pre-op breasts soon. I think I'm getting tired now, so yea. I'll post again soon! Thank you for reading this, and may your surgery go well with a speedy recovery <3 .

Super excited and nervous about the surgery! I went out this weekend and bought all my pre-op stuff: - ice packs - dial soap - prescription meds (Percocet, Keflex, and zofran) - some fresh fruit and veggies (washed, pre-cut, and baggied) - other "easy to eat" foods - stool softener - memory foam neck pillow I also did all my wash washed my bedding, washing my doggie tomorrow. I set everything up so it is within my reach when I'm in my bed, on the couch. or in the kitchen. I will have someone helping the day of surgery as well as the entire following day (very thankful for that). I also posted my pre-op boobies. The L is a small size B and the R is a size A. Again my stats are 34A/B, 5'8", 135lbs, 33y/o, no kids.

Just wanted to post a pic of the final size I am hoping for. In this pic I have on my super padded push-up with my thick cutlet inserts. I'm hoping my final size can be somewhere close to this.