11 Months Post Op. Round 2 set for March 12th 2015

Im all packed and ready to go. I think I have about 13 or 14 days before I leave I'm still taking my medications I even started doubling them up to make sure my irons great. Biotin, folic acid , vitamin C, vitamin B and 2 pure absorb every day + 4 iron pills a day. I hate that I'm going by myself it makes me scared have been reading a lot about a whole bunch of Death here recently and I have a lot to live for and don't want to die. I prayed a lot and now I'm not scared I'm just nervous last year I was so filled with excitement there was no room to get scared or nervous now because I'm not excited as I was last year there's a lot of room for nervousness and scary thoughtsin my mind.... I wish I had a friend you going to go with me so I won't go by myself but I'm going to stay prayed up and stay positive

I just called and talked to Dr Cabral assistant Maria.... She remembers me and my surgery buddy from last year. She was like "Ooooo, remember you. You where here with your sister last year. In the same room. Room 305 right?" I said "Yes, you remember me?" she said "I'd never forget you".... Then the line dropped and she called me right back. She looked up my info and told me to call back a week before surgery so they can have my paperwork pulled from last year. She asked was I staying there again. I told her no ill be in a recovery house this time. She told me to tell my "sister" hi and to take care and she will see me March 12th!

I have 16 days left until my round 2 I am so freaking excited but I'm also nervous because I'm going by myself this time. I just want to come back with everything that I went there for and to come back healthy.