It's Done!!
Hey Everyone! I have been stalking the site for...
Hey Everyone! I have been stalking the site for about two months now! You girls rock!! your testimonies have been awesome and it has really helped me in my decision making process. I have wanted this procedure for at least 12 years and I believe that now is my time. I won't' pretend like I am not nervous, but I am still excited.
Here is a little about me! I am 34 years old,...
I am 34 years old, 5'4 and 175 lbs. My highest weight was 270 and it has taken me a long time to finally be at a stable weight. I have gained and loss so many times and with exercise and hard work, I am now stable at 175. I have been overweight my entire life...well, since I was 10 I've been extremely heavy. So, this is not my goal weight. I would love to be 150 lbs. but that just hasn't happened so I decided to go ahead to get the surgery.
I see how awesome everyone elses pics look and my biggest fear is that I will go through all of this and the results not be what I want. I am afraid to have super high expectations because I don't want to be disappointed, but I don't want to think negatively either. I haven't really gotten excited and my surgery is 4 days away. My friends are all happy for me and I look forward to getting to that level of excitement. I just want everything to be ok. Did anyone else feel this way?
By the way, I don't have any before pictures just yet. I took some with my phone but I was afraid my boys would look in my phone and be branded for life! LOL!
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Welcome to RealSelf! I'm excited for you. Only post photos if you're comfortable doing it. It's very helpful to others, but not everyone's cup of tea. If you do post photos I recommend cropping out your head/face.
Your big day is coming right up. Do you have all your supplies ready?


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