Permanent brows laser off with PicoWay VANCOUVER, BC

I've been through hell in the last year, I basically have lived my life day by day with no sign of life. It's a complete 360 from the person I am. After my botch job in Mar 2015 I've just made bad choices over bad choices to correct the FIRST worse choice ever that's out me into this roller coaster ride! Just a brief summary: I have never considered PMU that's why I did no research or anything; I really have no idea about all the [RS bleep] that comes with. Yes call me stupid bc that's what I AM. (Note cosmetics tattoo ink is completely different from body ones) My over 12 years beautician who I completely trust bc of the years of making my skin gorj actually did this to me, that's why I didn't think about it! Again paragraph above I trust her. Anyways, I should have had my limitations and from the get go I was already kinda like umm...I dunno about this...but she made it sound so incredibly great, so I was somewhat swayed! FYI I don't really wear makeup except for mascara & gloss, so it was a shock and I was in shock! Anyways what she deems as pretty and good work is NO where close to mine. She doesn't even know or asked how I apply my makeup when days I do go out with (party only) and secondly she convince me that All would look great and very natural. She also said she changed my tails in my brows bc of future sagging and same goes for my eyeliner it's completely winged so far away from my damn eyes and so f#%@ uneven and my lower which she said was lash line enhanced looks like permanent dirty smudgy eye like I cry all the time (which I actually do now) isn't if people are to get this done isn't it supposed to be natural as possible and to enhance your features and not change it?!! Hell!!! After that devastation I was so so depressed and desparate to have it removed! And thus comes my second major mistake all stemming from the first. I went to a place that told me that they can remove my botch and honestly when your stuck in depression you really can't hear anything else. All I heard was "yes I can remove it" to me that was a delight but of course it ended up worse. The lady re-tattooed on top of my botch but she did follow my correct natural brows and hairs however I didn't ask for that nor did she tell me that she was going to do that and then I ended up with an even darker tattoo and 2 tails on my brows. Let's not add that I have horrible eyeliner as well top & bottom. So 2nd botch I ended up with damaged and permanent lost hair follicles and scarring with 2 tails now and some nerve damage issues in left brow. So after all this trauma...I have come to the point where laser removal might be my last and only option! I am very scared. Ink contain iron oxidize and titanium oxide as well and my concern of darkening, turning black, ghosting and everything else that comes with its risk is constantly going and racing thru my head. My bday is the day I'm having my first treatment and I am hoping that I am lucky enough to have the better or the pros of laser removal. This is for my sanity! 1st botch by friend graduate from BioTouch Canada used bio touch ink brunette on brows and jet black on liners 2nd botch burn off removal and added new black ink to brows. I went to see Dr. Boey Feb 1 and he did 3 test patches on my right brow. And I am having my 1st removal on Feb 15 fingers cross and be the best bday ever PLEASE.

Today is my bday and I'm even more depressed then normal. Couldn't sleep for days as I was so nervous and anxious about the possible laser removal of this hideous thing that is on my face to have a huge blow to my heart.
Unfortunately I was not able to laser remove my PMU brows today as 2 weeks from the 3 test patches showed darkening. The test patch was done with the Medlight C6 laser and it didn't work! Dr. Boey said that we should not go ahead. He did mention the new Picosure ladder and asked if I would like to do 1 test patch to see if this laser would work. He didn't charge me for it. I did do the test patch and will be back Mar 7 to see if it worked. However I don't have high hopes at all! Today I only wished for it to work and it didn't.

I'm even more lost and struggling more.

So update, my first test spot was Feb 1; 3 spots on the right brow with the Medlite C6 after weeks went back to have it checked for removal. The test spots darkened so that was a fail. Had another test spot done only 1 as the Dr was worried of leaving darken spots all over my fugly brows. He did it with the Picosure laser. Honestly I'm not sure where he did that test spot bc I didn't really feel anything bc I was highly disappointed I couldn't be treated. But he said on the outer edge. I'm hoping that I have the right outer edge that he zapped bc I can see (mind u I am not mind solid now) that there is lightening and I can sort of see it do a light splash look. Again can possibly be in my brain.
I have 2 colours on my brows original brunette 1 years old that has faded into a weird peachy flesh looking tone and black on top that is 7 months old (that black ink was not supposed to be applied) I'm hoping that the Picosure can deliver and remove this hideous stuff off!