Implant removal 4yr old 425cc 28 no kids

I'm wanting to remove my four year old 425cc mentor silicon implants. I got them at the age 24, right after having lost a pregnancy at five months justation. My BF at the time (not anymore) was heavily judgmental of my decrease in breast volume after losing the baby. Being over emotional and extremely insecure at the time, I sprung for a BA and locked down the first doc I met with. I loved them at first and enjoyed being full again, but as time has gone by, I have been experiencing tons of sporadic nerve pain, back and neck pain and soreness and tenderness throughout my breasts, and the most pain in my right breast. I am ready for these things to be gone ASAP, be back to my natural self.. I'm currently going to consultations and trying to find a surgeon. Looking to have this done before fall. I'm so on the fence about whether or not to get a lift. I want to be a 32C, I think that's perfect for my tiny frame but I do have quite a bit of breast tissue, and am afraid they won't go back to that size without a lift to remove the skin. I really want to split the procedures apart but the cost is outrageous to do it that way. Struggling with what to do.

I have decided to have just the explant procedure and see how the healing goes and whether or not i will need a lift after a year or more. My health insurance is covering the removal, and I cannot wait to be back to my whole, natural self.

It's almost 4am and I haven't slept a wink. Not a single position is comfortable as I feel these huge implants squishing into all corners of my breast pocket. I was so annoyed earlier tonight when I tried to cuddle with my BF and be the big spoon. I couldn't get close to him without my implants hurting me and being in the way. 8 days and it cannot come soon enough. I find it so mind boggling that I wanted to look like this and didn't get my implants a second thought until the last year and a half. Funny how life works out and your mind and outlook matures. I wish I had never done this to begin with, but I'll be so glad when it's over. I really have a good feeling about the results post explant. I'm also reading a lot about women finding sensitivity back in their breast after removal. I know nothing is guaranteed, but I'm crossing my fingers big time for that kind of result. Anyone else notice sensation coming back after explant/removal? Any hope would be awesome. Wishing I could fall asleep even for just an hour or so.....