520cc Breast Augmentation and Mini Tummy Tuck, 5’0” 100lbs

Boob greed mind f*ck? What is this body dysmorphia? Haha. Welcome any comments, have no one else to talk to about it.
I’m a 38-year-old mom of three. Had first breast augmentation 12 years ago - was 32AA and got 350cc silicone under muscle. Three kids, lots of weight gain and loss, 3 c-sections in the last 10 years. Got my body to the weight I wanted and did a mom makeover - got 520cc Natrelle inspira SRF implants on 1/14/21.
The body dysmorphia or boob greed is real. I guess I’m looking for real like minded people like me to tell
me if these look like my wish pics. I had absolutely no breast tissue at all. In fact, my surgeon said when he took my old implants out, I was concave.
My surgeon was great and I was very upfront and honest and told him exactly what I wanted. We didn’t go over CC because he went all based on the pics I brought which I’m going to put in here too.
Why can’t I stop thinking they’re not big enough? Have I gone crazy? I think it’s the culmination of saving each month for 8 years and finally its all done and I want to make sure I got the big, full look I wanted.
Of course different angles look so different. So I can’t help but keep looking on here at everyone else’s pics and wonder if mine are big like I wanted. Also feel guilt for actually obsessing over it. Anyone else??? Why can’t enough be enough?
Thanks for any insight! Does anyone else feel this way?

Here are pics 4 weeks post op. Since this was my second augment there’s no drop and fluff to wait for.

The tummy tuck scar is very purple but these bottoms are skimpy and I think I can still hide it under this summer.

There is a little rippling in my cleavage. It’s nothing compared to before but I can see it. I have no breast tissue so I knew this would probably happen again but it’s ok. Still totally worth it!

I just wanted to update that I had a revision on 4/12/21 going from 520cc to 800cc silicone under the muscle.
As a petite woman, I couldn't get a surgeon to take me seriously when I said I wanted 800cc. They all projected their views on what they thought looked natural and what they thought would be best.
I did about a dozen new consults with surgeons in the Baltimore and DC area. When I met Dr. Schreiber of Baltimore Plastic Surgery, I instantly knew I wanted him to do the revision. Dr. Schreiber listened to me, took me serious, respected what I asked for and was completely supportive!!!!!! There is no other doctor that I have met that has made me feel so comfortable and at ease and non-judgmental about my feelings and goals from surgery.
He spent so much time sitting down with me listening to all of my concerns and experiences with my previous surgeon. My surgery was painless, the recovery was a breeze, and the outcome is even better than I imagined. Any question that popped up post surgery, I was able to text him and he would immediately respond.
I am so so so happy with my whole experience with Dr. Schreiber and his awesome, caring staff that treated me like family. The results and level of care I received are one in a million. I can’t highly recommend Dr. Schreiber enough!
I also hope any other women out there that have gone through the same of experience of being petite or just having your surgeon not listen to you, there are wonderful docs out there. Find one that respects your decision and choices without hesitation. Or travel to Maryland and see Dr. Schreiber!
800cc is large but it is perfect for me and I couldn't be happier. I am also able to hide them under clothes easily and wanted to share photos.
Finally happy and relieved to get exactly what I've wanted and saved for. Super grateful to this awesome doc and team.