39, 3 kids and I want my pre baby body back before my 40th birthday! Tummy Tuck here I come

I have wanted this for 18 years and finally decided to do it. I’m so nervous and happy! Counting down the days. I have dieted, exercised, tried everything to get rid of the belly. I get frustrated and gain it all back. I am so tired of the roller coaster.... I just want off. Getting my belly back will be the start of my new life.

This was really hard to put this on a public site. I will post pics as soon as SX is over.