I am 22 yrs old, 4'10.5" and 97-100lbs. I have wanted a boob job for what seems like a decade now. My mom and a few of my aunts have had breast augmentation as well as several of my girlfriends so I've had great support in choosing to get mine done as well. I have been researching extensively for about 6 months. I had consults with 3 different surgeons and I booked my surgery back in Janurary. Tonight is the night before surgery, I feel like I've been counting down for weeks and now I can't belive it's actually here!
Tomorrow, I will be getting Mentor's silicone implants under the muscle with the under the breast incision. My right breast is smaller than my left so they will be using a larger implant on the right side. My surgeon said he will decide in surgery what is going to fit best, the options are: 350cc (R) and 325cc (L) OR 320cc (R) and 295cc (L), all ultra high profile. I am nervous about sizing, UHP seems unideal as it looks the most "fake" but the surgeon explained this would be necessary because I have such a small/narrow chest diameter and he said if we used a smaller profile, my breasts would be too lateral.
Other concerns:
1) My breasts are so small now, it's hard to tell but I think my nipples point a bit more lateral than they do straight on, so I'm wondering if this will be amplified by the augmentation (not a big deal, only my boyfriend will see them anyways!).
2) Since I am so small chested, I am slightly worried about stretch marks, though this seems rare from the countless other reviews I have read.
3) I have a history of Cycilc Vomitting Sydrome (CVS), and have never been put under before so I'm worried about nausea/worst case, vomiting after surgery from the anesthesia as I have an incredibly weak stomach (and I've had IV zofran in the past with no success).
4) Finally, I'm a nursing student in my final, precepting class. I am scheduled to be back in the MICU for clinical 9 days post op and I'm definitely worried about over exerting myself while boosting and turning patients but I'm going to plan on taking it day by day and pushing my clinical hours back if needed.
Overall, I'm just so excited to have boobs. Being flat chested has been my second greatest insecurity (preceded by cystic acne) and I'm excited to gain more confidence after the healing process is over. Oddly though, within the past few weeks, I've began admiring my tiny, natural boobs and appreciating them more than ever. I know I won't miss them but did anyone else get this sudden appreciation for their natural breasts just before surgery? Anywho, super excited and need to try to force myself to get some sleep! Will hopefully update tomorrow!!
Updated on 11 Mar 2020:
Hello, hello! I am attaching some before pics both nude and in a couple tops I want to do a before and after comparison in!
Arrived to the surgical center at noon, had an IV started by a wonderful nurse. Talked to the anesthesiologist who was equally as great, he answered all of my questions about the medications I would receive (which was relieving bc as a nursing student, I feel like people get annoyed when I ask so many questions but it was just genuine curiosity and excitement I felt about being on the patient side of things!)
Dr. Williams of The Plastic Surgery Group in Cincinnati came in to do my markings, I asked what size of the two options he was going to do (again the options were all Ultra High Profile, either 350 in the right and 325 in the left OR 325 in right and 295 in left). He said he would try sizers and see what he thought was going to fit best but reminded me the smaller size would likely be chosen if my chest was very tight (and we knew I had very little tissue to begin with) I told him I trusted him and would be delighted with either. Then, I was immediately rolled to the OR by two nurses after getting a hug from my mom.
In the OR, they began to strap my arms out laterally, they hooked up some leads to my back, put SCD pumps on my legs (to prevent blood clots) and got me nice and comfy. They put a non rebreather mask on me and encroached me to take deep breaths. I specifically remember the propofol (sedation medication) start working, it was a really cool feeling and I just remember feeling it work slightly and my eyes were still open, I said goodbye (lmao) and then it got really heavy and boom, I was out.
I will make another post about waking up to describe my pain!
If you have any questions, please lmk! I’m very open to sharing as much as I can about all of this :)
Updated on 11 Mar 2020:
So, when I woke up from anesthesia, I felt wonderful! Like maybe 2/10 pain if that, I could just tell it was tight and hard to breathe in deeply. I kept saying how happy I was to have boobs! I could barely see them from the position I was in and immediately felt they looked small (I think I was just still loopy lol). I asked my mom what size she chose and she ~thinks~ the surgeon said he used the smaller of the two options (325 R, 295 L, both UHP Mentor implants, under the muscle). He told my mom I did great and she said he told her over and over that he thinks I’m going to be very happy with the results!
I was told I could not take my bra off for 48 hours and felt slightly frustrated bc I just desperately wanted to see them! Just have to be patient I suppose. Getting up to walk to the wheelchair, I felt decently UNSTEADY on my feet and it was difficult climbing into my mom’s big car.
They me I could take my pain med as soon as I got home (they prescribed Percocet which is a small amount of oxy plus a high dose of Tylenol). During my last preop appointment a couple of weeks ago, my nurse said since I’m really small, I should try half a pill.
We got home ~45-50 min after I had woken up, And I felt more pain and tightness during the drive. My boyfriend met us at our house and I’m so glad he was able to give me some support behind my back to help me sit up and get out of the car.
I wanted to take half my pill as soon as I walked in the door but my mom said I needed to eat first or I would get nauseous. Having such a weak stomach, I agreed. Like 10 min go by of eating and I’m in horrible pain, honestly worst pain I’ve ever felt (bc I’m realizing I’ve never really hurt myself that bad before luckily lol). I took half a pain pill then, made it another maybe 5 min at the dinner table and I couldn’t take it anymore, I needed to go lay down.
30 minutes pass and my pain is still the same if not worse, I’d literally give it a 9 or 10/10. I asked my mom for the other half of the pill and took it. I didn’t start feeling ~better~ until exactly two hours after the first half was taken. Though I was still at a 6/10 at that point.
Within 30 min of that (so 2.5 hrs after first dose) I finally felt comfy as my mom rearranged my pillows and actually got me into a really nice position bc I couldn’t fall asleep due to discomfort and I have to sleep sitting up/at at least a 30 degree incline, which I never do of course. I was FINALLY able to doze off for a bit and I made it about 50 min before I woke up to go to the bathroom. I felt really comfy when I first woke up but as soon as my mom helped me get out of bed, it was back up to a 6/10. Movement is just no bueno right now. But I’m back in bed with an ice pack on and probs back down to a 3/10! Getting my next dose here in ~50 min!
At this point, it’s painful to reach my hand to my face to even just scratch my nose and I’m keeping my arms very close to my side with my elbows tucked.
Pictures my mom took when I woke up are attached, again I can’t really get a real look till Friday which I’m okay with at this point because it causes me far too much pain to move right now anyways. I did ask my bf to try to look down at my nipples because they felt very soft through my bra, though I didn’t have much sensation in them and I wanted to know if they were super stretched out. Bf said they looked fine, my breasts were just high up and very tight.
Updated on 11 Mar 2020:
Sorry, for some reason, I’m still not seeing the before pictures I uploaded. Hopefully this will work.
Updated on 12 Mar 2020:
Still experiencing a pretty high level of pain that gets significantly worse when I stand up to go to the bathroom. My mom and boyfriend have been incredibly helpful, they are basically doing all of ADL’s for me (brushing my teeth, washing my face, preparing meals, etc). My mom wanted to try to wean me off the Percocet by increasing the time between doses and I was like woooah hold up there I still want the pills for now, I’m not ready yet.
My breasts are definitely swollen. My skin feels tight af and they are pretty warm/hot to the touch. My mom lifted the bottom part of my bra to see if there was any drainage out of the incisions and she told me there wasn’t any. Already ready for these puppies to drop and fluff lol.
Still haven’t seen them yet, looking forward to seeing them before showering tomorrow but also nervous to take the bra off bc it feels like it’s giving them so much support and holding them in place basically. Will update with pics tomorrow!
Updated on 13 Mar 2020:
Today I started feeling much better. I was able to get out of bed without assistance (still experiencing some pain), I walked around a lot, could go to the bathroom, wash my face and brush my teeth, and even feed myself.
With concerns of COVID, I’m now at my boyfriends house since some of my family members are showing signs of the virus and I can’t imagine having a respiratory problem on top of already not being able to deep breathe or cough.
My mom and boyfriend have been nothing short of incredible. My boyfriend washed everything for me in the shower tonight, so gently and thoroughly and I feel 10x better now that I’m clean again!
Attaching pics, they are very high up (nearly up to my armpits it seems), taut, and shiny but I can already tell they are going to be perfect when they settle in a few months! I was worried they would be too lateral and not medial enough but they don’t go far off the diameter of my chest wall so I’m very, very pleased. I’m looking forward to my post op appointment on Tuesday to hear what the doc thinks and to get the dressings off and see the scars!
If you have any questions, don’t hesitate to ask!! I know I had a bajillion questions even leading up to the day of surgery so I’m happy to help :)
Updated on 14 Mar 2020:
My pain has been well managed today and I’m going to try to start taking less medication! I did get nauseous for the first time today so I took a phenergan pill this morning. I have been up and moving a lot more and doing more ADLs independently. I think the worst of it is over, now it’s time to just be patient and let these babies settle!
Updated on 15 Mar 2020:
Off the pain meds! Just taking extra strength Tylenol. The implants are (of course) still very high up but I’m loving them more and more everyday!
Haven’t had a BM since the day of surgery. Ate a can of corn, took a hot bath, and took a stool softener with no success yet. Stomach is definitely feeling full and bloated!
Updated on 17 Mar 2020:
Today I saw my surgeon 6 days post op. I’m pretty pleased with the incisions! They were perfectly placed and so much smaller than expected. The one on my right boob is a bit prettier than the one on the left but I think they are both going to heal very well.
My surgeon had me hold my firsts together and flex my pecs while he pushed my implants medially and wowwww that hurt! He did say I can stop laying at an incline (thank god, my back and butt are really sore and I can’t sleep worth a damn because I’m constantly shifting my weight) but I need to remain flat on my back. He predicts about 7 more days of laying flat and then I can advance to my side as tolerated when the soreness is gone/bearable. He also predicted they will start dropping within 10-14 days. He says the muscle stretches will help move around and drain the fluids/swelling.
Overall, I couldn’t be happier with how they are looking - they are the perfect size for my very small self. I am so happy I researched and found the perfect surgeon with so much experience. They can be hidden easily in shirts and yet they will look wonderful when I want to show them off in the future too. At first, I wished they were slightly bigger but there’s really no where else for them to go, they are already UHP and they are so perfectly on my frame, not very lateral at all (I went into this really not wanting a ton of side boob).
Updated on 17 Mar 2020:
Updated on 19 Mar 2020:
I’ve been so excited about bathing suit shopping (assuming COVID will be cured by summer? ). But I decided to try on my old (size small) bathing suits and was actually so happy they look 100000x more attractive on me now that I have some tatas! I’m only 8 days post op and I’m already soooo happy with how they are settling
Updated on 11 Apr 2020:
So pleased with how quickly the implants have settled.
Sensitivity: Over the past few weeks, the sensitivity of both breasts have been fluctuating. About 2 weeks post op, they were insanely sensitive and I felt very uncomfortable anytime anything would rub against them. For example, if I didn’t wear the tightest sports bra with the ABD pads and could feel any movement of my shirt or bra while moving/walking, it was super uncomfortable. I couldn’t let my boyfriend even touch them. But now they feel totally fine and not too sensitive at all. My right nipple still has very limited sensation but I’ve noticed it increasing as time goes by.
Movement: They move well in their pockets (see video) and I’m able to sleep on my side comfortably. Sleeping on my stomach is a hit or miss though. I started working out again this week and they didn’t feel weird when moving in their pockets (only doing legs and core right now, not much chest yet.. tried one push-up and that was a no go lol).
Incisions: Oh how did I not mention this first!? So I had a stitch left in my right breast on the lateral part of the incision. I contacted my surgeons nurse bc it looked pretty red and inflamed as it kept getting snagged on my bra. They had me start bactrim (an antibiotic especially helpful in treating/preventing skin infections) even though they said it is NOT infected (no warmth, pus, etc just redness from irritation) just as a precautionary. Any who, they had me come in this past Monday and a different surgeon (mine was out of the office) snipped it for me. I’m still left with this blackish looking scab that I wish would just go away already because it looks bad?? I’ll make a separate update just for the incisions to explain that whole process.