- hickory, nc
- 3 years ago
Hi everyone, I am due to have a BR on the 25th of this month and I am terrified. I have worked since last May to lose 30 lbs to get down to under 140lbs, I'm 24 and I am a 36F now. I know the benefits are going to be awesome but I have never had surgery and can't keep the fears away. I have even had nightmares of dying on the table!!! Horrid I know....I have a fear of needles and of the pain I will feel when I wake up....Does anyone have some calming experiences?