Okay Dolls everyone is fearful of surgery in D.R. I on the other hand am fearful of terrorist, robbers, etc. Today is 9/11 and filled with memories of past. I was fearful before watching the news and refugees fleeing their homes for a safe haven. Surely they were not sitting home a year ago thinking , "Next year I will be homeless." Travel guides do have postings for high alerts and to remain low, don't stand out in the airport and all. Now C'mon ladies these big bu**s and standing on most of a flight, sitting on a Boppy is standing out. My hair is blonde and I had previously thought of buying a red or black wig. I do believe life is all God's plan. God did give me a brain and maybe just to live out his plan. All my GOOD choices are Glory to him.My bf gets mad I don't go to the front door, all beveled glass to answer for anyone which desires to knock. For me it takes one guy and one hammer or another tool to break that glass and get whatever he desires. Maybe I am too cautious. As a twelve year old child a blind man came to my family home front door. Long story short he was selling mops and brooms for the blind. He ended up trying an attempt to get me....kidnap, [RS bleep], murder. rob....I dunno. The broom handle he stuck in the door to keep it from closing. I was a child fighting with a man. Screaming my sister ran out of her room. She was fifteen. She helped me with pressing the door. It was hopeless. No way could we lock it with a broom handle. My sister stopped and ran out the back door as I kept fighting. She ran to a neighbors. The ladies in the hood came running. The man was not blind....heeeeellllllllllooooooooo. He starting running from the ladies dropping brooms. All the ladies picked up the brooms chasing him and hitting him with those brooms. A girl of twelve and I had already witnessed four horrible deaths. Two separate incidents. I had to go to the police station at five years old because all the girls in the neighborhood were abused by one man. The things I heard still stick with me today. Worse has happened as an adult that should not be posted on here. Dolls, I am sick of being the chosen one. My plans are not to go thru all this pain of a makeover just to be a target. I do not want to stand out in the airport, on the plane, in a foreign country. Did any dolls go with a disguise? How do you travel so not to be noticed? It has to be for one, "Sit your BBL down!"Thanks Dolls