I have been thinking about this surgery for years and have had several consultations and previously had the surgery scheduled and then cancelled it. I paid for it today, so it looks like I will be going through with it this time. I have two girls that are 9 and 11 and I want to be sending the right message to them. I told them I was having my boobs fixed to how they used to look, although in reality they should look much better than they ever have. I am very nervous about recovery time and need to get back to work within a few days. Is anyone else feeling nervous about upcoming surgery? I am worried what if they look worse or the surgery does not accomplish what I hope it will?