I’m 39. Mom of two. 5’8” tall. Probably over 200 pounds. I don’t weigh myself. Barely a size B. I’ve always wanted to get a BA. I made the decision to get it done Before I turn 40. While trying on the sizers I loved 500 cc. I have it in my head to go with 600 cc so I end up with what I like.
The closer the date gets here the more anxious I get. I’m so excited to go through this journey!
Updated on 26 Nov 2017:
I truly hate looking at my deflated chest. I’m not looking forward to the pain but I am willing to through it to like what I see again.
Updated on 27 Nov 2017:
I’ve read so many reviews since January. I have gotten most of what has been recommended from others on here in anticipation of making my recovery as smooth as possible. Such as small ice packs, bendy straws, front button nightgowns, and some colace. We’ve even purchased a movable base for our bed.
I’m having a hard time deciding on the right bra for when I need to wash the surgical one. I don’t want to buy anything because of being unsure about what size I will need.
I’m so thankful for this forum. It’s helped me with questions I’ve had and also concerns.
Updated on 7 Dec 2017:
My pre-op was on Dec. 5th. I went in thinking I could go 550-575, but my surgeon had other plans. He doesn’t want me going too big because he’s afraid of them them sagging too soon.
So I’ve chosen 485 and 520. I’m debating on making them both 520. I’ve got to make my mind up soon though my surgery is in one week.
Decisions. Decisions. Decisions.
I’m just looking forward to being bigger
Updated on 14 Dec 2017:
Tomorrow is my BA and I’m so nervous. I know having doubts is normal, but what if I don’t like them? I could have done so many different things with this money.
I’ve never been fond of my breasts. I’ve always wanted to have a BA. My own mother has told me if you want to do it, do it. She had one 10 years ago and never regretted it. She wishes she was bigger. She’s been so excited for me ever since I made up my mind I was finally doing it.
I think my husband is more excited about it than I am, and he’s not even a boob guy.
I’m numb to it all. It doesn’t seem real.
I’ve included some more photos to look back on.
Updated on 15 Dec 2017:
Home now. So tired. Hurts
Updated on 15 Dec 2017:
I was at the surgical center at 6:30 am today. I got home around 10:30 am. I couldn’t sleep last night either.
My husband was with me this morning. We waited a little bit before being taken to start the process. They asked for a urine sample and gave me gown. The nurses were so sweet. One asked if this was my Christmas present.
The anesthesiologist introduced himself then Dr. Chase drew on me. Anesthesiologist came back said a few words and that’s all I remember. Next thing, I can hear a nurse trying to get my attention. I guess I slept for over an hour. She helped me get dressed and moved me to a big chair on wheels to a room closer to a door and I walked to the car and my husband took me home.
I was out of it for a couple hours but now I’m wide awake feeling mostly coherent to the world. I’m amazed at how fast it all went.
I imagined them being higher up on my chest so didn’t think they were very big, but taking a look in the mirror I’m in love already!!
Having beautiful boobs is what I asked for.
I have 485 in my left and 520 in my right. Natrelle Soft Touch Profile.
My left armpit is killing me and in between them feels like I’ve been cracked open like in open heart surgery. Lots of pressure that’s for sure.
Updated on 16 Dec 2017:
Day 2
lots of swelling and tightness
I wish I could sleep
Updated on 17 Dec 2017:
My husband got to take the band off this morning. My Swelling has gone down and they’ve dropped a bit too. Pain and stiffness are a minimum today. Took a loratab early this morning and just some Tylenol a bit ago. I’m feeling much better than yesterday. I can get out of bed without help. I slept for six hours last night.
Updated on 18 Dec 2017:
I thought I’d try my Macom bra and I feel so much better. It’s my size so I have the support but I’ll switch back to the bra my surgeon put me in after I wash it I understand he why he wants it loose now. I have a lot of droppage that needs to happen.
It’s been quite difficult sleeping sitting up but last night I managed to get six hours of good sleep. I’m feeling almost 100% normal. I’ve got tightness in my upper chest which is bearable.
Updated on 21 Dec 2017:
Yesterday I felt horrible. I had a slight fever off and on throughout the day. My boobs were so hard and tight.
I’m feeling better today. Still some tightness along my armpits. I’m trying so hard not to engage my chest muscles. I end up hurting so much.
I’ve had to stop wearing my surgical bra because it was bothering my incisions.
Tomorrow I have my second post-op appointment where I learn the massages.
I’m enjoying seeing them change everyday. I can’t wait for them to round out and soften.
Updated on 27 Dec 2017:
Today I feel so much better! I had a shower and I’m not worn out. I’ve been taking it easy and it’s paying off. Per my PS, I’m still not using my arms completely. I’m paying attention to keep my elbows close to my body so I’m not pulling anything. No over my head.
My PS told me to do my massages 6 x a day for 10 sec each. It was difficult at first with shopping and then Christmas but now I’m doing absolutely nothing but watching tv so it’s all I do now. The pain has gone away. I do still have tightness and pulling. I’m Extremely sensitive all over. My nipples are so so bad! I’d much rather have nothing on.
They’re not as big as I was expecting but I think I’ll be happy with them once they D&F.
I can switch to a wireless bra in two days which I’m so happy about. The shopping in Southern Utah is really shitty so my options to get sized is Victoria Secret which doesn’t make me happy. I’m hoping Dillard’s does. Has anybody gone to Dillard’s? Maybe JCPenney? We don’t have a Nordstrom.
Updated on 8 Jan 2018:
So I’ve been a bit sad about my new boobs. I was under the impression I ordered round high profiles, but my identification cards says I have anatomical(tear drop).
I think I’ll end up being happy with them in the end. I know it’s still early. I’m doing my massages, in and up, hoping to get them to round out more. I feel like Madonna. So pointy. I don’t like it.
The “sunburn” feeling is still around. I’m more comfortable without a bra on. I’m supposed to be wearing one 24/7.
I’m still off of work. I’m hoping for 3 more weeks off. My job is very physical and I have to be 100% in order to go back.
Updated on 13 Jan 2018:
Updated on 26 Jan 2018:
6 weeks PO and I’m feeling completely back to normal. They no longer get in my way or feel foreign. I’m so happy I did it.
The bra I have on is from Lulu lemon. It’s called the ta ta tamer. My PS ordered it for me. I love it. It separates and supports perfectly. Especially the sides.
Updated on 26 Mar 2018:
Very happy with my results.