Ive been thinking about having a BA done for a few years now but haven't really had the money or the down time to have it done until now. I interviewed a couple doctors around the valley and decided on Dr. Parrish. He was great and him and his staff made me feel really comfortable during my consultation. Ive decided to do 375cc high profile gels subfacial. I am a 34b now and am hoping to be a small D when all is done. Im 5 weeks out and my nerves are going crazy already. Im extremely excited but also super nervous. What should I expect the day of surgery and those just before and after? Is the pain really as bad as some say? Will I really not be able to get around on my own for a whole week?! Any advice from those who have been through this would be a great help.
Updated on 13 Mar 2014:
Ok, 23 days to go and Im not going to lie...im freaking out a little bit! Dont get me wrong, I really want this but just getting so nervous the closer it gets and the more of a reality it becomes. I just picked up all my medications and blood work came back good to go. Have my bag packed with some different bras and medications and misc. Clothing items and now just counting the days. I will be meeting with my ps next week to try on Sixers once again and make a final decision on size. Ive been reading all these stories and so many people wish they had gone bigger so, im leaning more towards 400cc's instead of the 375's..but who knows? Im going to try onsome sizers and show my ps my wish boob album that ive created and then leave the final desision in his hands. Afterall, he has been doing this for over a decade and I feel like I can trust him. He's been very up front and( brubrutally honest when needed ) lol...so I think he will do me right.
Updated on 13 Mar 2014:
Updated on 30 Mar 2014:
8 days to go and I have so many mixed feelings! Im super excited and can barley wait but, at the same time im so nervous! Ive been waiting for so long and I just cant beleive its almost here. Ive decided between 375 cc's and 400cc's and im going to leave that desision up to my ps. After all, he has been doing this forever and I trust that he will make a desicion that is appropriate for my body. I have purchased several types of sports bras, filled my prescriptions and am doing all my deep cleaning on my house to get things ready. Ahhhh, April 8th is just around the corner! Haha..has anyone else gone through the whole nervous "am I making the right desision" thing? Im so nercous that I will end up too big and not be happy with things :(
Updated on 2 Apr 2014:
So, im 5 days away now and I have been reading how so many women start having boob dreams all the time... (I thought this was funny but hadnt happened to me) u ntill now! I had the strangest boob dream last night about my surgery and nothing went right and they were so small and I was so disappointed. Ugh, I think my nerves are beginning to get to me!
Updated on 7 Apr 2014:
One more sleep and a wake up! My nerves are already going crazy. I been over all my supplies a bunch of times and still worry that I have forgotten something. I woke up wide awake at 3:30 this morning wondering and worrying and havnt been able to get back to sleep. Im nervous about what I will feel like, the pain and uncomfortableness im foing to feel, and what if they end up being too big?! Im also beginning to wonder if im making the right desision? (I have wanted this for years so assuming its the nerves). Im really going crazy over the surgery part too! Ive only had surgery one other time to have my wisdom teeth removed and the anesthesia kicked my butt then, how will I react this time? I have a friend coming to take care of me but I live in an upstairs apt...will I be able to make it up the stairs after surgery? Or will I be too groggy? Ugh, this next 24 hours is going to be the longest day of my life. Ive scrubbed my house down, shampooed the carpets, and will finish laundry and linens today. Iam so emotionally all over the place! All this crazy nervousness and wrapped up with excitement to finally grow (or surgically place lol) my very own set of boobs! I have never had much in that area. Even after I had my son I only swelled to a full B!
I walked around yesterday with my rice sizers on under my shirt for a couple hours and realised this is kind of a big deal. I think this is foing to be a lifestyle change for me. I just hope ill still be able to run and play softball with my new editions. Ive heard a lot of women who naturally have large breasts complain that it is difficult to do these things. :( sorry for the crazyb rant and rave! This is kind of my venting place lol..pretty sure my friends are tired of hearing about boob stuff by now.
Updated on 8 Apr 2014:
Oh my goodness, its finally here! Im having a full range of emotions going through me right now. I really wanted to talk to my son before I went in (hes with grandma for a few days) but I havnt been able to get a hold of him. This is really bothering me, what if something happens to me and I didnt even get to talk to him?? Grrr..Im an hour and a half away from go time and I think im almost a nut case at this point lol...well, im heading in to start paperwork and get things ready so maybe I can feel a little more relaxed. Ill try to post as soon as I come out on the other side of boobie land..wish me luck!!
Updated on 9 Apr 2014:
Omg, yesterday was such an anxiety filled day for me. My surgery was supposed to be at 11am but they called and postponed me coming in till 1230 because they were running late. I was so hungry and thirsty already at this point I was grouchy, shaky and nauseous(not to mention my nerves and anxiety levels were off the wall) I got to my ps office and I they had me fill out some paperwork and took me back to this little room where I changed into a gown and some compression socks and got to stay in my own underwear instead of the paper disposable type ones they give u. Cotton panties ladies...as long as theyre cotton u can wear them. A chatted w a nurse for a bit while she started my iv, then about 40 min later the doc came in and discussed size and I showed him pics of what I wanted. (He thought they were nice looking and said the womens breast resembled mine enough that he could get me pretty close. He then drew a bunch of funny lines on and around my breasts and left the room. We decided 400cc's was the best size. They took me to the or and layers me down then started a drip w some antibiotic solution while they set up. The bed was pretty warm and comfortable. They had to tie my feet and arms to the bed w restraintss so that I didnt momove around in the middle of surgery (I was only sleeping on a local anesthesia) this sent my anxiety through the roof again but they were very sweet about reassuring me and make me feel safe. My doc has been doing this for 44 years and thwy have never had something badhappen in the or. Then the nurse gave me some meds in my iv and told me I would begin to feel it in a few minutes and thwn she would give me another dose. I just started getting fuzzy,super rrelaxed and tired...then I dont really remember anything till I woke up in my bed at 5 in the afternoon for meds and then slept through the night. I have been cutting my dilaudid pain pills in thirds because I have a very low tolerance but its been working for so far, u ntill o woke up this am at 6 and my sternum and under my breasts ached so bad that I could barely take a full breath. So I took a volume which is more of a muscle relaxes and within 10 min it so much better. Not too BA of pain at all its just super sore and tight. I can already moved my arms and just had my first semi meal in 48 hours lol (cottage cheese and peaches) it made me feel a lot better. Also, I never threw up at all just pretty much slept the entire day. Ive been drinking lots of water and my urine output is pretty brown but ill ask my ps today at 8am at my post apt. Its not nearly as bad as I or many women anticipated (at least not for me) ...thank u ladies for so much support! I recieved so many messages from u yesterday and it really helped me through the process w all I was feeling. Ill keep u posted and ill post some picks later after my apt when I actually get to meet them for the first time :)
Updated on 9 Apr 2014:
Updated on 12 Apr 2014:
I have been so sad the last couple of days. Im 4 days post and swelling has gone down...I was a 34 b before and now still fitting into my b and c cup bras. They are so tiny. I got 400cc's which I was told would take me to a d cup. I am still a little high and havnt fully dropped but I dont even have cleavage. Will they get bigger and closer together when they fully drop???
Updated on 19 Apr 2014:
Im now two weeks post and all swelling is gone. I am two completely different sizes! I cant even wear a regular bra and look completely lop sided in every shirt I wear. I dont know what to do and literally paid 6000$ to be more self conscious and worse off than I started out with. What should I do? Can I demand that my ps fixes it? He is retiringI in june and will no longer be pracpracticing. ..I cannot end up stuck like this...