I'm writing this sitting here on my couch with my bum propped up under a pillow and a bag of ice sitting in between my legs. This is day one. June 19th, 2020. I have waited for a day like today since I was a young teenage girl. When I was this young teenage girl, I started to realize I wasn't like everyone else. I started to pick up on the vile comments made by those mean middle school boys and it mortified me that my anatomy sounded exactly like what they were making fun off. This is when my insecurity was born and my obsession with how to fix it started. I would sob and sob over this and wonder if I would ever find a man who would want to be with someone like me. I was self-conscious in everything that I wore. Bathing suits, yoga pants, shorts... The list can go on for days. I won't go to the beach with friends in a bikini because you can see my labia bulging down in between my legs. Just typing this makes me cringe. My labia has ruined my life and I want to be able to do the things I love without having to worry about my labia getting in the way. I've hated this part of my body forever and I'm glad I got it chopped off.
Updated on 20 Jun 2020:
I wasn't anxious or nervous or questioning this surgery. I've been wanting this forever so I was actually excited. I took the Ativan that was prescribed hoping it would make the injections less painful but it didn't work. The injections are the worst part of the procedure. I balled my eyes out and almost jumped off the table. The nurse seemed nice but she was quiet and Dr. Medalie seemed the same way. It was an awkward experience for me. Not much conversation went on between the two of us and I wish he would have explained more of what was going on.
Before the surgery at my consultation, I asked him if I need any tissue from the sides of my clitoris to be excised also and he disagreed. At the surgery I asked the same thing and he said we'll see once we get started. He never brought it up again.
My pain on the way home as around 2 and it's was like a burning sensation. I took 1 Percocet and it put me right to sleep. Pain woke me up around five or so hours later and I took another one. I'm continuing to ice and apply the bacitracin ointment as prescribed.
They said to not look today, but I'm too impatient for that. I think I'm going to be unhappy with my results. It doesn't look like he took as much tissue as I wanted. I wanted a very slim look and I don't think that's what I'm going to get.
I will continue to do daily updates.
Updated on 20 Jun 2020:
Last night I woke up once from the pain. I felt extremely nauseous and weak. I didn’t sleep well after that. I took another Percocet this morning to help with the pain. The peri bottle is a life saver when going to the restroom. I’m super sore and it’s difficult to walk normal without irritation, so I waddle around when I have too. I lost a suture somehow and don’t know where it came out off. Nothing looks like it’s separated so fingers crossed no problems come from that. I’ve been icing non stop but the swelling is getting worse. I’m keeping myself slathered with the bacitracin ointment and taking my antibiotics. I get yeast infections all the time so I asked if I could be prescribed diflucan to hopefully avoid that. These are the supplements I started taking today, arnica Montana 6x four tablets four times a day, bromelain 500mg twice a day, and ester-c 500mg twice a day.
I plan do to absolutely nothing today but ice and rest.
Updated on 21 Jun 2020:
3 am must be my witching hour lol Second night I woke up at 3 am but this time its from the itching. All I wanted to do was shower but I waited until I was 48 hours out. Pain is getting better. I’d say it’s around a 3. It’s more just irritated than pain I’d say. I showered this morning and used baby soap to clean down there. I mixed the baby soap in the peri bottle and lightly sprayed the area. It felt amazinnnngg to be clean but I was definitely sore after.
No change in appearance but I’ve noticed some yellow stuff round the suture lines. Hoping that’s not pus...
Updated on 23 Jun 2020:
Swelling has gone down drastically! The itching is starting and I’m praying it’s not a yeast infection. I suffered from chronic yeast infections before this and I blamed it on my anatomy.. even though there isn’t any scientific evidence of a correlation between the two. Anyway, the pain has totally subsided and I’ve just been taking ibuprofen and icing.
Updated on 23 Jun 2020:
Forgot to add the picture on the last post
Updated on 24 Jun 2020:
It’s getting easier moving around and bending over. Swelling is continuing to go down and the pain is pretty much gone. Unless I bump the suture line, or my shorts put pressure on them, or I sit directly on my bottom. So other than things like that, no pain! I’m loving my results more and more everyday. I can’t wait to see what things look like 3 months from now!
I’ve read a lot of reviews and have been warned about the itching. But luckily it seems like I haven’t had any besides just from the hair growing back down there and the hair rubbing against the suture lines. I hope I didn’t just jinx myself... Lol. But I went out and bought a bunch of anti-itch stuff anyway, so I’m prepared for anything!
I’ve been doing 2 sitz baths a day for 5 to 10 minutes with a cup of Epsom salts and hot water. Once in the morning and once at night. This really seems to soothe things down there. My body has always responded really well to epsoms salts and between you and me, this is how I treat my yeast infections at home!
I keep myself slathered with aquaphor healing ointment and wear panty liners with cotton undies around my house all day and this keeps me pretty comfortable. I used my little squeeze bottle with warm water and witch hazel after I go to the bathroom and pat dry with a clean hand towel.
I’m still not brave enough to try to fully shave down there but I’m hoping by next week sometime it will be possible. The suture lines are super hard and kinda sensitive so I’m afraid they aren’t healed enough yet to be pulled on to shave fully.
I didn’t ice at all today (except for now.) I kept myself busy around the house and the swelling didn’t seem to increase any.
Anyways, I’m pretty happy I did this.
Updated on 25 Jun 2020:
I stayed off my feet today relaxing and watching movies. The swelling in my clitoris is final going down but it’s still really swollen on that one side. I stopped using so much aquaphor because it’s giving me micro little zits down there lol sorry if thats a little TMI but I decided when I was going to document my recovery, I wasn’t going to hold back. Now I just use a tiny amount right on the suture lines and it seems to be helping with the irritation down there. I’ve noticed on the inside of my labia minora is really excoriated, along with underneath my clitoral hood. I’ve tried my best to get in there with witch hazel wipes and that helped a lot.
Oh btw, I woke up last night around 2am with the itch so sitz bath it was and then I just laid naked in my bed letting it air dry.
I didn’t take any ibuprofen today until this evening and had zero pain or itch.
P.S. sorry about the ugly hair style down there
Updated on 26 Jun 2020:
I don’t know if I should be concerned and I pray my incisions aren’t separating. I’m going to call the office tomorrow ????
Updated on 27 Jun 2020:
It’s the morning of the next day... I iced last night and applied some aquaphor. I want to say it looks better and im just going to stay off my feet all day. I found a website that stated this, “The most common complication following labiaplasty is a small superficial (shallow) skin separation at the labial edges while the sutures are dissolving. A superficial opening of the labiaplasty site is rarely harmful to the healing process. It could be uncomfortable and slightly prolong the healing time but is unlikely to change the final appearance of your healed labiaplasty.”
https://www.austinlabiaplasty.com/news/superficial-skin-separation-following-labiaplasty/
I’m going to watch it carefully and take it easy.
Updated on 29 Jun 2020:
I’ve been feeling great! I honestly almost feel normal! No itching and no pain! I’m very very very happy with my results and it’s only going to get better! I’m so happy I did this! Life changing!
Updated on 4 Jul 2020:
Hi girls,
I feel AMAZING! I'm swimming in the pool and running around in a bikini! For once in my life, I feel confident about my body. I’m not self conscious about the bulge in between my legs and constantly worrying that people are staring at me. I’m a new woman!
I have absolutely no discomfort or irritation and I'm back to my normal life! Things are healing beautifully and I couldn't be happier!
Oh and my only problem is trying to figure how to get a perfect shave down there ;) Ha!
I wish I would have done this sooner. If anyone is thinking about having this surgery done, go see Dr. Medalie. He is the best of the best and my results back that up. It’s only been two weeks and my results are PHENOMENAL. I can’t thank him enough. I’m so lucky to he found him!
Updated on 12 Jul 2020:
There are two dissolving sutures down there causing some irritation but nothing too bad. Everything is still healing beautifully and I couldn’t be happier. Still no sex and plan on waiting the full six weeks. The incision lines still are a little sensitive to touch but that’s getting better with time!
Thats all for now, I’ll post next week!
Hope everyone is enjoying their summer!
Updated on 23 Aug 2020:
Hi girls,
Sorry I haven’t been updating, I’ve been off living my best life! :)
I’m so freaking happy I did this. I feel so lucky to have gotten the results I did and the recovery I had! And most importantly, I’m so grateful for Dr. Medalie. What a boss. My results are AMAZING! He is so talented. I can’t thank him enough. He literally changed my life!
Since I haven’t updated in a minute, here’s a little snippet of the last 3 weeks!
I had “gentle” sex at week 4. It was a little irritating but nothing painful. I listened to my body and felt like I was ready.
I wore jean shorts at week 4 but sitting in them did cause pain! At week 5 I could sit in them all day!
I still have a two sutures I can feel. I can’t see them but if they’re touched the right way, I know they are there. The one is under the skin and the other is kinda sharp and pokes out a little. The one under the skin feels like a little knot and hurts sometimes. But other than that, my recovery has been flawless!!
If any of you girls are thinking about having this procedure done, go to Dr. Medalie! He is WORTH IT!