I'm getting ready for my lift and absolutely obsessing. Doc says I need an implant. Everyone says listen to the doc. I've been huuuuge my whole life. Now I'm all shrunken from babies and I like my size. He says do a 250 cc and if I really want to be the same size, he can take out tissue but just get shape. I want to listen to him but I keep thinking if I like my size do I really need an implant? What if I look fake? What if I'm huge? I just don't want to be saggy. I want to look great with my shirt off. Obviously anything would be an improvement now. I was saggy by 18 so I just want to do whatever makes me perky longer. After years of people asking me if my boobs were fake, I don't want that to start again and I don't want to say yes!
I'm a professional so I can't have that huge fake look.
Nervous but super excited still!!
Updated on 10 Oct 2016:
This weekend I wore rice sizers adding about 180ccs. My husband thought the 250's added way too much volume. I (and he) even thought the size increase with 180 was unnecessary. I just think I'm big enough now. I did, however, start to think that maybe all the docs are right. If I really want to get (and keep) a nice shape, maybe I need an implant. There seems to be 100% agreement on that from the docs. I'm still really struggling with the decision because I'm happier with my own size but I really really want to like the shape. I really like the idea of having my own breasts, but I want to love the result. Leaning toward implant but removing tissue. My husband doesn't love that idea bc he doesn't like the way implants feel. We both know I'm doing it for me, but I do also want him to like it.
Updated on 15 Oct 2016:
I was pretty big, so I think that's why I'm paranoid! I'm going back in to try on sizers. I do want the shape so I think I'll have to go for it
Updated on 25 Oct 2016:
Going tomorrow, can't sleep!
Updated on 26 Oct 2016:
SO relieved that my size looks basically normal so he for sure focused on shape not big. I had a bunch of pain and nausea when I woke up. 3 hours and I'm mostly fine. Just sleepy. Starting NAC, vitamin c, b complex (my hangover blend) to detox the meds. Also adding bromelian for soft tissue damage and swelling. As soon as humanly possible I'll do pracasil plus to minimize appearance of incision. Maybe a week. It's like mederma times a million
Updated on 26 Oct 2016:
End of the day, feel like I'm just taking the meds for fun at this point. Will tomorrow be worse? Swelling seems minimal but I've taken about 12,000 mg of bromelain today. Recovery is remarkable. Nothing but bone broth and kombucha for food today. Great for healing.
Updated on 27 Oct 2016:
Still doing great, but tired. Pain is not a big deal. Took a pic lying down today and compared. Wow. They're not pretty yet but I'm so happy I did it
Updated on 29 Oct 2016:
I can't believe how easy and painless this has been. I am so incredibly grateful that he listened to me on size and shape. He actually opted for a smaller implant once he got in bc he promised to make the most natural shape he could.
Updated on 1 Nov 2016:
Still doing well! Pain is a non issue, back to work today. People commented on how tired I look. But I made it through the day!
Updated on 6 Nov 2016:
Have not been braless since age 13
Updated on 6 Nov 2016:
Pain is fine, healing seems fine. Still having trouble urinating 9 days out but I've accepted that might take a long time / not get better. I'm happy. Blue glue is off tomorrow
Updated on 7 Nov 2016:
He said I still have some spots that need to heal more before we do any topical or scar massage. But overall doing well. I forgot to ask when I can exercise but I assume not yet. I don't lift, I just do cardio. Anyone know?
Updated on 9 Nov 2016:
Feeling great, but still so tired. Started massaging breasts but not incisions
Updated on 11 Nov 2016:
Ok silly question....will it ever feel normal to hug again?? I'm a hugger and it feels like I have balloons between me and other people. Does that get better?
Updated on 15 Nov 2016:
Updated on 20 Nov 2016:
Doc says he likes the gel. Any feedback?
Updated on 9 Dec 2016:
I notice some assemetry here but it's still early. Still noice some little nerve pains and no sensation in my nipples. But every day they feel more real! I still feel like they are a little too firm feeling, but I love how much my husband likes them and how many more clothing options I have :). I'm basically exactly the same size so no one could tell. That's just what I wanted so that's good. I see how people get boob greed! But I've been big and I love being able to fit into normal stuff
Updated on 22 Dec 2016:
Slightly paranoid about right side bottoming out. It looks like it could just be a variation of normal but I switched to underwire bra under a sports bra. Read one doc that said if you see that push them up as much as possible
Updated on 2 Jan 2017:
I was a little worried that since my size fluctuates I'd look weird but I got bigger with my period and it looks fine.
Updated on 14 Jan 2017:
I like the modest size! With some bras there is a lot of curve, others I can be working mommy.
Updated on 14 Jan 2017:
Updated on 15 Jan 2017:
Betamethasone 0.1 %
Tranilast 1%
Levocetrizine 2%
Pracasil plus base
1/2-1 gram twice daily
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Updated on 17 Mar 2017:
Everything is settled in!
Updated on 30 Sep 2018:
Gained 5-10 pounds. I gain in my breasts first. The extra fat makes them feel more real, but I liked the way they looked smaller. Still happy :). I am back to yoga. I still can’t really do a wheel pose or real push up but I can do almost everything else. Scars still pink but they don’t bother me. I had some slight dog ears but a few pounds of weight gain filled them out so I’m glad I didn’t fix them.