When I got pregnant with my daughter in 1996, I gained 60 lbs and then had a c-section and couldn't exercise right away. 5 years later, I was still fat so I started taking Lipodrene which back then had large amounts of ephedrine that helped boost my energy levels enough to work out very hard. I went to the gym every night after work and didn't leave until I burned 1,000 calories. I was there two hours a night and sometimes 4 hours on a Saturday. I lost 80 lbs in 9 months and looked the best I've ever looked!
Then....a few years later, ephedrine was banned at those levels because people were making meth and people were dying for misusing it. I never used it as a diet pill, just a pre-workout energy boost. Slowly, I gained all that I lost back.
I've tried everything to lose the weight and I can't work out as vigorously as I once did. I'll post pics of how I looked a short 9 years ago. It's heartbreaking to know back then, I considered getting a TT because of all of the loose skin I had from the 80 lbs I lost. When I went for mu consultation with the same doctor two weeks ago, he still had those pictures in my file. I looked at them and cried because I'd do anything to look like that again and I hated my stomach back then because of the sagging skin.
I've been on an emotional roller coaster ride with my love/hate relationship with my body. I just want to love me again.
Updated on 18 Aug 2014:
Here they are ick....
Updated on 25 Aug 2021:
I never got this surgery and don't think that I will. I have embraced by body and with diet and exercise, I think I look good for my age. Yes, I may have some extra skin from losing weight but it's not bad looking and I am confident I can maintain a healthy body by continuing to treat it right.