In less then 24 hours I will be recovering from the procedure I have wanted for years. I have saved for it and changed my mind at least three times. I have been 250 lbs plus two seperate times and have the stretch marks and flabby belly to prove it... But I am so nervous; nervous about the hospital, the procedure, the recovery and the final outcome! I am having my tubes tied and a hernia repaired along with my TT, so I have no idea what to expect. I am 32 years old with three kids (14, 11 and 5). I have struggled with my weight and self esteem for years, I eat well and exercise daily (or try) and still am not happy with my stomach. I am a firefighter and fear that my recovery will be hinder my job performance (I am taking 4 weeks off). My husband and my co-workers think I am nuts and tell me daily "you look fine for having three kids". I have read the pros and cons and most of the posts about everyone's experiences and I am still on edge. Any advice including things I should buy would be appreciated.. :) Updated on 29 Jan 2011: Well it has been 2 months since my procedure and I have never felt better! My scare is still pink, I am hoping that will diminish soon. I still have a little tightness but overall I feel like a new woman. I am going to resume weightlifting this week and more intense cardio. This is one of the best things I have ever done for myself!