Greetings to all the lovely people of RS (dolls, dudes and doctors too)!
I do not know how to start this because I am not a blogger and I am a frustrated writer. I was just enamored by the love and support of all the people in the RS community who answered my questions and inquiries - doctors who gave free consultations, men and women who shared their experiences (I do have a good laugh and few tears reading each stories. I also learned few phrases that I will keep in mind like "it is your money it is you who decide", "suck me dry" from a guy telling his PS while having his lipo done and the like), find time to answer questions and the moderators who keeps pushing us to share our stories. So I guess this is mine.
Right know I am choosing my doctor. I am not rushing actually, I have been stalking this website since early 2015 and became a member in 2016. This 2017, I have decided to push my goal because "I am not getting any younger and I know beauty fades through time". I am tired of saying to my self I wish this and I wish that.
Fast forward, after sending my pictures to the doctors I am interested to have the work done (No offense, all the doctors are great but I have to choose what best suits me based on my BUDGET, distance and procedure.). I greatly appreciate the honest doctor/s who turned down my request because they know that they are not confident doing the procedure because of my case. Some never replied because I always mention that I am undergoing transition and some did not reply once I said what I am (I am not offended but please better say "no" politely than a no reply at all). Some doctors are too busy to reply and some takes time to understand what they mean. Nonetheless, if that doctor really interests me then I will keep sending message until everything is clear as the blue sky.
I used to be obese and I was always a fat kid. To all my fluffy sisters and brother out there you know the challenges we have been through growing up. I envied to all the dolls that say "I want my old body back" - while me, nope no way. I want a body that I never had.
Kisses to all