I spent close to 12 years researching. I was all over the map in size. I would go through phases of wanting them and then feeling a little guilty for it decide not to. I had my first consultation back in 2017. 350cc but the surgeon stated I had mild tuberous breasts. Fast forward to 2021, I had been seriously considering it again for about a year before scheduling a consult. I turned 30 in June and felt like now was a great time. Dr. E really knows his stuff. He noticed I had ribcage asymmetry. I had seen this since about 2015 and as I've gotten older I felt like it was worse. My left breast was noticeable more forward than my right and y right breast was also smaller. Due to my asymmetry he felt that different implant projections would not be appropriate. It took a little convincing when I was trying on sizers that I genuinely did not want larger implants. They tried to had me 350cc and I refused. I know a lot of women end up going big but, I just wanted to even them out. I spent my time in the "big ol' boobies" phase and now I wanted something more practical, still athletic, and something I could push up for cleavage! I am very pleased with my more conservative approach in size.
Updated on 6 Sep 2021:
I have always had a smaller chest and for the most part didn’t mind. I sized as 32D/34C with Victoria secret. Always had a bit of a gap on my right breast in bras and push-up bras didn’t do much for me because there wasn’t much to push up as you can see in my before photos here, I did have some asymmetry with ribcage and my nipples aren’t even. My chest was small enough it wasn’t noticeable. For continued size reference, I wore a 6 in lululemon bras before surgery and a 4/6 in lululemon pants/shorts. I generally wore smalls in tops although the fit wasn’t always great with my height. Measurements: 34B 27.5W 40H
Updated on 6 Sep 2021:
I started the morning as their first of the day. I was able to sit quietly and focus on my healing. I am a reiki master and so I spent a brief time in meditation before getting my IV. The staff was incredibly kind and calming. When it was time to move to the operating room, I was guided in and made comfortable. I think I joked about the lights and the next thing I remember was being groggy in the recovery room. I believe I was in and out for about 20 minutes. I had a nurse make small talk with me and I could tell I was still pretty drugged up. By the time my ride was there I was almost entirely alert and ready to go. I was almost antsy waiting for her. I had minimal discomfort. I had an appetite and surprisingly well adjusted post op. My post op appointment was quick and so grateful all looked well. They recommended a larger bra as the size provided was a little more snug on my incision than they liked to see. I think because of this I did get bruising on my left side breast area.
Updated on 6 Sep 2021:
I started to see discoloration (bruising) show through on my left side. This had the smaller implant but I am left handed. I had some swelling still between my breasts. Overall I felt good and was taking the Tylenol during the day and a half of the stronger stuff at night if needed.
Updated on 6 Sep 2021:
I drove about an hour and a half (3 hours total) to have dinner with my family. We found out my step mom was terminal the day before my surgery (June 9). I wasn’t sore and made sure to keep my movements slow. I did inquire with the nurse prior to making the drive to ensure I was ok to do so. I did end up taking a half of the stronger prescribed meds that evening.
Updated on 6 Sep 2021:
I had my 1 week post op appointment. They noticed my right breast was a little tighter in the pocket than my left. I drive predominately with my right arm and I chalked it up to probably using it a little too much. Overall things looked great and I was given new massages and swapped my bandage for the incisions. I did see my acupuncturist 1 week post op as well. She didn’t go close to my incisions but did support my body in the healing process choosing points that correlate to the chest. Bruising started to fade fairly quick at this point. I did notice the nerve tingles and my incisions were starting to itch like crazy!!!! At on point I remember them itching so bad it hurt. Throughout my post op I would use my handheld infrared light device to assist in the healing. I didn’t realize how tight my chest was until things started to stretch and soften. You can tell my implants are starting to settle I these photos
Updated on 6 Sep 2021:
I won’t lie and say I didn’t have doubts after surgery. I was on the fence and questioned if it was worth it. Sitting at the 3 month mark, I would do it again in a heartbeat. There was a moment I felt like it was a pretty big surgery for such a small change and why would I waste my time/money…. LOL it’s hands down one of the best decisions I’ve made for myself. It was more than a small change. I didn’t anticipate them to feel so much a part of me. It doesn’t feel foreign or “bolted on”. I did go over the muscle so my recovery was a breeze. I didn’t feel the immense pressure most women express. I think that may be due to the size of my implants.
I know there’s a lot of women, especially taller and/or hippy-er, that get sucked into the “you’re taller so you can go bigger” or “you can balance out your hips” or a lot of the chatter with other women who talk about boob greed. I am here to tell you, go with your gut!!!! I am so thankful I didn’t allow other women and staff convince me that because I’m tall and have a bigger butt I should get bigger implants.
I was also going through an indescribable amount of emotional turmoil with my step mom. Her health took a turn for the worse and she passed away a month after my surgery. Physical trauma with surgery and the emotional trauma with the loss was a lot to navigate.
I started using the Celluma (red light therapy) around week 3 or 4 when I’d get acupuncture once a week. It really helped with the inflammation around my incision (especially the right one). My esthetician also had a similar product that she would use (2 times now as I go monthly) while she’s prepping my face during my facial. I think it’s made a huge difference in my healing!
I will get updated photos soon.
I am so so soooooo happy with my results. They look great. I can get cleavage if I want. I can wear most all the same clothing as before. I do have to size up in a few styles. Lululemon most bras and align tank I’m now an 8. I do have a couple of 6s and removing the pads help but it was a little too much compression right now. Instead of being a smedium I’m more often a true medium or large depending on the cut of the bra. I haven’t checked all my shirts but, I do know there are a few that I’m too busty for. No complaints here
Victoria secret had me at a 36D or maybe DD… but I haven’t been sized since around the 5 week mark or so. I needed something more structured than a sports bra but without underwire. I can say they look a lot bigger in clothing than naked and I don’t mind that at all. I’m adding in a photo from this weekend. It isn’t a great photo or angle but it does kinda give an example of what I mean.
Updated on 6 Sep 2021:
I missed a photo to show that they look a lot bigger in clothing than naked. I am not wearing a bra in this body suit.