I hope this actually posts, twice previously I've tried and it's just disapeared into the ether.....
My implants are 12 years old, silicone unders, put in through the armpit. I was always an A cup which I hated, and got the surgery after I stopped breastfeeding my son (I was 31). I developed a mild capsule on the right side almost immediately. I have had a few health issues of late (thyroid) and I've decided I want to be as healthy as possible, so these plastic bags are going! I just want to be free and natural, and I'm really looking forward to the day these things are out. My surgery is booked for September 19th, my PS will be removing them through the armpit so I won't have any scars, and he said that my skin is good, I have tissue and no sagging, so I won't need a lift. I'll post pics soon :)
Updated on 4 Jul 2013:
My boobs don't actually look all that big in these pics, as I took them with a wide angle lens. Sometimes they can look huge, depending on what I'm wearing. The PS pointed out that they are too far up my chest, so all the fullness is on top, which is why he thinks I won't need a lift as the bottom of my breasts hasn't been stretched. If that makes any sense. I've always disliked the fact that they seem to bulge right out straight from my breastbone. Can't wait to have normal droopy breasts like a normal 43 year old mum, and not have these ridiculous things in my chest. Just thinking about it now is making me feel queasy!
Updated on 26 Jul 2013:
And I turned 43! Hopefully I've finally grown up and am now ready to accept my body the way it is meant to be. Now I've made the decision and have the surgery booked for September 19th, I just can't wait to have them out. I've been really aware of how dumb these implants look on me, like I have a sofa stuffed under my chest. Way too high and matronly for my petite figure. I want to be able to wear shift dresses again, like Kate Moss.
I am concerned about the recovery time, and how long it will be till I can go to the gym. I tend to overdo things, after I had my implants in I really didn't take the time to recover, and one week later was pushing my toddler in his pram up the steep hill to our house and gave myself a muscle spasm which had me in an ambulance doped up on morphine. So any advice on how long to rest and when people were back to the gym would be most appreciated.
The other interesting thing is that this time I've had to save for surgery, and boy, when you have to save you somehow do it! Big lesson for me - I'm going to keep saving after the op for a new car, rather than put it on credit. Guess these implants are teaching me life lessons all round.
Updated on 26 Jul 2013:
Updated on 27 Aug 2013:
Things I won't miss about these implants:
Looking matronly in anything baggy
Boring big bras
Having boobs that look like two shapeless cushions
Boobs that have weird temperature swings - sometimes hotter than the rest of me, sometimes colder!
The heavy weight on my chest all day long
Waking up each morning feeling like someone has stood on my chest
Waking up with big creases on my chest from where my boobs have pushed together
Feeling in agony after I do weights (they are submuscular)
Having boobs that jutt out from under my collar bones
Right boob being harder than the left
Men talking to my chest
Things I'm looking forward to:
Feeling light
Feeling free
Feeling all natural
New clothes
New bras
Better work outs
and hopefully improved health!
Updated on 9 Sep 2013:
Well, typical me, I've managed to overload myself with stress. Moving house four days before surgery next week was a dumb idea. I'm a wreck already! To top it all off, my beloved cat died in horrific circumstances (he's the one in my pic). So now I'm waking up at 3am every morning worrying about surgery, how much will it hurt, what if I have complications........don't get me wrong, I'm so ready to get these stupid things out and feel like myself again. Just wish a I could wave a magic wand and have it all over and done with!
Updated on 17 Sep 2013:
Going in for surgery tomorrow morning at 7am. I've been so looking forward to this, and now, one day before, I'm having buyers remorse. I'm just scared of the procedure and the outcome, so many women here have absolutely beautiful results and they look better than ever AFTER but I'm scared I won't look any good. Part of the problem is that I've met someone new, who has never seen me naked (thank god) but has declared he's madly in love with me, and I think he will be a big part of my life going forward. I've been keeping my chest well and truly covered and trying to minimise my boobs so he won't notice anything different lol. But last night he said he loved my "goddess figure" (bless the man, he musn't get out much). But it's all very unexpected and the timing is lousy. I was very happy being single and celibate, and now the thought that one day in the future I have to reveal myself to someone is really freaking me out. I know I'm now over thinking this, and probably over sharing too........I'm an anxious mess, which is very unusual for me. Anyway, I keep reminding myself how awful I feel with this big uncomforatable lumps on my chest and how much better I'll be - and slimmer too. Any advice is very welcome, if it wasn't for this page and the lovely women here I wouldn't have had the guts to even think of this surgery! You ladies are amazing!!
Updated on 19 Sep 2013:
I'm the natural me and so so happy! Yesterday was a pretty rough day, after surgery my blood pressure was way too low so I stayed overnight in hospital. But I'm home now, tucked up in bed with my squishy boobies and feeling relaxed, happy and relieved. My right implant had ruptured and my ps said they were both way past ready to be removed. He took them out via the armpit, which is how they went in 12 years ago, and I'm glad I don't have any scars that are visible. And best of all, I love my breasts, I couldn't be happier with my results. I will post pics, I'm a bit battered and bruised and swollen under the armpits, but things can only get better from here!
Updated on 19 Sep 2013:
Updated on 21 Sep 2013:
Accidentally wrote my update in my comments! It was basically a big moan anyway. Here are the after pics, wounds in armpit are healing nicely, swelling in armpits has gone down. A bit of bruising, but all liveable.
Updated on 30 Sep 2013:
Well, it's been two steps forward and one step back for me.......lets just say that I probably wasn't prepared properly at all. Last time I had surgery, I just bounced straight back, but this time I've taken a lot longer to recover. I've felt dizzy, nauseated, exhausted, achey and sore, on and off. I'm good today, but I've felt good before and crashed again, so fingers crossed it lasts this time. I've had my follow up appointment, all is healing very well. Scars are a bit lumpy, but that's because they are in the armpit so there's lots of stress on the muscles and tissues everytime you use your arms. The worst is that I can't shave my arms or use deodorant for a few more days, ewwww. I feel gross - I have shower but that just doesn't cut it after a few hours! Just spraying on lots of perfume at work. I'll post pics tonight off my phone, it gets better and better every day. I'm seeing the skin tightening, my breasts aren't so low, it's kind of like they're moving back up my chest into positon lol - not sure if this is fluffing or not!! I'm so happy with my results and they feel amazing, soooo soft, even the skin feels softer. And although I'm using a very supportive bra, I can't get used to the feeling of jiggling as I walk down the street! I love the feeling of being wholely myself, I feel integrated and whole and proud of being just me, if that makes any sense. Worth every penny :)
Thanks so much to everyone who has left lovely supportive comments, I've not really been up to being on here much so haven't had much time to follow anyone else, hopefully tonight I'll feel ok and check up on everyone else!
Updated on 30 Sep 2013:
So no more bruising. They still feel a bit sensitive, but I'm going to start massaging with coconut oil tonight
Updated on 3 Nov 2013:
So so happy I dd this! Just feeling brilliant, tonnes more energy, lovely soft natural feeling in my chest, there's just so much to be happy about. I'm back at the gym three times a week and started using very light weights again. I wil build up slowly, but so far so good, and I haven't had any chest pain or weird compressions when I'm lifting. My under arms where the incisions are are really numb, but I don't really notice unless I touch them there. Anyone who is debating about whether to have this surgery, all I can say is I'm over the moon that I had it done :)
Updated on 3 Nov 2013:
Just wanted to add my bra size. Before implants I was 12a. With implants 12d. Still fit into my bikini- go figure!
Updated on 21 Jul 2015:
Love having my natural figure. It's funny reading my before surgery comments, I'd forgotten the awful heavy feeling I used to have in my chest all the time, and that doing weights used to hurt so much. I've turned into a really gym junkie and I've never felt better. And my boobs are travelled very well, still perky for a 45 year old. I have no regrets, and just wish I'd never had the implants in the first place!