Tor Ljung, M.D.

My experience with Dr. Ljung has been so phenomenal, I honestly can't even understand how anyone could possibly be upset with having seen him! He and his entire staff have gone above and beyond from day one. To start, I saw him through a referral from TriCare (military) for a labia reduction. My first appointment was a consultation with Andrea, a PA. She was so pleasant and kind concerning something I felt so insecure about! My insurance gave me quite a bit of grief in covering my surgery (needed a reduction to reduce friction and discomfort as well as repair a severe tear due to childbirth). Dr. Ljung's staff kept in close contact with me and fought for me to get my surgery covered! I was already so elated with them and hadn't even had my surgery yet! Fast forward to my surgery... Dr. Ljung fully explained the procedure to me and gave me ample time to ask any questions or voice any concerns I had. The procedure went well and I was very satisfied. I did have quite a bit of swelling that caused some of the sutures to split after about a week but Dr. Ljung had me come back in and fixed it right away! He also assured me that if for any reason it didn't heal properly, he could revise it later. The women at his office were even kind enough to offer to watch my 12 month old during this quick in-office procedure. I really cannot say enough good things about my entire experience! I have one more follow up appointment and honestly feel a bit sad it's my last! Silly but they are all just so nice and sweet, it'll be odd not going back! Hopefully I'll be seeing them all again before long when I am ready for a breast augmentation. I definitely won't be going to anyone else!!!

Preview: 32A to a 32DD, Natrelle 300cc (either high or ultra high profile) silicone implants. The cost above was my TOTAL cost, including medications and new bras, etc. I spent about $500 on new bras and clothes, and $120 on medication.

I always felt I had small breasts. In high school I wore a 32C. After I had my son, I dropped down to a 32A, and barely filled out the cups in my bras. I decided to get a BA shortly before my son turned 3. The original cost was about $5100, including surgeon's fees, anesthesia and facility fees. Pain meds and antibiotics ran around $40. I was extremely swollen and in pain for a little less than two weeks. The healing process started going much more smoothly until...

3 weeks post-op, I tore my internal stitches. (Note to other moms... get LOTS of help with little ones!) I reached out to grab my son's arm when he tried to run towards a parking lot, and felt a sharp *pop*. I immediately went back to my doctor's office, and he said to take it very easy and we would hope that I hadn't done too much damage.

Well, over the course of the next week, my incision site on my right breast became very red and itchy. I was started on another round of antibiotics, and given a sling for my right arm to discourage use. After another week, my incision opened up and exposed my right implant. Though I didn't feel any pain from this, it wasn't a pretty sight and sure scared the heck out of my boyfriend!
I returned to my doctor, and they removed my right implant. The PA did a really terrible job with my staples (see photos), and it took 4 months for the incision site to close up fully. I was started on another round of antibiotics.

After the incision closed, it was another few weeks before they would put another implant in. I had another surgery January 26, 2014 to replace the right implant. I am currently still healing, but I have been taking it very easy, and so far everything looks good. The second time around the healing was much easier. I felt little to no pain after only 3 days. I have been back to normal activities since 5 days post-op, but have been very cautious when using my right side. The only discomfort I feel is when I bend at 90 degrees and my right breast hangs down. It's just a strange feeling.

As for the left breast, the healing has gone very well, and it has now softened up and looks very natural. I'm hoping to achieve the same results with the right side! Though I've had complications, I would definitely do it again. My BA has greatly improved my self confidence. I love my new breasts, and plan on having them redone when the time comes. That being said, the total cost was much more than I expected. What did I learn? Don't "expect" anything! Anything can happen, and those considering a BA should be prepared to spend more money than quoted for the initial cost. I've had to revamp some of my wardrobe as well, including clothing and new bras. BUT.... I love em!! Totally worth it!

So excited just found out yesterday that my insurance approved my breast reduction surgery! I'm soooo excited/ nervous! A little info about myself: I am 23 and 4'9" DD breasts looking to go to a C. I have been reading some of the other posts on here and it's great that everyone is sharing their experiences! This way I will know what to expect! I call the plastic surgeon on Monday to schedule my surgery. It will be sometime in feb tho I know that for sure! So excited! I'll let y'all know when I get it scheduled!!!



Updated on 7 Jan 2013:
It's Monday!! I'm anxiously waiting for the PS's nurse to call me back so I can schedule my surgery! Ideally I would like to get it done the first week of feb because insurance said I have to have it done by march 26 for them to pay but hubby is a marine and he is leaving for 7 weeks starting march 8!! So I have to be at least a few weeks into recovery by march 8!! So here's hoping they can get me in :) ill update when I hear back from the office :) also I will try to get a pic up soon so y'all can see what I'm working with!!


Updated on 7 Jan 2013:
I'm losing my mind! I left a message Thursday and one this morning at 8 am it's now past 4 pm and the nurse hasn't gotten back to me :( I know I should be patient but I'm so anxious!!!! I just wanna know when my surgery is gonna be!!!!!

Updated on 7 Jan 2013:
So the nurse called me a little after 5 today and said that the dr doesn't have availability till march so she is supposed to call me back tomorrow to see if they can get me in on one of his off days the beginning of feb... Here's hoping they can figure it out!!



Updated on 8 Jan 2013:
Still waiting to find out my surgery day... In the meantime I'm still not positive on what size I want him to achieve... I'm stuck on either b or c... I would like them to be not too big of course and nice and perky but if you look at my pic I have kinda a wide rib cage so I don't know if b would be too small or not... I know everyone will say go with what I am comfortable with but I would like some suggestions :) or opinions from u guys! Thanks :)

Updated on 8 Jan 2013:
Pretty upset right now. as it stands they have me scheduled for pre op on feb 19th and surgery feb 26th but my hubby leaves march 8th for 7 weeks so I don't think I will be healed enough to watch our 3 kids on my own by march 8th which is why I really wanted my surgery scheduled for the first week of February!!! Ugh sooooo mad right now.

Updated on 13 Feb 2013:
Hey ladies!! Just thought I'd update since I haven't posted in a while!! My pre-op appt is this coming Tuesday the 19th and then my surgery is the following Tuesday!! Can anyone who has already had their surgery tell me what all they do at the pre-op?? Thanks!!

Updated on 19 Feb 2013:
Hey ladies!! So I had my pre op today!!! My surger is scheduled for next week the 26th at 9:45 am! I'm getting excited! any last minute prep tips for me?!

Updated on 27 Feb 2013:
So for like the last 2 hours my legs, arms, and belly have been super itchy... Is this normal? I am so thrilled with the way my results look so far! In June I'm moving to California and hopefully by the end of July I will have my TT/BBL So I suppose I will start my reviews for those procedures soon :) So far I'm thinking Dr. William Bruno in Beverly Hills... Does anyone have any experience with him??

Updated on 1 Mar 2013:
So this is my 3rd day PO and the pain is nowhere near what I had anticipated! My husband has been so good at taking care of me :) I am so thankful! My boobs are so perky! I just can't wait to see what they look like when fully healed! Having this procedure has made me so much more anxious to get my surgery in July! I'm getting a full TT and BBL at the end of July! Then my transformation will be complete! I think I'll start a new review for my TT and BBL soon :)

Updated on 24 Apr 2013:
Hey ladies! So Friday I will be 2 months post op and I am LOVING my new boobs! So perky and nice! Pretty much all pain is gone once in a while I get a tinge of pain which is prob just nerves healing themselves. My scars are barely noticeable! I can't believe how great they look for only 2 months!! I am moving to CA in June so Now I am looking forward to July 24th! That is the day I am getting a BBL and TT in LA with Dr. Hughes!! I started a review on that if you would like to follow my journey :)

I did a lot of research before making the plunge! The total cost was around $6400!! My calf muscles had wasted away due to the neuromuscular disease CMT (Charcot-Marie-Tooth.) I did not expect a huge change, but I admit that I was hoping for a more desirable result. There is only a small change. The first 2 weeks or so were very painful. I couldn't bend my legs to stand for a while. However, I chose not to use pain meds. That would help. The surgeon used 2 small silicone implants and placed 1 in the back of each leg. The incision goes behind the knees, so that's why it's more painful. Although my legs are still small, I do feel somewhat less insecure about them now. I am more inclined to wear shorts or a dress. My friends/family were very supportive. I realized that no one really cared about changes to my body! They all still see me as the same person...with or without muscles! That's what I personally gained from this experience!

I found this website and I am amazed how unalone I feel now. I was the first to get boobs. And boy the boobie fairy hit me good with her boobie dust!. I am petite with a smaller frame. A bit fluffy but for the most part nothing a good few months of good exercise and activity won't fix. I was blessed with H cups. Even at my thinnest I still wore a 36 f. Actually I should have been wearing a 34 G but we all know how hard it is to get bras that fit. I have been buying my bras online since college. I have back pain, neck pain, and not mention migraines too. I didn't go to the doctor alot as i know the usually routine would be to medicate me with pain killers and muscle relaxers. Now that I am 36 I decided that it will be best to do something about the back pain so I can excercise and be more active without the big boobies holding me back. I got my approval and things are moving fast. My surgery is next week, Sept 25th. I am anxious and nervous for the results. I will have to take some pictures and post them for you all. Good luck with all your journeys and happy healing!



Updated on 22 Sep 2012:
Ok girls. Surgery is Tuesday. Omg Im starting to get anxious to get it over with. I just watched a video of an actual breast reduction. Wow thank god for the sedatives they will give me so I won't be tempted to run away. LOL I just finished cleaning and getting things set up around the house today. Tomorrow I will bleach and clean the bathrooms. It will be nice to come home and recover in a clean home I think lol. Netflix is set up in the bedroom and I've got some movies to watch.

Just a few questions for you all:

1. Whats the sports bras you all bought to wear. I saw the champion ones at Target and thought they seemed like they would work but I wasn't sure. I am getting the anchor incisions so I am worried about irritating underneath the breast while I am healing.

2. And for those of you that are in advanced recovery stage. How did the underwires feel to you when you tried one for the first time afterwards. ( I'm thinking time and patience on the bra purchases for a while lol ) but wow I cant wait.

Updated on 24 Sep 2012:
Ok I finally loaded some pics. Omg I think there might be a waistline in there somewhere...hmmm.

Tomorrow is the surgery. Im scheduled for 10 but have to be there around 8 so I guess I will be the second in line. That's ok with me as I will be staying in the hospital over night and getting good meds while I am there. I will update you all again when I am up and about.

Updated on 26 Sep 2012:
I am home now. In a bit of pain but its mostly stinging feeling i take the pain pills when i feel the soreness. Mostly in the nipple areas not sure if thats where most of your hurt. I took a half shower since doc says I have wait until tomorrow for full thing. So far just some bruising. and drains are already out.

We arrived at hospital around 9 am 9/25. I waited a bit then they took me to pre op where I got my iv and the doc did his drawings. Then some nice lady that i dont remember came to get me and thats all remember before I got my room for night lol. I was mostly sleeping yesterday. Got one shot or moriphine. No wonder its controlled lol. That was some good napping after that hahaha. Mostly everything went good the nurses and aides where really good to me. I wasn;t nervous or scared just worried about healing. I'm surprised it doesnt hurt much to move my arms. I can't put socks on though and it hurts a bit to wipe myself. Not much else to complain about as long as i keep taking the pain meds as directed when I feel a bit more pain. Hope all of you are doing well. I've loaded a 2 day pic for you too.

Updated on 27 Sep 2012:
wow. Today was not a good one. Felt so swollen and sore today. I guess the good hospital meds finally wore off. Went to see doc today and he says things looking good. Said time to heal. Ive been taking my meds and I plan on taking it easy and behaving myself. Seems hurts where the drains were and definitely sore around the nipple areas. But other than that doing good. Hope all of you are healing well.

Updated on 28 Sep 2012:
Good morning girls. I slept good last night and woke up feeling better. Husband said I had a nightmare last night which he think may have been the meds lol. Apparently I was talking in my sleep and saying his name. Don't remember much but woke up this morning feeling rested and ate some breakfast. Got to take a full shower which made me feel good. Will need help washing hair and lower body. I took it slow and easy but next shower I will have hubby wash my hair for me. For now I am going veg on the recliner and doze off a bit. Resting and relaxation for happy healing. Hope all is well with all of you.

Updated on 29 Sep 2012:
Hello everyone. Anyone know the cure for cabin fever lol. I am having issues keeping my mind busy since in the house. I am still waiting until after weekend is over to go out. I'm wondering if going to get some fruits at the store will help. I just don't wanna overdo it.

I did notice this morning that some of the bad bruising I have is starting to change. So I guess that's good since it was major surgery and will take a while to heal and see results.

Anyone else complain of feeling like you are carrying around water balloons?

I will update pics next week at one week post op. Hope you are all doing well.

Updated on 29 Sep 2012:
Decided to post 4 day pics. I have alot more bruising than id like. Please excuse it if they are a bit icky but im curious if that will be considered normal. I am watching incisions closely and having very little drainage. Just concerned of what to look for if its not normal. PS saw me on day three and said all was fine just need time to heal.

Updated on 1 Oct 2012:
Going for follow up again on wed with ps. I noticed some yellow drainage out of lefty. It is not much but I wanna get him to look at it in case. What is your experience. Is this yellow stuff something to worry about if its just a small amount. Also have any of you had hot flashes in your boobs???? I have not tempeture and the wounds don't look infected to me but I thought I 'd ask lol

Happy healing and hopefully this just means my body is healing at its own pace lol

Updated on 2 Oct 2012:
Hello all!
Made to week one! Yay! I uploaded a week one pic The bruising is slowly changing and I am healing. Just having a bit of drainage out of lefty. I'll be seeing ps tomorrow to have him take a look and make sure everything is ok. Been in a bit of pain but mostly at night. I think I stopped taking the good drugs a bit too soon maybe. Last I took the vicaton before bed and slept much better. I am going to keep taking it easy and rest up. Hope you all heal well and have happy new little boobies!!

Updated on 3 Oct 2012:
Got back from my appointment with ps. All is well and healing nicely. He even took the tape off the boobies so I got see them undressed for the first time. I didn't realize what a relief getting that tape off would be. I get to apply ointment now and see him in about 2 weeks. I made the nurses laugh because I kept referring to the boobies as lefty and righty! Then I said oh I have names for them now too. Bonnie and Clea. A little play on Bonnie and Clyde. Going in today did relieve my worries so I will not feel guilty for feel I am wasting his time. Thank you all for keeping up with my progress so far it is so good to feel you're not the only one. We all experienced post op pains and sleepless nights. I'm so glad i am feeling my spirits go up and hope it keeps going up.

Oh and yesterday I went to the store to pick up a present for someone and I walked past the bra section. I held up a c and d cup to my boobies and it looks like now a D cup so will probably be a large C once the swelling goes down, however I will be happy with a nice middle D cup as well. I am sure bra shopping will be harder now as there are going to be so many more choices! Now to keep telling myself patience patience....The new bras are waiting. :)

Updated on 4 Oct 2012:
Ok I took a pic without the tape! They are looking really good to me so far. Lefty is still a bit more swollen than Righty but I am sure that will settle in time. The bruising is definitely going to take care of its self just a bit of yellow on the left. Hope you are all healing well!!!!!

Updated on 4 Oct 2012:
Ok for those of you that like to know these things....i called the PS office and was told how much they removed from my girls!


Left 1066
Right 1047

Omg!!!!! No wonder I was in pain all the time!! No wonder the scale said about 6 lbs less than before surgery too!

Updated on 7 Oct 2012:
Hi ladies! Today has been good so far. Having a bit of trouble getting to sleep but pain is tolerable as long I am not doing too much. It's taking patience to wait for the wounds to close but I am trying! Hugs for all and happy healing :)

Updated on 8 Oct 2012:
Was going through some of my clothes I tried on a few sports bras I had stashed and wow what a huge change. I might need to go down a size as I had xl lol. Do they need to be tight for compression as I am two weeks post op or do I go for what's comfy???

It does look like i am going to have to do a good purge of my closets. T shirts so far are fine just a bit looser.

Updated on 8 Oct 2012:
Hi ladies I have a question for everyone.

How much in size will the swelling adjust???? I think right now they are about a DD but that's with swelling so I am wondering where that might put me. Did anyone go down alot or just a little? Hopefully you can all give me an idea of how the swelling made a difference in size for you all.

I just really will be much happier if at least single digit cup size. Even though I was totally hoping for a C cup I will be completely happy with a D as well but I really did not want to be bigger than that. We go through all of this anxious worry and not mention pain. The emotions I have felt over the last two weeks is definitely something I will never forget. But to have a size that I am not happy with will be hard. I actually do think so far the size is at least more manageable so I guess we will see. I am going to accept what happens with size as I do feel the doctors do what is safer and I did have a large reduction. I will keep positive and enjoy my new boobies. ~Hugs the boobies and says please heal quickly!~

I'll post more pics for everyone tomorrow. Happy healing to all of you post op ladies out there. Sending out good vibes for everyone doing surgeries as well.

Updated on 9 Oct 2012:
Good morning ladies!

Today is two weeks!! Yay!!!!! So far so good. Pain is minimal just a bit it tightness where the incisions are. Nipples work and that is good. I've been watching some areas that have a bit puckering on the incisions that I expect will probably settle once more healing comes thru. I'm seeing some areas that seem to be trying to close up and I am liking that! After all its on week 2 so there is more healing to be done so patience patience and more patience. I am now wearing sports bras. I got the companion bras from Target last night as they seemed soft and stretchy. So far this morning it hasn't bothered the more sensitive areas. I have been taking Aleve to help with swelling. I was trying to watch sodium intake as well but omg that's almost been harder than sugar! I think this week will be good to start walking short amounts as I have tolerated going to stores for bits of times. I will need to catch up on exercise eventually as laying around with cabin fever can't be good for my bum!

So keeping spirits up, thinking positive, and grrrr Patience Patience Patience!!! Happy healing ladies!!

Did two week pic. You can see bruising is getting better. Righty had the worst bruising but its starting to go red and I imagine by the end of this week I will see more yellow coming in :)

Updated on 10 Oct 2012:
Good morning all!

Well today was emotional. I opened the bra drawer. Wow I didn't realize I owned so many bras. As I look at them it made me think of how hard it was to find them. I was lucky to find different colors and fabrics. I had invested a lot so that my boobs would have support. I really felt sort of a sadness as I placed them in "purge basket". Insert moment of silence here. Then after a brief moment something else happened. I looked at this empty drawer and thought to myself that in a few months I will standing in the lingerie department picking out new ones to fit my new body. I get to go to any store!!! I get to pick a normal size!!!!!

I am surprised at the number of Camies and tanks that I threw out as well. So shopping is going to be happening too. Shirts and blouses will need to go and it's starting to feel therapeutic. Out with the old and in with the new. I'm going get a fresh start and enjoy slowly adding the new things.

So for all of you wondering if all the pain and emotions of changing your breast size is worth it...empty your drawers and clean out your clothing and make room!!!! Kohls, Victoria secrets, Jcpenneys, Dillard's, and the list is endless .... Here we come!!!!!!!!!!

Updated on 11 Oct 2012:
Hi ladies!

Been a good day so far. My energy is coming back now. I went with a friend to the pet store today and didn't have hardly any discomfort as long as I don't bend over.
She said I looked great!!

I am now starting to wear sports bras but they are not all that comfy. I went and got the Hanes one that opens in the front and
It's doing pretty well. I still feel its an adjustment so still wearing the compression bra at times.

Anyone else have that issue moving over to sports bras ???? Any recommendations????

Updated on 15 Oct 2012:
Good Morning ladies!!!

So Tomorrow is 3 weeks !!!!! So far so good. Some scabs feel off this weekend. ewwwwww lol but at least the tissue under is nice and pink. I had a bit of itching here and there which I am guess is my body healing. Tomorrow I go in to see the PS. Hopefully he will be pleased with the progress. I already see spots that are nitting together. Lefty seems to be closing up a bit quicker than righty but I see spots on righty that are trying to close up as well. I have been taking it easy. I find getting around is much easier. I am having more energy just a bit of soreness and swelling mostly at night. The left side seems to be more swollen then the right but that will pass I am sure. I will update tomorrow with new pics too as soon as I get home. Hope you are all healing good. Sending out happy healing thoughts to you all!

Updated on 17 Oct 2012:
Its's been three weeks!!! I can't believe all I have been through since this surgery. I've taken my closet down to a mere 15 items hanging up. Bra drawer is bare except the sports bras that I found most comfy. I am glad that I have cleansed out my clothes, thought I still have a few drawers that need to be gone through. Pain is better just mostly discomfort at times from swelling and moving around wrong here and there. I have had itching and its weird itching. It doesn't feel like that itching from hives that one might get but a warm itching that comes and goes. Bruising is getting much better on Righty. I still see strange coloring at the bottom of my breasts but I attribute that to the deep bruising thats probably working its way outward as my body absorbs things. That and wearing new sports bras after compression bras lol. Hope you are all doing well and relaxing during your recovery. For those of you that are getting ready for your new boobs. While I don't regret this surgery one bit.....I have learned the word of the day is PATIENCE. I added a 3 week Pic and u can see some of the changes are noticeable. Doc says that asymmetrical swelling is normal and will adjust as I heal more.

Oh before I forget any suggestions on the best scar creams???? I have Bio Oil and thought id try that. I want to get palmers lotion too but not sure which one to get. PS said to keep doing the ointment for two weeks then when i see him on the 30th then he will talk scar treatments. Then I will be 4 weeks. When were u all allowed to start your scar stuff??????

Thank ladies for all your help and Happy healing!!!!!!

Updated on 20 Oct 2012:
HI ladies!

Today I realized that some more swelling has went away. I am trying to get rid of this cold. I guess if I dont feel better by Tuesday I will call the Doc to see about meds. I am still switching sports bras for the surgical ones. They have remained my security blanket.

I did wanna ask you girls what you are all using for scar treatments. Ive got bio oil but wont be using it until next appointment in about another 10 days.

Hope you are all healing well. Happy healing!

Updated on 23 Oct 2012:
Hi everyone!

Well its now 4 weeks!!! In two more days it will a full month! I cant believe all the changes my body has gone thru since the surgery. As of now I have minimal pain. Mostly discomfort from swelling that seems more bothersome at nighttime. I just take an advil or Aleve if it bothers me and I am fine. I have been wearing sports bras and as of now they are all pretty comfortable. The don't hardly even bother my incisions at all. I will see about taking a picture of the ones that I found to be the most comfortable.

I do have a small list of things that sort of bother me about my results so far.

~ I do have a puffy scaring where my drains were under my armpit area. It seems that swelling looks different but I am sure in time that will all sort out.

~Can you stay sutures!!! Omg where do these things come from!! I have quite a few that look like there are poking out like little tiny white flags! I am keeping my eyes out on them but none of them are bothersome. They don't seem to be causing blisters or any oozing type irritations. So that is good there.

~ I realized the color of aureoles seems sort of different than before my surgery. The are taking longer to heal than the other incisions too. I guess if I am still unhappy later I can get them tattooed. But again still a bit more healing to do in those areas so we will see. Its hard to tell because there were so stretched out with my large breasts.

~As of now I do believe I am a D cup. I did go to the store and tried on a few bras. Its hard to say because I just put them on over my breasts without any adjusting of my actual breasts. I was afraid to start pulling and pushing on my boobies just yet as its not time for a real bra yet. Maybe it will be different in a week or two. I really wanted to be a C cup and now i am also swollen around too. I wore 36 band width for years and that seems to have changed a bit with some of the wireless sports bras I tried on. I picked out a few from Barely there brand and I selected what it said for bra size and they were too small. A few I got a 38 around and they were better. I also tried on a few real bras as well and they were 36 and the bandwidth was ok. However cup size its hard to tell cuz I didn't adjust my boobies inside the bra. Could this be from swelling or simply because my boobies are in a different position on my chest? I guess it is too soon to worry and fixate on size. I am smaller and as long as a bra fits and is comfy then I just need to suck it up and go with what fits properly. All bras are different and will feel different so all that will be like I am buying a bra for the first time. Anyways to get to my rambling point lol. I still feel a bit bigger than what I wanted.


All in all I am definitely smaller, lighter and happier. I think we all are very critical of how our breasts look after surgery as this is our feminity and they were apart of our personality previous to surgery so its hard to let go. Now I am on this journey and there is no turning back. Moving forward and knowing that my friends and family who have seen me since have all said I look great. Neck and shoulder pain gone. I haven't had a migraine since and to be honest I do feel better about how my T shirts fit. This will mean going through my clothes and working out the ones that don't work anymore. (shopping shopping and shopping! )

I included 4 week pictures for you all. I even added some of the T zone. I hope I labels those properly as its hard to tell which one was which. Happy healing to you all!

Updated on 25 Oct 2012:
Hi ladies!

I had a rough night last night. Idk why but i must have slept wrong on my pillows because i woke up with my shoulder hurting. felt a kink or something. i took a pain pill and took a hot shower to help relax but never went back to sleep. i am definitely going to take it easy today and rest in my recliner. Everything seems fine with my incisions I am still putting ointment on twice a day as my PS said to do. I am only seeing a dot on the gauze in the mornings after i shower which i assume is just scabs getting moist and sticking to the gauze. So far I am really seeing somethings adjust over this week. There is more sofening and the sides are coming in i think as well. Still swelling, esp at the end of each day. Hopefully that will pass. From what I understand the swelling will continue for months. I am seeing these sutures appear everywhere as well. Im watching to make sure none of them get irritated but so far only one spot seems to be more questionable. and its just a tiny bit red but not hurting or anything. Ill watch it for a few days and see the doctor if any changes there. I'll take a picture of the the favorite sports bras I felt most comfy in this week. I'll also take a pic of the surgical bras i have as well. Happy healing !!!

Updated on 26 Oct 2012:
Well girls as of yesterday its been a month since my surgery. My incisions are pretty much closed just having some little stubborn spots around the nipples. i think its those darn stitches that are giving me grief. My 5 week appt is on Tuesday so I can have doc take a look and if anything needs to be pulled he can do so then. Nothing hurts or looks infected but I am watching them closely as I see the little suckers poking out!!!

Any of u girls notice the area around ur nipples healing after everything else.?????? I had thought my T zone would be last but not in this case. Will my body eat it up or I wonder if he will have to pull them out????? I imagine he will probably tell me they will resolve themselves.

Im still swelling as well. Any advice on things I can make that don't require salt. I have actually been reading labels lately and I am surprised at all the salt in everything that is tasty. I am trying to stay away from my Dr Peppers too. That has been hard for me. I have been good girl and I have been drinking water.

Any advice on helping the swelling out, esp at nighttime.... is welcome.

Happy healing to you all. And for those of you that are still awaiting your big day. Relax and enjoy yourselves. Soon we will all be checking on your updates!

Updated on 28 Oct 2012:
Good morning!!!

This morning I was taking a shower and noticed a really long stitch and as i held it away from my skin it just came off! How crazy is that!! That spots closed up and it was attached by a yucky teeny tiny scab! These sutures are driving me crazy though. The only spots that haven't close are where these suckers are poking out now. I see the doc on Tuesday so I am not bothering with them or pulling anything out myself as its probably best to let him do it. But other than that things are really closing up the last few days around my aureoles. I guess those spots needed more time but no wonder with all the little stitches poking out here and there!

Pain has been good not really taking anything atm. Swelling is a bother at night and when I am more active but I guess that will take a long time to not be bothersome.

I did get two new bras from victoria secrets. They are D cups! I did end up going up in band size but I didn't really get bothered by that as they fit for now and the band was comfy on the incisions under my arms. When I went with a lower band size I still had bit of tissue that poked out where arm pits are and going up fixed that issue for me so I was happy. I reminded myself not to invest too much as the swelling and such. I was pleased with the way all the bras looked once I got the numbers adjusted. I am just thankful that the DD was too big!!! I could have cried with happiness. No DD for me!!!!!!!!!!!! I own two real bras with a normal size that fits! Anyhow, my point is don't despair or focus too much on numbers the way I was at first. Our boobies sit higher and things have changed so dramatically. And when you do find the fit that is comfy for you take a look ....NO QUAD BOOBIES!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope you are all healing well. I will try to take a picture of the bra I got so you can all see. Happy healing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Updated on 31 Oct 2012:
Hi Ladies!!! Well its been 5 weeks as of yesterday. Sorry I didn't do an update yet. I saw Doc yesterday. He took care of a few spitting stitches that were bothering me so that's why my pic looks a bit more irritated. My scars are coming in pink and they do look pinker in the picture. I also have ointment all over my scars as well. Doc told me to do ointment for a bit longer then once all the scars are completely smooth I can then do scar treatments. So far is good. I'm not in pain. Though i had a bit stinging after the PS saw me.

I still have a few little spots that need to finish healing where stitches keep poking thru. I am sure all will be fine by next week. Still swelling up a bit at night but its not painful. I'm more active now and that's probably accounting for my swelling during the evenings. Other than the stitches and swelling all is doing ok. PS was pleased with my progress. He says I've hit every critical stage so far!! YAY!! So please boobies finish healing and then I promise I will treat you to some awesome cute sexy bras!!!

Happy healing ladies!!!!

Updated on 6 Nov 2012:
Well ladies its been 6 weeks!!!! I can't believe the changes my body has gone through. Mentally as well as the physical. I want to take a moment to recognize all of you girls who have gone through this huge part of my life with me. This may be a website where we all go to blog about our experiences but I think I can say for all of us that it does mean the world to know that you are not alone.

As far as my body's progress goes.....well my body has taken its time healing. I have passed all the major hurdles according my PS and he is happy with my healing progress. My incisions are all closed except for a tiny scab on my tzone area. No drainage and I have not had to use any gauze except for a bit when i first put on ointment. Once that tiny scab is gone I will be starting my scar treatment. I am going to use the Palmers Skin Therapy for my scars. Hopefully the bit of redness in my scars will go away but for now they are healthy and pink and YAY CLOSED!!!

I am still having swelling esp at nighttime. I have been drinking more water and trying to lower my salt. I don't know how much a difference its made but I know the swelling will be there a while since I am getting more energy and doing alot more than I was weeks ago. Hopefully in a few months I will see that swelling improve even more.

Now lets talk about nipples!! Omg they are so sensitive. They are very alert and to the point of being a bit tender when its cold in the house and the only thing that seems to calm that down is taking a hot shower. Hopefully that will get better with time as well. At least they work!

As far as size goes. I do think they are much better for my body than what I had before. I looked at some older pictures today and realize I was all boob! Now people will see me and not my boobs. I sort of wish the PS had taken a tiny bit more to make more of a C cup but I am happy with being a D cup. My only complaint is that i swell alot under my arm pits and I am wearing a band size bigger than what I wore before surgery but thats ok for now. The swelling will change and hey my boobies are now higher up on my chest so maybe thats part of the reason for that difference. Not to mention I have been trying on bras that are completely different than what I have ever worn in my life. I have two wireless Bali bras!! Yes Wireless. I have never owned a wireless bra before this surgery. My eyes are still adjusting to tops and bras. I bought several cami style bras at Walmart and I got large. I wasn't sure if they would fit but they sure fit!

I am pleased with my surgery and I know things are not perfect by any means. But I will embrace my imperfections and be the woman I am.....complete with smaller boobies!!! Here's to hoping they stay this perky!!!! For those of you who are still healing and having those roadbumps. Stay strong. Take care of yourself. Don't give up. Life will only make you stronger! If any of you need to vent or talk we will all be here to listen and understand. For those of you still waiting for the big day, relax and spend time with your kids and families as much as u can beforehand. Don't be afraid to keep moving down the path to smaller boobies. Most of you are not doing this for looks. This is to save you pain and that first time someone looks u in the eyes and not in ur chest is priceless.

Happy healing !!!!!!!!

Updated on 13 Nov 2012:
Hi ladies!!!!
Its been 7 weeks since my surgery. I am so glad I did this and only wish I had done this sooner. Things are going into place bit by bit. I think my body just wants to do things in its own time and not my schedule! Everything is healed up. I do have a tiny spitting stitch that is starting to poke out. I have two of them and one on either side of my nipples! They are in the exact spot on each side too. How is that for perfect symmetry! They are not bothering me at the moment as they remind me of a tiny whisker. If they are bothersome I will let my doctor know. For now I will let my body take care of it. I am still swelling, esp at night and if I am active. I think that's because over the past few weeks I am feeling more normal. I have been walking and even able to cuddle my little dogs. Poor things have not had a proper cuddle in ages!

I have started putting palmers on my scars. I noticed when i started massaging that my skin is a bit redder than before. I am hoping that is normal and just due to my scars being sensitive and rubbing against my sports bras! I have been told that it will sort itself out over time. I still have a bit of bruising at the top and that is almost completely gone thank goodness. My poor girls were sure hating me for a while! Anyone else notice a bit of sensitivity in ur scars. I wonder if that is also from nerves growing back as well.

At this point the only complaints would be about swelling. I am a D right now but I do wish that I was a tiny bit smaller. Hopefully the swelling is going to get better over the next few months so we will see. For now I am happy with a D cup. I know it was a huge reduction as 5 lbs was taken off my chest. So if a D cup I will gladly take it!!!!! This has been an amazing journey and I am so thankful that i have healed and had no roadbumps. Bless all of u that have had issues and are still healing. Good luck to those of u that are still awaiting ur turn.

Updated on 20 Nov 2012:
Hi ladies!! Its been 8 weeks. Omg how things have changed over the past 8 weeks! I am healed still have a teeny tiny scab that I think is really a stitch in that spot on my Tzone but its been fine and hasn't bothered me. I know my body will take care of it. I do have a bit if redness at the bottom of my breasts that I think is from my sports bras and such rubbing the sensitive skin there. I have moved so will have to get another Primary Care Doc to see me and refer me to a surgeon here for a little follow up about the redness but I think that will sort itself out.

The girls are sofening and still standing up on there own. Hopefully they will remain perky!! Plz boobies stay perky!! Nipples are still sensitive and always on high beam lately but that's ok. I just add a bit of padding to conceal that and hopefully over the next few months that gets better. I am glad the nerves are working. I still get a bit of shooting zingers every now and then but that's not terrible. I know its the nerves healing back up.

I still swell a bit at night time and when I am really active but its not as bad as it was a few weeks ago. I actually stayed off soda since surgery! I had my first Dr Pepper this week!! Yummy!!!!! I am starting to walk and find my energy levels getting back to normal. I think after I see my new doctor when I can I'll see what they say about going to the gym. I know I am not ready for jogging or heavy aerobics but should be ok for low impact. What were you girls doing for exercise at 8 weeks???? Plz give me some ideas as I would like to get my body back into the groove of things!

Over all things are doing good for the girls. They are happier and I am really feeling great about my decision. Some things in life we do not have control over. I am glad this was one things I got to make a choice on! Hugs my happy little D's. Plz girls stay perky!!!!!

For those of you awaiting your surgery keep yourselves busy and don't worry too much about the surgery itself. The recovery is long I won't sugar coat that. Take your time and keep patient. In the end you will find yourselves lighter and in less pain. For those of you who are recovering take it easy and don;t do too much! (yes that means you Mia!!!!! LMAO) I'd take off work at least 3 weeks and 4 would be even better if you can.

I also added new pics of the girls. An 8 week Flash!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now wheres my beads!!! lmao. Happy healing ladies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Updated on 26 Nov 2012:
Good morning ladies!!!

It has been TWO MONTHS as of yesterday!!!! I am happy with the size of my breasts. As of now I am a happy little D!!!! I can't even remember how they looked before my surgery. I found a pic I took before surgery and OMG what a difference it is now. No back, neck, or shoulder pains. I am sitting up straight and find myself doing less slouching when I sit up. I look down and I can see my belly, legs and YES my toes!!!!!! I don't remember ever being able to see my feet when looking down!! I am having no pain as its close to 9 weeks now. Just a few shocks every now and then. I have been a bad girl and bought a load of bras to fill up the empty space in my lingerie drawer!! I have front clasp bras!!!!! I have never in my 36 years of life was able to wear a front clasp bra. I absolutely loved it so much I got every color I could find. Where did I find this comfy bra at you ask??????? WALMART!!!!!!!!! Under 10 dollars too!! Can you believe that!!! Mia I think I have a shopping problem too!!! LMAO!!! I am going to find that hot bikini for this summer and then road trip!!!!!! Sun Beach and Drinks!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope all you girls are healing and taking care of yourselves. Please take it easy and don't over do it. For those of you still waiting for your new boobies. No regrets!!! Happy healing!!!!!!!!!!!!

Updated on 27 Nov 2012:
Good morning ladies.....9 weeks today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I uploaded a few more pics. Not much has changed things are still settling.

Updated on 4 Dec 2012:
Hi Ladies!!!!

Well its been 10 weeks!!!!!! I am so thankful for all of you who have participated in this journey with me. I am still wearing sporty bras as doctor said I have to wait 3 months after surgery. That will xmas day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Merry xmas to me!!! lmao

For my scars I was using Palmers. Now I have switched to BioOil. I am really liking that stuff too. Its actually seeming to take the red away a bit more I think. I put new pics up for you all.

I appreciate all of you putting ourselves out here. It is so not easy to put pictures of your body for others to see. I can say that everyone of you are beautiful people. I will never forget what it was like to be held down with big breasts but now I can relax and enjoy my new boobies!!!! Mia I am serious when we can schedule something I would love to come to Florida and show off our new bikinis!!!

For those of you that are awaiting your surgeries relax and don't despair. The anxious feelings beforehand will go away after. Enjoy your families and friends during this holiday season!!!

Updated on 17 Jan 2013:
HI ladies!!! Been a busy girl these days. I am sorry I have taken so long to update. I missed my 3 month update (3 months would have officially been Christmas day!) so here it is!!! Not much has changed as far the girls go. They are still perky and staying where they belong! They have softened up and I can squeeze them now. I am also finally back to being able to sleep however I want!!!!!!!! I am in no pain and haven't had zingers in awhile now. Every now and then the scars get a bit sensitive but a gently rub on the scars and that goes away. On Christmas day I started wearing regular bras. So far my size is sticking at a large D/Small DD. I found that I am getting what I pay for as far as bras go. The ones I have purchased at Victoria secrets are fitting very well. The cheaper ones i got at walmart are not. The front clasp that I was so excited about is slightly too small. When they tell u to wait to buy ur bras they mean it!!!!! If I can pass along anything that would be my weekly tidbit for sure. DO NOT BUY BRAS until after 3 months. I am serious. My breasts have changed even in the last month as far as being more soft and feeling less like inplants! Your breast will not mold properly for some time so give the bra buying a wait and have patience....(uggg patience!!!)

As for my scars. They slowly changing. They are still pink and for the most part very smooth. I do have a slight puckering toward the cleavage area but it doesn't bother me too badly. I stopped using oils and went to mederma as the oils were giving me little pimply bumps on my girls! I was like oh no! I have never had issues with acne or pimples so I am guessing its just whats in the oils causing my skin to react. I was wondering if anyone else has had that issue.

Mederma is good as well though its very gel like. It does soak into the skin quickly. I will use it this month and see what changes that brings on and update u all. They are all good stuff so I don't think ur hurting to pick one or the other. Everyone seems to see results with these its just mederma is a bit pricey. Hopefully I will see just as good results with this as I did with bio oil and palmers! I hope all of u are doing well and taking care of ur girls!!! I will update again soon as I am almost getting close to being 4 months post op! I can not believe its been that long! Good luck to all of u are going thru ur surgery soon. You will not regret ur choice. Yes its a long recovery but in end after 4 months or so u will be so glad u made it thru! For those of u on the recovery side take care of yourself and rest. Happy healing!! xxxxxx

Updated on 29 Jan 2013:
Hi ladies!!! Its been 4 months as of 2/25/13!!!! I can not believe the difference since week 1! Not much has changed over this month. I'm switching scar remedies and have tried them all pretty much. I luv them all really. They are slowly changing and turning lighter each day. I still have a few spots that I can feel the scar but my concern is not with how they look now. I know in a year they will be completely skin colored and not as noticeable. They hubby doesn't seemed bothered and says the girls look great to him. And bonus they fit in his hands now! He jokes and says look hunny one hand!

I have been working alot and my body feels pretty much back to normal. I am slowly adding for vigorous exercising and activity each week. I am starting to watch things I eat since surgery and I am really trying to keep the inches down. That part is the most difficult change. I want my body to equal my new boobies! I am not a lazy person but I do like eat good food. Seems when u want something good u gain weight! ahhhhhhhh!!!! lol

I know alot of you girls are wondering how size and shape will be when ur done with surgery. Try not to think of cup size (as hard as that is!!!). The point of this surgery is to obtain a smaller and more manageable breast size. Most of us have been this way all our life and just need relief. I had a hard time not being a c cup at first. I was disappointed and a bit depressed about the size of bra i ended up buying. I remember thinking that have i done ....all this and no C cup! Now??? Well now i feel good about it. I am not even worried that a 38 D is more comfy than a 36 D. They both fit but one feels more comfy than the other at this time. So i tell myself its ok. I will take comfort over pain and having lines on my skin after i take my bra off any day!!! Well enough rambling lol. My point is plz plz dont be upset if ur cup size is not exactly what u wanted after ur surgery. for me a D is way better than the H i started with!!

These are the scar treatments I have tried over the last few months.

Mederma
Palmers Skin Therapy
Bio Oil

They all work great. My recommendation is to try to not to use anything else on ur breast when using them. I think thats why i have the bit of reaction that i did. I stopped using other lotions and such while using them and that has helped out. If you have any questions feel free to ask as so many of us on here use them and will happy to review our results.

Good luck for those of u that are getting ur surgeries soon. And for those of u on the recovery side.... take care and rest rest rest!!!!!!! Happy healing!!!!

P.S. Mia!!!!! I sent u my phone number so if u ever feel up to texting go for it!!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxx

Updated on 20 Mar 2013:
Well girls its just 5 days shy of being 6 months (03/25). Things are great as far as back and neck pain as that was gone after surgery. I do not regret doing this surgery for one moment. Yes there are scars. I was having issues with scar treatments as I kept breaking out. That is definitely not normal for me as I never had issues with breakouts on my chest or back before. It has since gone away when I stopped using the oils. At the moment I am going to get in touch with my doctor back in NC ( as I have moved back to texas back in November). I will ask for other options for scars. I know I have plenty of time as scars will take a long time to fade and soften more.

As far a size I am happy with my size. They are still D cups. I am still wearing a band size bigger. I started out 36H and now I am comfy in a 38D. I think maybe its because the girls are higher up and it just seems to be more comfy as I am more sensitive to pressure and tightness in the rib cage area under my boobies. That's fine with me as they are definitely smaller and perkier. I have found one thing I do love is when I do put on a bra the girls don't need adjustment at all! It's like OMG they stay in the same place. They are soft and perky like they should be. I have even braved trying on a few bathing suits but I still haven't found the top that I love yet. I'll keep looking and I promise when I do find the right bikini top and bottoms I will post a pic of it for you all! I have been working normal hours for a while now and that is keeping me busy. I am going to find time to add more activities and be more active. I run with my dog and nephews as well! I am finding more energy every day!

Tata for now. Please all of you girls take care and happy healing!!!! Hugs and smooches!!!!

My story starts like any other boob story, as long as I can remember they have been there. They are currently a 36 E and are becoming extremely unbearable. I can safely say that I hate my boobs and I want them to be gone. I joined the Marine Corps when I was 18 I thought about a reduction but never thought I could get it through the Marines. I was completely wrong. I went in for my consultation about three weeks ago. It was very simple. I went in to my MO (Medical Officer) and told her what I wanted. She referred me to plastics, and they referred me to Dr Tor LJungs office in Wilmington NC. My consultation was wonderful. He told me I could be a C Cup and I was through the roof. I seriously cannot remember ever being a C Cup. waaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!! So happy. I will be a better runner...no back pain...no headaches...no neck pain!!!!! I would so love to be able to put a a cute top, and a cute bra...no bra?? Who knows. I am so extremely nervous, but Im happy at the same time. Saying goodbye to these puppies with no remorse. Reading all of the stories here on real self is also very helpful.

I didnt really realize how heavy my boobs were until I went into the office and he lifted them for me, my entire back felt great. It was amazing. So now when I want a break, I just pick them up and put them on a table lol, or I just lift them myself, it is the BEST feeling. I also wasnt aware that I was a sloucher, I cant even sit in a chair straight without my back aching. I am soooooooooooo soooooo looking forward to August 28th


Updated on 23 Jul 2012:
36 daaaayyyssssss...did I mention I was excited???

Updated on 28 Jul 2012:
Well I have officially broken up with quite a few of my bras :D I still have my minimizer and sports bras. I hadn't realized until a few days ago the lengths that I go through to try to make myself flatter. Or to try and strap these puppies down for a run! Minimizer...sports bra that fits...sports bra that's too small...and camisole!!! It's ridiculous. So from now on I'm just going to keep my two minimizer bras and call it a day. Ahhhhhhh GOODBYE GOOD RIDDANCE

Updated on 15 Aug 2012:
So today is 15 August which means. 6 days to my preop and 13 to my surgery! That's a whole hell of a lot better than a month away. I'm buying a bunch of pillows so I can sit up in bed today. And some button up shirts to wear in the weeks after. I am getting really excited. I feel like I won't even know myself anymore. Guess we'll just have to wait and see. :D

Updated on 20 Aug 2012:
OMG!!! Tomorrow is my pre op!!!!! So that means I officially have one week to go!

Updated on 28 Aug 2012:
Hi ladies! I woke up from surgery about an hour ago, I was in a lot of pain but they gave me some morphine and all is well. Very minimal pain it is a bit sore but I can see the difference already and I am so happy. I am staying over night because Dr. lJung is removing my drains tomorrow and making a second trip would have been useless. All in all my experience has been fantastic I am do happy

Updated on 29 Aug 2012:
Getting the drains taken out was the worst experience!!! I cried but once they were out I felt much better. I have been feeling pretty good, I'm very excited to start the healing process

Updated on 31 Aug 2012:
Hello ladies. I just can't express how much this BR has done for me. It's awesome. I have a little trouble getting to and from places or getting up but I take my meds every couple of hours and it helps

Updated on 5 Sep 2012:
Hi ladies!!!! Just giving an update, I am doing very well. Im am uploading my pictures today.
I went for my one week check up today and the PS said I was healing very nicely, I have had very minimal bruising, just one yellow bruise beside my nipple. I am so happy with the results. The pain is Manageable, I was prescribed Vicodin but I am okay with just take the 600 Ibuprofen. I bought this really great stuff called brave soldier, it is a really awesome ointment that I found out about while I was in Afghanistan. One of my friends used it for her post pregnancy stretch marks and they disappeared, It is also for scarring and pain relief as well as infection protection. So i am excited about that.
I hope that everyone is having a speedy recovery

Updated on 5 Sep 2012:
Im not sure why the photos are upside down....Sorry

Updated on 5 Sep 2012:
Anyone else still feel they are too big???

Updated on 20 Sep 2012:
Well I was having a bit of trouble with my left nipple. It has been slightly swollen and very painful. It hasn't healed as nicely as the right. But I got some antibiotics and painkillers and it has started healing over beautifully. My boobies still hurt and te PS said in still very swollen so that was a definite PLUS that means I'll be smaller. I took the liberty of putting on a few old bras! Man I CAN'T BELIEVE I USED TO WEAR THOSE yuck!!! Well just thought I would update ladies. Happy healing :)

Updated on 27 Sep 2012:
Well ladies, I am all closed up I started my scar massage yaaaay!! Now the only thing that annoys me are these stupid spitting stitches UGH I have to wait to get them taken out but then are absolutely EVERYWHERE AND THEY DRIVE ME INSANE. But on a good night pain is very minimal, and I am just super happy with te results ;)
Happy healing

I missed the fullness of my breast prior to bi-lateral lumpectomies.



Updated on 29 Apr 2012:
I missed the fullness of my breast prior to bi-lateral lumpectomies. The mastopexy and augmentation result was much more than I expected. Four days post op and I LOVE my new look! The doctor and staff listened to me and took great care in understanding my needs. I am sore and bruised a little but just the fact that my breast aren't sagging anymore is fab!

When you search for a doctor....really check them out!!! Considering the cost, you want the best even if it does cost a little more! Remember....you will have someone changing your looks and you want the BEST, not the cheapest!!

Things I would recommend....neck pillow, like the ones you use to travel...several front ZIP shirts/sweatshirts, pillow for under your knees and full time home care for the first 48 hours. Tell you pharmacist not to use child proof caps, (if possible)!!! Little to no strength the first few days so you will need help to open.

I have my first follow up Tuesday. I can't wait to see what the Doctor says.