I have thought about this for years. Going back and forth about the philosophy "I should just love myself for who I am". However, I do! I think I am there now. That is why it is the perfect time. I am 42 years old. I have two kids, 15 year old daughter and 10 year old son. They are amazing! I am also in the most wonderful relationship and I am joyful about life. I am 5'2, 130 lbs pretty active. Seems like a heavy weight, but I wear size 4P-6P and I have a healthy butt.

Ive had 4 kids all C-section. I am a very active person, I jazzersize, go for walks, work out to dvd's. I have done this my whole life and never could I feel good in my own skin. I come from a background of a very stocky, athletic build. I had two choices in life, either be chunky or very muscular. Of course I wanted to be tall and slender lol. I had like most of you hanging dead skin that would never go away no matter what. I finally met the love of my life, yep it took