I am currently a very small 34b 135 lbs and 5'4". i have hopes of being a large C but preferably a small D. I am crazy nervous and excited. Mostly just nervous about the anesthesia, seeing as I've never been under before but otherwise just plain excited! I've wanted this for as long as I can remember and really just can't believe it's actually happening! I've already had my consultation and we've decided to go with 400 cc silicone under muscle. I would like a very natural look, and really hope 400 is enough to take me to the size I want. Updated on 27 Nov 2014: well, I'm constantly on this site. It really is so helpful. I've been trying to narrow down my wishpics( which I got from this site,thanks girls!),because my preop is on dec 15th. I REALLY hope that we go over things much more thoroughly because I am so afraid of going the wrong size. There are just so many factors that go into what makes your size in the end. I originally thought I would only go 350 - 375 but now I know i want 400 just from reading how most people wish they'd gone bigger, i want them big but very natural, I'm also worried about being more on the muscular side and having muscle deformity, I'm doing unders. Updated on 15 Dec 2014: Yep today was my preop, crazy feeling to sign over that check and sign those papers, that was the most I've EVER spent on myself!! Lol. I'm getting soooo excited now!a lot of my nerves were eased by my meeting w dr today, she really is great, never rushes me and is very patient with al my questions. She is also very no nonsense and tells you how it is which I really do appreciate. We decided on definitely doing the 400s and that I have to go with the UHPs cause of my BW. Gotta say that scared me a bit but she said that is the best option for the size I'm going so I'm just trusting her. Anybody out there w stats close to mine that have gotten UHPs?? Just want them very natural looking :-/ makes me a bit nervous Updated on 26 Dec 2014: Well ladies only 1 week left, I am definitely in the nesting zone right now getting everything in order around the house, I guess in a way I am bringing my new babies home! Lol on a great note that couldn't start the new year out better I just got engaged on Christmas!! Life couldn't be better, 2015 is going to be AMAZING!! :) Updated on 1 Jan 2015: This is so unreal, I'm going to have big boobies tomorrow!! Lol woke up at 4:45 am this morning. my mind won't stop thinking, what needs to be done yet,what if my kids get sick while I'm healing,do I have everything that I need for after, will anesthesia go well,will I survive this procedure??? Lol.....just breathe Updated on 3 Jan 2015: It's all done, every thing went great, why was I so worried about anesthesia.?? That was the easiest part! Lol anyway pretty sore but have only taken a total of 2 oxy and am going to try and just stick w ibuprofen, only strange thing is that my vision is still off, I'm guessing from the anesthesia? So if a lot is misspelled that's wht- anyway here are some pics. Ii love the size right now and hope and pray they will not go down in size as they heal, Updated on 8 Jan 2015: Well it has only been 6 days and I'm already in love, part of me wishes I'd have went 450cc but seeing what o started with I'm certainly not complaining! Recovery has still not been too bad for me. No pain really, just tightness. Only problem is I have pretty bad anxiety so the heavyfeeling did not help with that, but I would just take an oxy and forget about it, lol. I also have a hard time not doing anything so on some days I really tend to overdo it and then my anxiety also gets the best of me thinking I'm going to mess something up, but so far so good. Here are some pics:) I haven't really noticed much difference from day 1 :/ Updated on 8 Jan 2015: Day 6 photos didn't load so I'll try again... Updated on 29 Jan 2015: Well I'm on day 27, and I must say I am sooo ready to get back to work! In a little nervous as to what to tell my clients I did for a month, but I've decided all they need to know was I had some "personal" stuff to take care of and I will leave it at that.:) it's a little easier to get off the subject since I can avert it with the wedding! Lol but anyway at almost 1 month I have no pain, but never really had pain anyway. I'm sleeping on my side and walking a lot. I was running but my dr said that's a Nono til about 6 weeks. That made me sad. I've been so bored!i also had a situation not too long ago where my daughter was resting her head on my chest and o felt, not heard, a little pop. Kinda scarede the next morning i had a HORRIBLE neck ache on that side and it felt like I could feel the implant moving more, I was just More aware of it. Weeks later every morning it still seems to feel that way, but by midday it's normal, kinda weird and hope it's nothing, but my dr wasn't concerned so I will try not to be either. Otherwise, completely happy with the whole experience. Here are some updated pics:) Updated on 9 Feb 2015: Was bored so I decided to play around with pics from my camera, It's fun taking pics now :)