I’ve always wanted to have bigger boobs, but after two kids that “normal small size” have disappeared to zero. I don’t want big ones, just so I don’t need huge super filling anymore to feel like woman. Tomorrow I have my first appointment, but I am planning to get 200-250cc Motiva Ergonomix implants as I’ve seen some very beautiful and natural looking results here is realself.com I put some photos to show how small I am. Updated on 24 May 2018: Today I had my first appointment. My doctor will be Dra. Ana Martínez Padilla in Seville. I’ve heard so much good about her and I felt so comfortable there. At first she was thinking anatomic implants, but after learning that I have horses, she told there is too high risk to rotation, so round ones will be safer. I decided to have Motiva Ergonomix. Size 250cc prosthesis looked huge on me, but that was the smallest. She made 3D photos with 215cc (as my rice “prosthesis”) and I really like that size. What do you think? Yet I don’t know when I’m gonna do this, but kids holiday might be the best. Updated on 25 May 2018: Specially to a daughter? My kids are already preteens as my son is almost 13 and my daughter 11 years old. I can’t lie nor just leave it like nothing has happened. We talk a lot and our family don’t have taboos, but my biggest fear is that specially my daughter starts thinking this is the normal option right away when her own body doesn’t please or develop a distorted body image... I am 35 years old already, have breast feeded 2 kids and I think my motives are healthy as I am really doing this to myself. My daughter is a little feminist, as I’ve taught her, and we’ve been talking a lot about self-determination (body etc), so maybe I could use this to explain why I want to change my own body. What you think?? My kids haven’t seen my naked body in years as I really hate my boobs :/ My hubby love them tho, so don’t know where this shame comes. Do you ladies have any ideas how to tell? Updated on 25 May 2018: What I have: - Thin athletic frame, 162cm / 48kg - Cup size now (with huge filling) 30C (sounds cool, but it's same as 32B or 34A) What I want: - Size 215cc or 230cc - Motiva Ergonomix - Submuscular - 30D without filling would be nice (that's same as 32C/34B) Updated on 28 May 2018: Just planning :) I am thinking it has to be that 230cc. It’s still small, but not too small. Updated on 28 May 2018: I add photos to my last post, but they didn’t come out nicely so I send these separately. Updated on 30 May 2018: Today I got phone call from my clinic and my second appointment will be 12h June. The surgery day will be decided then, but I told I’d like it to be about 30th July. Our kids are going to my home country to see my family for 5 weeks then, so I have plenty of time to recover and I actually don’t need to tell them everything according to the BA. Every day I am more convinced that I want 230cc. I might ask 3D or sizers if they have also for 245cc. I really don’t want big ones, but I don’t want to get boob greed either. Updated on 3 Jun 2018: I use this as a diary now as I can’t write these things anywhere else and don’t feel comfortable speaking these to anyone either, but at the same time I like that you ladies, who definitely understand what I am going through, read and comment my thoughts. Anyway I’ve been thinking a lot and tried to be honest to myself. I’ve always wanted to do this, but been stupidly thinking it’s something “stupid” or “wrong “. I know a few who have had BA and silently I’ve always thought, oh I want that too, but at the same time I’ve said I don’t understand. I am vegetarian, a bit hippie and always been very natural as I don’t use much make up and my clothes and shoes goes always that comfortable line. I am thinking if BA ruins this “imagen”...although my super push ups neither are “natural” haha. I’ve also been thinking that I’ve told I want just the little ones...but now, after reading, looking photos and thinking what I really want, I think I want a tiny bit bigger that I have with my push up anyway...not huge, but not that 215cc either. I am a bit afraid people notice, but I am not doing this to anybody else. I think if I choose too small I will regret it and get horrible boob greed. I think I talk with my doctor about 245cc. That’s still small, but bigger than with my push up bra I think. I tried 250cc sizers and I thought those were huge, but now, thinking with time + understanding they disappear about 10% when put under muscle, they might be exactly what I want. I can’t wait to get my new boobs. I am already looking clothes and bikinis which I can use proudly with my bigger boobs :) This waiting sucks, but now I have good time to think everything...of course I’ve been thinking before, but you know, now as it’s getting closer it’s even more in my mind...much more - in my dreams also haha. Updated on 4 Jun 2018: Now it’s real :) I had a message today that my BA operation will be 1st of August!! 29th of June I’ll have pre-anesthesia and next week 12th of June I’ll see my doctor and we’ll decide size etc then. My hubby was happy for me and told me that he actually can’t wait to see me happy again with my body :) He knows how I hate my changed body. He encourage me to me honest to myself and stop thinking what people thinks about size etc. Because if they talk they will do that even my boobs are big or small after BA so better just do what I want. So happy :) I can’t wait!! Now this all feels more real haha. I love that fact that soon I don’t need a padded bra anymore...winters are okay, but at the summertime it’s like hell here in Seville - so hot!! Plus we are surfers and we are a lot on the beach obviously, but I never feel comfortable with my bikini...soon I will yeiii. Happyhappyhappy!!! Updated on 12 Jun 2018: I had my 2nd appointment today and got papers to pre-anesthesia and to operation :) We changed the operation day to 26th of July. At my first appointment we didn’t talk much about size - just tried 250cc sizers which I thought were huge and got 3D pix with 215cc implants. With my statistics she recommended Motiva Ergonomix Full 315cc to left and 335cc to my right. My bwd is 12cm/right and 11,5cm/left (if I remember right). She told me that these will be perfect for me and I do trust her. Some pixs with 315cm sizers. It loose 10% as mine are coming under muscles. I really like these!! Updated on 16 Jun 2018: 40 days till my BA. I am trying to get little by little everything I need. I bought a wedge pillow and 6 soft bras. It might would be better to take one size up, but I bought these from internet. I tried these with sizers and I think the size will be correct or at least fine. I think these will be comfortable after surgery and later at home. I need to ask about supplements and scar care from my doctor before I buy anything. I’ve also done some question list to my pre-anesthesia appointment, so I remember everything I’ve been thinking. Do you have any suggestions what to get before surgery to help recovering?? Updated on 25 Jun 2018: Time really flies :) Last week I had my blood work done and this week I’ll have ultrasound and pre-anesthesia. I’ve bought a wedge pillow which I am trying to learn to use little by little at least day time now + Arnica Montana pills + Arnica Montana Gel to help recovering. And I couldn’t resist to order some new tops to use with my new boobs. I am dying to order few unlined and wireless triangle bras from Boux Avenue, but I don’t know should I just wait till I know what size I really am. Also some bikinis from Shein....ugh I want to buy them already haha. I also been preparing my skin to breast augmentation with Argan oil. Actually I’ve been using it already 6 months and other oils before that, but now I am focusing even more to oil my chest at least once a day. As I’ve had a bit bigger breasts before, but after breastfeeding my 2 kids, they are empty, I do have “extra” skin, although I think my breasts are still quite perky...but even I do have skin to fill, I think oiling isn’t a bad idea and it might help a) not to get stretch marks and b) prevent pain as skin is more elastic. Argan oil is super. I’ve also been thinking a bit how to care my hair. My hair goes up to my waist + I have partial dreads, meaning that I have to care my open hair every day, separate it from my dreads for sleeping, cleaning, brushing etc. I have half head “open” long normal hair and under that half head long dreads. Not easy with t-rex hands as my doctor told I shouldn’t raise my elbows much for the first 2 weeks. My dear hubby has promised to take care of my hair (and of me) and do anything I want haha, but we’ll see...I normally don’t like anyone else do my hair. Actually I have to praise my dear husband a bit more. He has been incredible. He doesn’t say much and he has told this is all my decision and he doesn’t want to affect that, but that he will be there what ever I decide and he listen every time I want to talk about this. He actually decided to take 2 days off the work to be with me at the hospital hole time (the surgery day which is Thursday, sleep there with and help me at home that Friday)...I am so happy, even I didn’t want to ask him to. Updated on 1 Jul 2018: Okay now it’s all just about waiting. I’ve had all my tests and pre-anesthesia. Everything perfect. I got Chlorhexidine (disinfectant) gel to wash my skin from 3 days before surgery and after surgery too. I also bought two Shock Absorber bras even it’s a bit stupid as I don’t know what my bra size is gonna be, but those are normally about 40€ and I found these just with 12€. They are size 30DD and 32D which I think might be the perfect, but we’ll see. If they don’t fit I really didn’t loose much mind and I can sell them later. I’ve been thinking my measurements while trying to figure out what size I might end up. I am petite, but I have kind of swimmers back...a bit V-like. This change a lot my figure as I am more like athletic than thin. I do have boobs to get up haha, but I don’t have any kind of profile...from side I am super flat, even I do have a bit side boob. So weird, but because of this, I think that High Profile will be just perfect for me. My measurements are now Bust 31.5 inch (81cm) Under-bust 27.5 inch (70cm) Waist 24 inch (61cm) Hips 34 inch (87cm) I have really small (empty) breasts now and I am using 30C bras which I fill out with push up, so I think I am small 30C/full 30B. As you know that number doesn’t tell anything without that band size and there are sister sizes...example my sister sizes are 32B(/32A) or 34A(34AA). So that C actually doesn’t mean anything haha. Anyway I’ve been “studying” that with my band size, my high etc I should get with 315cc+335cc High Profile about 2-3 size bigger boobs. Yeiii!! That means my future bra size might be full 30E/30DD(UK) and sister size 32D (this band size is normally way too big, but in sports bra etc.). My goal is to have my bust at least 34 inch (87cm) which is exactly same as my hip measurement. We’ll see :) Updated on 19 Jul 2018: Only 6 more days and I have boobs!!! It’s unbelievable how fast time goes. It’s been 2 months now from my first appointment. I am so exited...can’t wait to get boobs finally haha. Last few weeks we’ve been traveling and had visitors so I haven’t been thinking boobs all the time - I think that’s been helping. We had a long weekend trip to London and I visited in Boux Avenue shop just to see and touch some of their bras I like. I’ve bought bras from their webshop before and planning to do so again, as soon as I know my new size, as they have 28 and 30 band sizes with bigger cup sizes!! Victoria Secrect would be there too, but didn’t bother to visit as they only have 32 band and it’s way too big for me :/ Today is my birthday, I am now officially 35 years old and bought boobs as my own birthday present haha!! Funny is that I am having my surgery the day my son turns 13 years old...but as I’ve been telling before, I decided NOT to tell about my BA to our preteens, as my daughter might get a wrong idea..so our kids will travel to my home country to visit my family this becoming weekend and they’re coming back last week of August, so I have lots of time to recover. Updated on 24 Jul 2018: Uijui soon it’s The Day!! Did I told my BA fee includes a insurance for one year which will cover everything if something goes wrong? Well even I do trust my surgeon 100% this helps a lot too :) I am not nervous at all, on the contrary actually, just super exited. I’ve done almost everything..my both horses uses fly rugs at summer time so I washed both rugs and horses today, so my hubby don’t need to worry about that. I’ve also cleaned the house so it not all work for him either. I decided to braid my open hair and just put my braid + dreads together to a ponytail, so I don’t need to worry my hair lol. I’ve put all my medicine and vitamins to a box on the table so I don’t need to reach anything. Yesterday I started to clean my body with a clorhexidine gel and my hospital bag is about ready. We are spending on night at the hospital - I have a private room with sofa bed so my hubby can sleep comfortable too :) I did order already over month ago arnica montana tabs and gel, but they haven’t got here yet :/ I was really exited to try them before and after surgery. Will see when I get them... Updated on 25 Jul 2018: Just counting hours now!!! So freaking exited to get boobs. I will finally post some before pictures, even my hubby actually don’t like me to put naked pix to Internet, but I think it will help a lot other girls. I do have nice cleavage with Calvin Klein push up bra. This bra is 30C and I’ve been using only them last year (I have 3 of them). I am hoping to get about same size without a bra. Crochet top and a rainbow bikini I just bought and hoping to fill these finally. The orange bikini is the only one I’ve been using lately. Tomorrow this time it’s already over!! I am so happy to have just a treasure husband. He is always the best, but even so he totally surprised me...he have booked Arab spa to us, so we are spending 2 hours tonight at thermal pools relaxing. Oh, every time I go there I get out overly relaxed and calm. Maybe just best thing to do before surgery!!! Updated on 26 Jul 2018: Done! I have boobs :) Last night my surgeon called and asked if everything is okay and if have some late questions. Thant felt very nice and personal :) We also went to the Arab spa/pools last night and I had 30min massage there, so I slept like a baby haha. This morning I woke up, took a shower and we were at the hospital at 8 am. We were introduced our private room and soon they picked me to surgery. Room was cold like a freezer. I have good veins, but they really had problems with them anyway, so after 3 tries they finally managed to put cannula and I was crying for pain. Well pain was over as soon as it came and my surgeon draw lines. After that I can’t remember anything at all until I woke up lol. I haven’t seen my surgeon yet, but she was talking with my hubby before. My surgery too 1 hour and 15 minutes. I got Motiva Ergonomix Full profile 315cc to my left and 335cc to my right. They also changed my other breast (my hubby wasn’t sure which) 3mm to be at the same height with an other. I am already super excited!!!! Can’t wait to see these girls!! It’s been about 6 hours from surgery. I am feeling great. I’ve walked without problems to the bathroom and just eat. A bit tired, but watching now some easy sitcoms. My hubby went to work for couple of hours and will be back again later :) Updated on 28 Jul 2018: Everything is fine really and the hospital was fine, but the hospital nurses actually didn’t do their work, which is [RS bleep] as they were posed to check that my drains are working fine and put me walking a bit more than I did. Well because of that, my drains were empty, but I noticed at the night of the surgery that my right boob were a bit wet, after sleeping under the sheet a little I noticed blood on the white sheet. They only came and change that, cleaned the blood and put some gauze under my surgical bra. My own clinic nurse told they should have checked my drains too. Well after leaving the hospital we went to the clinic and my own nurse corrected the drains and because of that I need to have those a little more as I was posed to :/ The first night I went to bed with horrible tummy pain as my tummy didn’t work and it was hard as a rock. About 1am it finally started working haha and the pain was gone. Yesterday morning I was fine at the hospital, but as soon I left there I got a terrible headache which didn’t help until late evening. My back is killing me as my position is horrible (I’ve had huge back problems already years so it’s all about that). We went to the clinic directly from the hospital and my nurse checked that everything is fine, empty my drains, cleaned and gave a soft massage. My boobs are healing well, but I really really hate these drains, even tho they seems to help a lot. Swelling and extra liquid is slowing down in eyes and my breasts are already soft + I don’t feel any pain in my breast!! My hubby has been a treasure, he has been emptying my drains and putting my meds. My hand movements are limited so I need lots of help here. I was hoping to get rid off these drains today, but I have to wait till Monday as the blood/liquid need to be max 25ml/24hours and mine has been much more than 100ml in the last 24h :/ Well at least I see improvement as my boobs are getting softer and softer and I don’t have any pain. Today I’ve been okay. Just back pain and hungry when I woke up :) I am very happy with the size and I am extremely happy I got 100cc more + full (high) profile besides demi (moderate) that I thought in the beginning. Just waiting them to drop and get fluffy. I’ll post some photos when I get some :) Updated on 28 Jul 2018: Updated on 28 Jul 2018: I took just a few photos. Yet I haven’t took my bra off. My nurse took it yesterday, but I had that terrible headache so didn’t have much interest to see and don’t have photos. This evening we will clean my boobs with betadine so maybe I took some photos then. Updated on 29 Jul 2018: Just a little update about surgical drains. The very first 24 hours my drains didn’t work at all (thanks to the hospital nurses who didn’t do their work), so counting starts from 1st day. 1st to 2nd day / 24 hours: Left 115ml and right 110ml 2nd to 3rd day / 24 hours Left 70ml and right 70ml It need to be max 25ml/24hours/side until the drains can be removed. I hope in next 24h it’s less and I finally can get rid off these tomorrow...or at least day after. Color has been changed from blood red to light orange. I hate these, these are so uncomfortable and disgusting, but to be honest, I really think it’s thanks to these that I don’t have any kind of pain in my breasts. They are not that much swollen, not tight, not hard or anything. I had painful little air bubbles between and under my breasts at the first day, but it’s already gone too, actually right after these drains started working. My boobs are up high of course, but soft already. The only thing I am weaning about (besides these drains) is my back. I have had back problems almost 20 years so it wasn’t surprise that my back got angry with my uncomfortable position. Oh, and these T-Rex hand, puff!! How helpless one can bee with so limited hand movements? What a heck dear Pachamama thought when she gave this kind of hands to the huge T-Rex lol XD Updated on 31 Jul 2018: I had my pos op appointment today as my surgery drains had last 24 hours only 20ml + 15ml. I am finally without those horrible drains!! My doctor told me that she doesn’t always put those, but in my case she thought it’s better as I did had lots of fluids and I would had painful first days without them. Really, I am sure it’s all about thanks for those that I haven’t have pain...225ml from the left breast and 235ml from the right. That would be in my breasts :O I have no stitches which was a surprise and everything looked good :) My boobs are swollen, up high and like torpedoes lol, but it’s only been 5 days. I don’t have any kind of numbness at all :) I love the size!! Naked these are huge as my hubby said haha, but they just need to drop. With clothes I love these and I already felt so much more confident :) We have over 40 degrees here so I had to change my bra after evening out. This Shock Absorber sports bra I bought just before my surgery...it’s size 32D and it fits perfectly, maybe one size up would be more comfortable, but this gives a good protection indeed and we’ll see how is it after my boobs gets their final place and size :) happy happy!! I think I overused my pects today with car door etc, because now as I am getting to sleep, the first time I have a muscle pain in my right side. We’ll see how it’s tomorrow. Updated on 5 Aug 2018: I can’t believe it’s already been 10 days!! Every day I feel better and easier with my new additions haha. I love the size, I think my body looks well-proportioned now. I love these with clothes on, but yet they are a bit weird without a bra. They are still up high of course, my sternum is still a bit swollen, but I think they are going to be gorgeous :) I don’t have any kind of bruises. So to recap...I got Motiva Ergonomix Full (High) 315cc on my left and 335cc on my right and I think my doctor was right, they are perfect for me :) I don’t have any kind of stitches which is super weird, so I haven’t even seen my incisions yet, as they are under the tapes which my nurse changed last week. I just need to cover them with betadine once a day. I don’t take any meds now so sometimes incisions feels a bit sensibles and my boobs kind of tight, but can’t say it’s pain. I’ve found out that Arnica gel + right after that’s dried, Argan oil to my breast takes all that tight/uncomfortable feeling away, so yeiii!!! I keep repeating that I love that I finally have boobs and oh how happy I am as I don’t have any kind of numbness at all. Not even a tiny bit or any place!!! As my nurse told, if I have my normal sensibility now, I’m not gonna loose it :) So so happy. I still have t-rex hand as I am not allowed to lift my elbows in two weeks...I also notice very clearly if I overuse my pecs. I have to use both hand at the time example open/close the car door, lift bottles etc. or I feel very uncomfortable at the side I’ve used. I am right handed, so if we’ve been a day out, at the evening I notice that I’ve used more my right side if I’m not careful. I love touching them haha and can’t wait them to drop and get softer and fluffier. Updated on 6 Aug 2018: So so happy!!! Before and after photos have a bit different angle, but you can see how huge the difference is. I think this BA goes to TOP 3 of the best decisions I have ever made!!! Updated on 9 Aug 2018: No more TRex hands yeiii!!! I still need to sleep on my back next 2 weeks and then I can start sleeping on my side...same time I need to wait till getting to swimming pool and salt water (under incisions is okay of course). Everything looks good. Still swollen at the middle/sternum, but nothing bad. My incisions are incredible...my doctor have sewed them from inside, so that why I don’t have any stitches and my scars are going to be small and more like seams XO The science is so marvelous!!! I went to look some bikinis after that, but I basically hate all of them. I love having boobs and I love how bikinis finally look on me...but every freaking bikini top has something that I don’t like. Well I took photo with one Roxy top, but didn’t buy it. I need to start my own bikini like for real. Updated on 16 Aug 2018: I am so happy with my size. I don’t have any kind of boob greed. I love the size, but won’t be sad either if they get a bit smaller. They are perfect with clothes on and huge without lol. My boobs has been already changed a lot, but a bit different speed and I don’t like that. My doctor told me I had bigger muscle in other size, so it might be that. Right one looks nice, but my left one is weird. It looks like it’s not middle of my nipple. I mean, nipple is there where it should be, but implant haven’t dropped to a side yet...I have nice side boob at right, but kind of empty at left. At the middle, right is more down and left up high even above my sternum at times. Last few days it’s dropped little and also my sternum has gotten down a bit. I was wreaking out last weekend with that left boob + I suddenly notice mordor’s cords...one under right and 3 under left. Well I wreaked even I have read about it, so my hubby called to my nurse at 10 pm Saturday night lol. She asked me to send photos and take ibuprofen. I don’t have any pain though. Anyway after that phone call I started crying and couldn’t stop that lol. Everything okay anyway :) I sometimes notice uncomfortable feelings when I overuse my pecs, but mostly been able to do everything...but sleep, as my back is still killing me! Soon I can start sleeping on my side yeii. I bought today sports type bikini and softbra. I really love how I fill bras now...without any kind of filling!! Kids are coming back in 2 weeks...I am so happy to get them back, but also a bit nervous if they start asking. Updated on 30 Aug 2018: Incredible how the time is flying. It’s already 5 weeks with boobs!!! They are getting softer and feels already mine...no pain, no discomfort...only sometimes pecs if I overuse only one side at the time. I actually don’t like how my left boob is looking as it’s dropping in very different speed and way than the right one. Still have more side boob at the right as the left implant seems to be more in the middle/sternurm side and don’t want to drop to the armpit side at all. So weird, but I am sure it will...it have to, I don’t think it could stay in the middle forever, right? My sternum is still veery little inflated. Today I got 3 lovely triangle bras from Boux Avenue in size 30DD and they are perfect, I love them!! I love that I can finally use bras without any kind of filling...I’ve always wanted to use lace bras and now I can!! Asymmetric dropping you can see from photos even with bra on. I loooove the size, did I say LOVE?? Oh I am so happy I didn’t get any smaller or either bigger. These are just perfect + I got what I wanted...my chest is now 34 inch (87cm) and it’s exactly same as my hips!! My under bust is 28 inch (71cm) and my bra size seems to be UK 30DD or EU 65E. Yet I haven’t seen my incisions as they are under tapes...I only have to cool dry them after shower with hairdryer and put betadine on to those tapes...nothing else. Now I can sleep comfortable on my side and do almost anything normal. I haven’t gone under water yet at the swimming pool, but I think I already could do that. Kids are finally coming back home from my home country in 2 days. I’ve been missing them like crazy, but this 5 week recovering time has been super and I have to confess I am a bit nervous if they start asking. Next Thursday I have 6 week appointment at the clinic. So cool!! Updated on 1 Sep 2018: Wow...look at this!! Yeah, a tiny bit different angle, but you’ll see it. Left before BA with 315cc sizers and right after BA with 315cc+335cc implants. Pretty close right?? Updated on 6 Sep 2018: I had my 6 weeks appointment this morning. Everything normal. Both boobs need to drop and change their shape. At least till 3 months they are changing a lot. I am happy to hear this as my boobs has a bit different shape which I haven’t been trilled. I saw my incisions today the very first time as they’ve been under the tapes. Now I need to start scar treatment. I also bought new tops from internet...the same ones I already have (like this turquoise in the photo), but one size bigger as size Small is way too small and I really like these. I love those new triangle bras too, but I think I am gonna need bigger size from those too if these boobs won’t shrink lol. Actually I can use those uk 30DD, but one size bigger cup would be better. Updated on 9 Oct 2018: It’s almost 11 weeks post op and I’ve been a bit frustrated. I love my boobs with clothes on, I just can’t stop touching them and I love the size so so much!!! But naked I only like my right one...it has a perfect round shape. The left just won’t drop where it should be and I don’t like it. It’s already changed a lot, but still I’m not happy. My both are already so soft, but the left sits higher at the middle (!!), not above and when I lay down it won’t move to a side as my right does. At the incision it’s weird...it’s like it’s stuck or something...scar isn’t flexible or something. And as it’s like something is pushing it from side to middle, my left nipple isn’t at the middle of the implant...BUT it is at the same high and same angle as the right one...it’s just fooling the eye :/ My hubby understands my concerns, but doesn’t see it as a problem. But I don’t like it...specially because as it’s pushing implant to the middle my boobs has different shapes :/ At least it can’t be seen with the clothes on. At my last appointment I only saw my nurse and in 2 weeks I’m gonna see my surgeon as a 3 month revision...we’ll see what she will say. Does anyone know anything about this? Updated on 25 Oct 2018: I am so happy with the size!!! Not actually loving them without clothes as they are not equal, but I love touching them and I love how they look with clothes on. Everything sits better and my self esteem is so much better. I had my 3 month appointment yesterday and my doctor was also very happy. The size and look is natural and just perfect. I can use any kind of bras I want now. My scars are red, but nice and I am using scar tape on them. They move and they are so soft and moves natural!! They totally feel mine and I don’t get any weird feelings either when using my pecs. Nobody has asked anything, but I’ve noticed that some (new people) looks my boobs now and its weird as I haven’t got that kind of attention before hahah...not bad, just weird. Oh, and our preteens haven’t noticed either haha. Which my hubby don’t understand as these really are much bigger than even with super padding before XD Updated on 3 Nov 2018: I noticed my boobs are bigger I thought they are lol. All this time I’ve been super happy with the size, but thinking that they are not “that big” or that nobody notice anything. My hubby has been saying that these truly are big boobs haha. Well, my 11 year old daughter still thinks I have small ones and haven’t noticed anything...which is weird. About month ago I bought 2 bras, size EU 70D (UK32D), which I already new would be a bit big as I need EU65/UK30, but in Spain it’s impossible to find any. Now these are already way too big (already stretched) and I also noticed that the cups aren’t the correct size either...they are SMALL!! As I have to buy all my bras from internet (before BA too), I am happy I found huge amount of bras in my size from Amazon (easy to send back if not happy)...anyway as EU65E/UK30DD is the sister size for that 70D/30D, I bought 2...but...the cups doesn’t cover my boobs :O My size seems to be EU65F/UK30E/US30F...which sounds huge and apart of that, I think those bras which are small for me does look huge too, but my boobs doesn’t lol. Now I am waiting to get the correct sized bras next week. I’m getting BouxAvenue, CurvyKate, Gorteks, Gaia, Chantelle DE bras...we’ll see which fits the best!!! This truly isn’t easy to find perfect bra after BA. I love my new boobs. I love how they’ve got my self esteem so much better, how all my clothes fits sooo much better. I’ve always got a lot of attention...think about it: small athletic women with very long blond (blond for real) hair in Spain, where most of the people has brown hair or “blond” from the bottle...but now, even after years here and kind of gotten used to that people are looking, NOW it’s even more. People are looking me and my boobs lol - but hey...men and women!!! I love my boobs. I am okay with the left one too, as it’s getting better and they are not so different anymore. I love touching them and I would do this all over again if needed. Updated on 8 Nov 2018: Ugh...how difficult it can be to find perfect fitting bras. Puff. I need bra with 30 band (65 EU size) and in Spain it’s impossible to find any from the stores, so I had to buy from internet. I bought 12 (!!!) bras from Amazon (free return). Only ONE fits like it should be - perfect!! The only one is a super gorgeous Gorteks bra, which is made in EU. I decided to keep one BouxAvenue bra too, as it was only 8€ and fits okay. I noticed that 30DD/EU65E is a bit too small for me, but also the next size 30E/EU65F is a bit too big in BouxAvenue and Gaia bras :/ meaning that the shape of those bras isn’t maybe the correct one for me. Gorteks in 30E/EU65F fits like a glove...like it’s made for my boobs haha. I’m definitely going to buy more of these!!! Gorteks bras are about 25€/bra and I’m in love with the colors and everything...I could buy 10 lol. + I usually use only black and tan, but oh I want colors now!!! Updated on 14 Mar 2021: It's almost 3 years since I decided to get breast implants and I have to say I love my boobs!! I still don't like them without a bra tho, as they are not equal (the size is, but form) and for that I don't see them (specially the left one) very pretty, but I really love the size and how they look in a bra/bikini/any clothes. These have changed my life totally as my self-esteem took a huge jump! Almost everything looks better on me now, although It's hard to find good fitting shirts/dresses. Nobody has ever asked if I have implants, but as I am not a big girl, I've seen people looking my boobs quite openly haha. I don't mind. I don't use clothes to show them, but sure they are big. I love that I can use soft bra or soft bikini and still look and feel I am a woman.
Hi! If you want to change so, you should think of a rhinoplasty. You can modify your nose, always having into account some limits, because your expectatives are of a nose with different ethnicity than yours. Nevertheless, your changes could be noticeable. Thank you for your question!
Hi Alexiades, sometimes fillers can be used to reshape our nose, but in this case, I think we would need to file the bone. For this aim, I recommend you an open rhinoplasty. That would allow to work directly on the bone without leaving scars and without altering its original shape.
